Should I Joke (Again)

Should I Joke (Again)
110. We even split up before we started



The relationship between Ardan and Rei is getting better, as they often go together.


Ardan now always takes Rei wherever he goes, whether it's to a restaurant or out of town to visit his restaurant branch.


Ardan does not want to leave his wife, he wants to make up for the guilt of Rei for not heeding his mother's words to always accompany Rei when he was down.


This couple seemed to repeat the early days of their marriage, because both Rei and Ardan had promised not to recall their problems yesterday.


Both Ardan's parents and their extended family were delighted that they were finally able to pass through the trials in their household well, even though it was only the beginning.


They both promise that whatever happens in the future, how much the trials that will be given their creator will strengthen each other.


Without them knowing there is someone who is not happy with the closeness of the couple.


Several times he caught the two of them looking more friendly, and that made him sick.


Somehow the story until Anggita became a stalker all Ardan activities. He is not without a job, but as busy as he is, he must choose to eat at a restaurant or cafe owned by Ardan just to see his puja up close.


Though painful after seeing Ardan's affection for his wife, he is jealous. He should have felt that, not Rei.


Obsession in the name of love makes him care for his ears may not even care about others.


"It should be me, not him." muttered Anggi shortly after seeing the two lovebirds coming out of the restaurant.


Heartache because of his unfulfilled love, or because of his ego that makes him have to release Ardan. No one knows how she feels about Ardan.


The man who had always inhabited the space in his heart, which was never even touched. You feel tired, but that doesn't mean you give up.


There is still no possibility of them going their separate ways, because no one ever knows the fate of someone.


"This can't be allowed, Ardan can't be with that woman. Ardan should be mine, only mine."


Anggita growled at the intimacy between Ardan and Rei. His heart burned back in emotion when he accidentally saw Ardan and Rei get out of the car while holding hands, even Ardan kissed his wife's cheeks fatigued.


Anggita does not accept Ardan's friendly treatment of his wife, because as long as Anggita knows Ardan he never saw Ardan's treatment as sweet as it was in women, including in his former fiancee.


Anggita does know almost all of Ardan's friends because Angita had previously found out about Ardan.


How he, his family and his association because of it when he managed to get close to Ardan he did not waste the opportunity.


Anggita liked Ardan since they were in white ash uniforms, Anggita was fascinated by an Ardan who was the head of the school basketball team, osis manager and all his plausible values including a handsome face and come from a rich family.


Although he did not have time to get acquainted directly, but the figure of Ardan who always dominates their circle of association really makes Anggita fall in love.


Almost all of Ardan's activities, none of which escaped his monitoring. Even the first meeting of those who were without misery was still vividly remembered in his memory. Even though Ardan never remembered it.


Until when they are reunited after a long time, the seeds of love that had grown back bloom. Especially after finding out if Ardan has separated from his fiancee.


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Tonight at the cafe there is an impromptu reunion of white alumni ash Ardan, one of his friends who work and settle in America come and gather other friends.


Although there was no preparation in advance especially without planning, this sudden reunion successfully brought in almost a quarter of Ardan alumni.


The event only contains chats about work and family, maybe also as a promotional event and matchmaker. Because some of them are still single, both those who are purely single or who have been married.


Anggita looks like one of them, her appearance is so stunning with a red evening dress that looks contrasting with her white skin.


Many men adore her beauty, because Anggita has Asian and European blood. His face really hypnotized the adam there, not least Ardan as the host of the event.


But Ardan took it for granted, for him Rei was the prettiest woman and the owner of his heart. Ardan returned the smile Anggita was pointing at him.


Until the event took place Ardan did not discuss his friend's invitation to get closer to the prima donna of the event.


Feeling neglected, even deliberately evading Anggita ends up following Ardan to his office inside the cafe.


Ardan sat himself on the sofa by the door in his room. The door of the room was indeed not closed perfectly because Ardan had looked very tired today.


Until his gaze stopped on a pair of shoes and feet level that was right next to where he sat.


"Frog"


Ardan recognized the owner of the shoe, a smile engraved on his beautiful face. Ardan looked shocked by Anggita's arrival.


Anggita walked closer to Ardan's seat, so Ardan just confirmed his sitting position. Ardan felt uneasy as Anggi sat beside him.


"What are you doing here?" Ardan moved away as Anggita tightened his seat.


"What is this greeting to someone who has stopped in your heart" Anggita smiled, instead of answering even closer.


"Enough, there is no relationship between us." Ardans.


"That's exactly what I want to start a new relationship with you." Anggita tried to grab Ardan's hand, and held it.


Ardan smiled faintly, trying to find the purpose behind the statement Anggita.


"Our relationship was meaningful before we could begin, Anggi." Ardan


"No, we haven't even started yet. I can accept you. Although..." Assumption


"Although I'm married, even though I already have a wife so you mean?" Ardans.


"Yes, I can accept you even if you're married, I want to be second." Assumption


"But I don't!" Ardan


"Why, Dan?" Assumption


"Because I love my wife, and also..." Ardan


"And what too?" Assumption


"And so, we were separated before we could begin." Ardan


Suppose it's stuck, where maybe Ardan can say like that. Suppose rejecting it, clear liquid managed to escape from the corner of his eye.


"What..what do you mean?" Aggita tried to resist.


"Remember you, at our last meeting a few years ago, who chose to leave, who chose to pursue a career and chose to avoid the next meeting that even never happened.


Who's more stalling to meet, even deliberately blocking contacts."


Ardan began to look emotional, since earlier he held back from saying harsh words. Although he could not refuse if his heart began to be upset, since his hands clenched tightly.


Suppose you jerked, he did not expect that Ardan remembered it again. Regret began to cover his heart, his tears again managed to escape.


He had been wrong from the beginning, right that Ardan said. Who buy time to meet, who avoids meetings that are just a discourse, even those that block Ardan's phone number from his contacts. Because of his ambition to become a famous designer.


Now the rice has become porridge, the initial intention just wants to delay his love for the sake of his love, but it turns out he himself is tormented.


"I'm sorry..." Anggita hugging Ardan arrived, Ardan who was shocked did not even have time to dodge. But Ardan doesn't want to repay him, there's a heart he has to take care of. But this problem he must overcome soon, because he no longer wants to hurt his wife.


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Assalammualaikum


Sorry, just got up. During the last two busy months at school, many activities so forced to postpone. And it just so happens that his hape starts to get a little whiny. Forced some applications must be removed to stay on, including this application.


Hopefully there is sustenance in order to be able to replace the new hape better, so do not disturb his continued ups.