Should I Joke (Again)

103. Inspiration

Everyone in Rei's nursery was astonished to hear Ardan's words regarding Rei's condition as well as their baby.

Not only was my mother crying but also Rei. This woman was conscious from a while ago after Ardan and his papa entered.

Rei blinked his eyes, trying to find his consciousness, but since no one was accompanying him so no one knew if Rei was conscious.

Everyone gathered in a long sofa on the other side of the room. Slowly Rei heard the contents of their conversation.

Heard sobs from both her mother and her brother, and her husband. Rei found out that Ardan her husband was crying. Yes, because all this time Ardan never showed his sadness to anyone, including himself.

Ardan is not the type of man who easily shows a sad expression by crying especially in front of the crowd.

Samar sounded they spoke.

"Ma, I'm sorry Ardan is not so good at looking after Rei. Ardan is wrong, sorry Ardan.hiks hyks"

Ardan's voice weakened, his cries could no longer be contained. Sad, disappointed and angry at himself for being able to neglect to look after his wife.

"Son, it's not your fault. It's not whose fault, it's all fate. Stop blaming yourself."

Mama Tami said, trying to calm her son down. He knew very well how his son, the sadness experienced by Ardan also he felt. Her tears fell as she said.

Mama Tami hugged her son and stroked his shoulder, still trying to calm down and let Ardan let out his heart.

"Ardan failed to become a husband on standby ma, Ardan didn't even know if Rei was sick." He said softly, he regretted being late to learn the symptoms of his wife's illness.

"Son Ardan, listen to me. Everything that happens is the destiny of GOD. Never blame yourself, and trust me there will be a silver lining. Just be patient."

Mama Amel Rei's mother opened her voice, the middle-aged woman from the beginning had felt uneasy thinking about Rei and did not expect if her daughter had to experience this.

"Now that we think about how good it is, there's no way we're going to keep this hidden. And we have to be quick because it's a matter of life."

Papa Hadi spoke. He and his wife arrived just as the doctor left Ardan after their conversation.

"Ardan was confused, and not ready to answer Rei's question if he woke up and asked about our baby." Ardan

"And listen to papa. The doctor has told you how your wife and your future baby are.

If the fetus cannot grow due to the influence of drugs, then release him. Irrelatation.

Maybe Rei will be angry, but if it is maintained will only make sadness let alone the doctor said affect Rei's health, better let him go.

Not yet your sustenance gives us grandchildren, don't be sad maybe not yet. The most important thing now was Rei's health.

Support him, accompany him to stay strong through his day."

Papa pras cheers on his son. He didn't want Ardan to be beaten to the point of not being able to give his wife any encouragement.

They still continue to give spirit to Ardan, until they do not realize if there is someone who also needs spirit.

A mother-to-be who has to give up the baby she contains, whose heart the mother can take off the innocent baby.

Her tears fell, she cried in silence. Noiseless for not wanting others to see her, pity her.

Her outstretched hand felt her belly still bloated, saying inwardly to invite her baby to speak.

"I'm sorry dear mom, forgive me for causing you this way. Dear mommy, I want us to be together but God says something else.

Don't hate mommy, don't hate daddy, we all love grandpa."

The pillow that Rei was wearing was already wet with his tears, and Rei closed his eyes again. His head suddenly dizzy, and his chest felt tight. Until unconscious.

Shortly after they all agreed to release the poor baby, Ardan sat down next to his wife.

His outstretched hand took the right hand of his wife who was still wearing a hose filled with blood fluid.

Ardan came back crying, he lifted Rei's hand, he kissed and put it on his cheek. Ardan doesn't know where to start.

The doctor said that even though the sick person was unconscious, he could still hear, so talk to him, because it could arouse his spirit.

"I'm sorry, I'm not taking care of you, I'm not a good husband to cause you and our baby like this.

Blame me for being too selfish, for wanting you to live but not with our baby.

Forgive daddy dear, hopefully we can regroup in his heaven. Again forgive daddy."

Ardan returned to tears as he stroked his wife's stomach, Ardan gave a tubular kiss in his wife's distended stomach, hoping that their baby would hear and respond as usual.

But there was no response, no kick as usual, Ardan sobbed back.

"I'm sorry daddy, we're willing to let you go. Wait, mommy, daddy's there. We all love grandpa."

Ardan sat himself back down, his tears still continuing to fall, unconsciously his outstretched hand stroked his wife's cheek, wiping away the tears that fell in the corner of Rei's eyes.

Ardan felt increasingly guilty, but he had to be strong, to be strong in order to continue to encourage his wife. Despite the heartache he felt, remembering if his wife knew their baby was forcibly taken.

The room was quiet again, everyone there as commanded, they approached the patient's bed.

Starting from mama Amel who came to kiss the tip of his daughter's head, stroking her stomach and kissed the distended stomach.

Then continued by mama and papa Ardan, mama and papa Hadi, brother Dani and Dina and their husbands who helped stroke Rei's stomach.

Maybe this looks uncomfortable, but they seem to say goodbye to babies who have not had time to see the world.

The crying broke again, they could not bear to see their daughter and brother lying weak and had to part for good with their future baby.

A few hours later the doctor and nurse returned to visit, and Ardan took a deep breath and finally decided to choose to keep Rei his wife.

Because as his father said, if your son dies, you can still have him again, but if your wife dies then there is no hope of having children. Except marrying someone else.

No, Ardan doesn't want to be like that. He already loves his wife, Rei. To him Rei was everything.

Let alone to fall in love again, glancing at another woman he did not want. For her Rei was already perfect as a woman.

Beautiful, smart, supple and rich, she does not hesitate to help anyone in need regardless of status.

Not the type of woman who is prestigious, and only attach importance to appearance. Even women who are indifferent and can be invited to all the atmosphere.

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Ramadhan will soon be gone, sorry inner birth for all. May our worship in this blessed month of Ramadan be received, Aamiin.

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