Should I Joke (Again)

105. Start from the beginning again

Rei had reorganized his life a week, after the departure of his little angel.

Although not much has changed from Rei but it has slightly affected their relationship. Rei who felt guilty for taking the life of a tiny baby who had not even seen the world, and Ardan who felt the loss of the person of Rei who used to be, made the relationship a little tenuous.

The trauma might have been more precise, so Rei always felt guilty. This is the second time Rei has lost her baby.

Although with different reasons but still it makes him a little depressed. Rei who is now more locked away and seemed engrossed in his own world.

Ardan also seemed to dissolve in sadness, and let his own wife, even though she was already tormented by it.

The atmosphere in the house seemed empty, there was no laughter, chatter and others. Even bi Mar who had accompanied them could not do much.

He deeply regretted the attitude of his two masters who were dissolved in grief without caring for each other.

Frankly he did not feel at home like this, as if living in a burial complex, and was gloomy.

He also did not want his two employers to have to experience separation because of their own selfishness.

"Amit amit jabang baby" inward bi Mar every time he saw the situation of his two masters who did not greet each other since the two returned to this house.

Bi Mar misses the atmosphere of the house when his mistress hums ria while cooking, when watering flowers or while enjoying leisure time at home.

Bi Mar doesn't know how to make his two employers return as they were. But he will try to make this house cheerful again, and full of laughter.

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Breakfast which is usually rame with babbling, now only the sound of cutlery collided with the plate. Neither Ardan nor Rei had opened the conversation.

Aunty who was in the kitchen next to the dining table became uncomfortable.

It felt like there was less, if possible he wanted to drop one of the dishes he washed to break and crowded.

But it did not do, in addition to adding to the mood of his employer grew gloomy, could be his salary this month trimmed. Oh no. lest that happen, can not send to his village if his salary is cut.

Ardan finished his breakfast first, he had to go to the restaurant immediately to check the preparation for the birthday of one of his papa colleagues who will be held later tonight at his restaurant.

Ardan wiped his mouth with a tissue, removing the leftover food that stuck to his lips. After that spent the drinking water in the glass, then left.

"I'll go first, if you need anything, just call."

He said to the wife who was still very lazy to spend the rest of the food on her plate.

Rei only replied with a nod. Ardan knew that, he just sighed softly. I don't know when his wife will be like that.

Ardan then reached out his right hand to Rei, his wife greeted and kissed the husband's hand.

Ardan also kissed the tip of his wife's head before leaving the dinner table. That awkward feeling was still there, not even eroded at all.

Bi Mar who had seen earlier could only let out a long breath, he did not want if the relationship between his two employers deteriorated, never.

After his master left, bi Mar intended to take the dirty dishes at the dinner table, but it turns out his mistress had already lifted and put in the dishwasher.

"Him, let me wash. Madam just rest in the room."

"Ga papa bi, let it be. It's also just a little, anyways I'm bored in the room continues." said Rei.

After washing the dirty dishes Rei then washed his hands and wiped his hands and intended to leave from there.

But bi Mar stopped her and invited her to sit back at the dinner table. He wanted to immediately solve their problems so as not to get more dissolved.

"Him, forgive me if I'm presumptuous. But I want to be frank. I prefer the mistress who used to work here at the beginning, the chatty mistress, who likes to sing while cooking or the mistress who likes to shout if Mr. Ardan teases the mistress, than the lady who was now more quiet.

"Maybe I'm used to the lady's cheer, so I feel lonely. And I think you feel the same. Since coming home from the hospital the mistress is more alone, locked herself in the room.

I have never experienced what my lady has experienced, but I know the pain. But please don't get late, time keeps turning. Don't keep blaming yourself for what happened.

It's all the destiny of the Power. Perhaps it is not yet time that the lady and the master have a baby, but rest assured that he will come at the right time.

Madam knows, I am sad to see the master and mistress keeping quiet to each other. I don't want the mistress and master relationship to stretch, and eventually separate. Don't take, amit amit jabang baby.

Please think again, ladies and gentlemen are still young. It is still a long way to go, if it continues like this, it does not rule out the possibility that there will be actors who come. Know for yourself, the actor now it's worse than a cat garong, what aja gilded.

And I don't want that to happen, ladies and gentlemen are like my own family so I won't let that happen."

Unknowingly Rei's tears just fell, Aunt Mar's words were right. All this time he always blamed himself for the death of their baby.

Rei even forgot his nature as a wife who was supposed to serve her husband, Rei spent more time crying.

And Ardan knows it, but he won't bother Rei. What if what bi Mar said was true. What if there is a actor who managed to seize her husband.

Ardan her husband did never change his attitude is still considerate of her, but did not rule out the possibility of many who tease her.

Ardan is handsome, well-established and has the body that every woman craves, it will not be difficult for him to find a replacement for Rei.

Rei who abandoned her and Ardan would easily find warmth outside if his wife still continues to be so.

Bi Mar felt guilty seeing her employer cry as much as that, but he wanted to how else. This was the only way for Rei to open his eyes again.

Sensitive to his surroundings, and insoluble in prolonged grief that he would eventually regret for a lifetime.

Bi Mar held her employer's hand, providing support. Rei replied to her even directly hugging bi Mar.

Long as they hugged, Rei's tears were still dripping. Bi Mar patiently gave her a hug and support.

"Mrs is young, beautiful is not difficult to start from scratch again. I'm sure the master will also be happy to see the madam back like she used to be.

The lady wants to reorganize life, start over again and be a married couple as she should."

Bi Mar saw Rei nod and smile because that was his goal. Now only how the madam gave support to herself.

"Thank you" Rei said softly to his domestic assistant, Rei was grateful that there were still reminders and support him when he fell like this.

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