Shameless Prince: Our Incomplete Love Story

97 - Sania, What Should I Do?

"I'm sure he'll get well again" argued Jofan, wanting to convince himself that what Doctor Elly said was all wrong.

" Where are you so sure? will you be able to see Miss Sania, if indeed she manages to wake up, but remains trapped with a body that cannot do anything? Is that what you say life? If so, then once she's moved into your house, I'll stop, I can't see Miss Sania like that, Excuse me," said Doctor Elly, he then immediately left Jofan who could only be silent, pecking for a moment to see the departure of Doctor Elly.

Jofan's feelings flogged, was what Doctor Elly said true? Even if Sania is conscious, she won't be able to stay the way she was? If what Doctor Elly said was true, then even though Sania was aware, she would be tormented by her own circumstances, was it really time to let go?

"Uncle?" greeting Jared who returned Jofan to the hospital hallway, he was a little surprised to hear Jared's reprimand.

"Yes?" jofan asked trying to cover up his feelings which were now completely muddled.

"I have to go back to the office, there's a business partner who wants to see me right now, Bibi and Siena are inside, I'm sorry first, it's noon I'll come here again," jared asked his uncle for permission.

"Alright, be careful," said Jofan who slightly patted Jared's shoulder, his nephew is indeed the most reliable by him.

"Good Uncle, you go first" Jared told Jofan, leaving his uncle. Jofan stared at Jared's departure for a bit and he immediately walked towards Sania's room.

He slowly opened the door of Sania's room, looking towards the spacious room, Aurora sat beside Sania's stiff body, while Siena sat beside the others, Aurora who saw Jofan enter immediately stood up.

"Where to from? Jared's gone, " asked Aurora.

"I .. e. .." said Jofan who saw Sania's face, he could not continue his words, all the words of Doctor Elly roared in his head, he could not do this.

"What's wrong?" asked the slightly surprised Aurora, what's wrong? why did Jofan's eyes turn red as if holding back his tears. Jofan's gaze was like looking around, he looked in all directions, did not want to look at Aurora, Aurora must immediately know there was something in store by Jofan, jofan's eyes trying to avoid Sania and Aurora fall to Siena, Siena looks at her father questioningly.

"It's okay, I'm fine," said Jofan as he looked at Siena, he tried to strengthen himself, he had to be strong for his son. Aurora bent her forehead deeper, but trying not to ask any further, she was afraid that it would ruin the atmosphere.

"Sit here, he's waiting for you" Aurora smiled, leaving the family for a moment to gather, sitting on one of the sofas far away.

Jofan immediately sat on Aurora's seat, he looked at Sania's body, closely watching, her protruding cheekbones, her sunken eyes, her small arms to Sania's feet, so thin and small, Jofan immediately concluded that what Doctor Elly said was true, how he could do normal things with a body like this, he said, would she have the heart to see Sania trapped in this helpless body?

Jofan touched Sania's hand, for a long time, he never touched Sania's hand again, it felt cold like he never remembered, it would never be the same again, it never will be, he clasped Sania's bones, felt increasingly tight to feel her long skin, he then looked towards Sania's face, the sweet senyuma that was in her memory, could it once again be slanted at the corner of his lips that already looked so thin?

Jofan took a deep breath, the more he looked at Sania's face, the more claustrophobic and hurt he was, he couldn't even look at her daughter's face sitting in front of him, he didn't know what to do? Defend or let go?

"Dad .." Siena's word sounds subtle.

Jofan only dared to look at his son, showing his reddened eyes, enduring his sadness.

"Is my mother suffering now?" siena asked in a flat tone. Makes Jofan shocked to hear it.

"Why did you say that?" jofan said again.

"I said this morning that I would do anything to keep my mother from suffering, if .." said Siena. "I just, just wasn't willing, I just found it, I can't lose it anymore."

Jofan was speechless, Siena's words again made his heart hit, his heartbreak even more, how is this?.  Jofan stood up instantly, making Siena shocked, Aurora who noticed them was shocked, Jofan then immediately left from there.

"Can you take care of her for a while, there's something I have to do now" Jofan asked as he passed by Aurora.

"Alright, we will take care of her, go, " said Aurora understanding her husband's heartbreak.

Jofan briefly gave Aurora a sweet smile before he left the room, after he came out of the room that suffocates his breath that he was finally able to breathe, he drew deeply, he drew deeply, he thought he could deal with Sania lying weakly there, but apparently not, he couldn't even see her any longer, his heart ached once, what else to hear Siena's words, how could he think of letting go?

Jofan staggered slightly away from Sania's room towards the end of the hospital corridor, at the end of the road he leaned his body, feeling very anxious, loving but having to let go, do not want to see him tortured but he can not afford to lose again, until when this feeling of love must torment him, is not enough he paid his karma? Why must he continue to feel the suffering that really killed him slowly?

Jofan held back his tears by closing his mouth but it could not stop the tears that fell down his cheeks, Jofan now really felt weak, considering Sania's face, also teasing Siena's face, what's he supposed to do?

Jofan could not stand up, his knees were so weak that he sat on the cold floor of the hospital, and for a long time he sat there, unable to feel anything but chest pains, piercing each joint, like his whole body hit by sharp pebbles.

He then tried to get up, tried to walk again, did not want Aurora let alone Siena saw him crying weakly in the corner of the hospital corridor, but he was not able to return to the room, again, so he decided to go out for a moment to calm down.