Should I Joke (Again)
116. Give a reason
Days passed, and the husband and wife relationship still could not be said to be good.
Despite still living on the same roof, both Rei and Ardan were like spacing each other.
They still sleep in the same room, and the same bed. And despite having intercourse like a few days ago, but it seems to feel bland.
Both only do husband and wife relationship is just an obligation and fulfillment of inner lustkar only.
This is not what they really want, but when things are no longer warm, they both have to cool down in order to speak without emotion.
Can it?
One side, Rei felt Ardan did not want to open to him, while he already knew almost the whole love story Rei then with his liking.
Although Ardan had already told it, but Rei felt that there was still something stuck in his mind.
Rei knew this was excessive, but was it her fault for being possessive of her own husband. Especially with events in his past that without him realizing the presence of a third person in his household really disturbed his inner calm.
While on the other hand, Ardan the husband still keeps a secret that until now he never even wants to reveal to anyone about Anggita.
The woman really made her emotions rise this late. But the longer he keeps, the more his relationship with his wife will be more tenuous.
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In the second room the man was still silent, sleeping with his back to each other. Both Rei and Ardan were busy with their respective paths of thought.
"If indeed the end of my love story should be like this, I will accept it with a spacious chest. At least let me try to defend it first." Inner Rei
But the side of his heart that seemed unwilling if he had to feel again the chaos in his household.
"Would I if I had to bear that status again, be a widow for the third time just because of the past."
His little heart said, if you have to separate, there must be a clear reason and not hang like this.
While his heart was at war, his emotions were up and down, the tears he had been holding back had escaped as well.
As much as possible Rei held back his sobs even though it was impossible that her husband would not care.
And the sobs that were held back were heard by the person beside Rei who was none other than her husband.
Feeling disturbed by the small movements, although covered but Ardan already memorized with the behavior of his wife.
Ardan turned his body towards his wife, guilt clearly still haunting him. His wife should not have received this treatment.
Ardan obviously didn't want to let Rei go, whatever the reason. For him Rei is his life, Rei is everything.
Ardan turned Rei's body around and let him into his arms. His tears came down, Ardan could not contain them.
Rei just quietly resigned, no intention to return her husband's embrace. His cry broke out right then and there, the two people still remained silent and allowed the embrace for a moment.
Shortly after, the two calmed down. Ardan then asked his wife to talk.
"Dear, I'm sorry. I know your sense of trust in me must have diminished because of this. But I purposely covered it up so as not to further anger and hurt you.
I don't mean keep it to myself, but let me handle it myself."
Ardan knew it was difficult for Rei to accept, after the disappointment came.
"Give me a reason, give a reason why. If you have to choose between keeping me or letting me go."
Rei's sentence had succeeded in making Ardan choked, he could not imagine his wife arriving at him with an unreasonable choice.
But Ardan must have a clear reason for Rei to no longer give him such ridiculous questions.
"Because I love you all my soul, because I need you, because I don't want to be away from my son's mother."
Ardan gave his reason, but Rei still did not budge.
"I still want one specific reason that I would consider if we couldn't become one."
Again Rei made an option that was no less cornering Ardan, less let alone try.
Although still in a state of calm but who would have thought in the heart both equally volatile.
Debate may be inevitable until finally Ardan relented to open the secret that had been kept.
"Because Anggita prefers her dark lover who has desecrated her and left on career grounds."
Rei was stunned, her husband's story about Anggi never entered his mind.
"He accepted our introduction on the grounds that he wanted to give me and himself a chance to forget his past, but it was just a prank."
"And after his departure, I also found out that the man who had taken his chastity was the one who had made my woman hurt."
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Who is he, why does Rei seem to know .
