Shameless Prince: Our Incomplete Love Story

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"No, we still have a chance even if it's just a little, I'm sure you'll be cured," Jared said, unable to hear it, inducing pain in his eyes.

　

"It's only 60%, it's equal to half the cure and half the death, I don't even know if it works or not? if it works out I'll be cured, otherwise, I'll die sooner, our marriage hasn't even been even a month, I can't even give you a child yet" Suri said in a raised voice, he was angry and frustrated, why should he experience this. All the ideals that he had imagined all this time with Jared, seemed to disappear just like that, disappeared with the fog that enveloped his eyes, which accompanied him in these 3 days.

　

Jared just silently looked at Suri, letting the woman let out her complaints, Suri who was only looked at by her husband became a little sorry, why she gave everything to Jared.

　

"We can't have children" Jared said, staring at Suri, Suri scrunched her forehead, "Pregnancy can make things worse, so as long as the illness is still there, I won't allow you to get pregnant," jared looked at Suri, his eyes red, but his will was deep.

　

Suri was silent this time, she just looked at Jared, so she wouldn't be able to give Jared a child? Back, a crushing blow hit his head, it turned out that there was another surprise that once again made him have to swallow the bitter pill.

"When do you know this? did you know about this before you married?" suri asked stifled, as if it was hard to breathe, his heart was very sick to know this, whereas in his mind first, he could hold his son who was very funny. Imagining the small steps that would run towards him, seeing Jared being able to play with the tiny figure of a mix between himself and Jared, and once again the picture had to be snatched away, slowly extinct.

"Yes," said Jared looked sadness in his eyes, again Jared's reply left Suri speechless.

"You know I won't be able to give you a child but you still want to marry me?" ask the unbelieving Suri about this, Really?

"I marry you because I love you, I don't care about all of those things, I just want to be by your side for as long as I can, for the rest of my time and your time, and I believe, I want to be by your side, you'll survive, I told you, whatever it is I'll do for your recovery, whatever and I'm sure, we'll be fine, Suri, I need you," jared said that he looked so emotional, his tears spilled, falling from the corner of his eyes that always looked sharp, but this time it looked weak, Suri was his strength but also his weakness.

　

Suri was silent, Jared's tears made him realize, Jared had always seemed so patient and strong, he had always accompanied her, the smile that had always been rising from her lips since they were married was actually an expression of her pain, she said, but closed to Suri happy, Jared tried to stay upright to be alone for Suri. But this time, Suri could see how fragile her husband was.

　

Suri finally realized, here it turns out that he was not the only one who felt depressed about his illness, maybe even Jared was more depressed, his father and mother were also, they seemed ordinary all along, all this time, looking happy just to make Suri happy too, Suri is too selfish if only thinking about himself, even though many people have already thought about how his fate.

　

　

"I'm sorry I'm so selfish" Suri said, wiping the tears from Jared's wet eyes, Jared rewinded his body, wiping his tears with his thumb and index finger, like not allowing Suri to remove them, Jared took a deep breath, again looking strong and weak at the same time.

　

　

"It's okay, I just don't want you to feel desperate, Suri, whatever your choice, want to do it or not, I'll be by your side, and I will continue to look for ways on how you can recover from the illness," said Jared reassuring Suri, holding Suri's cheek back in tears.

　

　

"You're serious, Suri but that's .. "the real Jared said was also doubtful, which one they should take.

"This disease can be deadly at any time, right? We don't know if tonight I can still be like this or not, maybe tomorrow I'm also unconscious, we don't know if the serum is still working on me or not? so even if I don't take it, there's no guarantee I'll outlive tomorrow, 60% I think is enough to give me hope to be with you, I'll take it, I agree to do it," suri said as she slowly developed her smile, nodding lightly to make herself believe, also trying to convince Jared.

　

Jared was silent again, only his eyes were sad that looked at Suri, what Suri said was right, without a chance that even though only 60% of it, was, who can guarantee that tomorrow the woman he loves the most will still be next to him, Jared draws his body closer to Suri, pulls her back in his arms, giving Suri the deepest kiss, who knows when the person you love will always be by your side?

　

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The doctor paired the standard vital signs for Suri, Jared faithfully beside Suri, all his family are there now, Angga and Bella are staring at Suri with a gentle, thin smile, looking at his son who looked very, very different, the light of his eyes and his face dimmed, his eyes were sunken and his circumference blackened to indicate how many tears had been shed from his usual very glowing eyes.

　

Suri clasped Jared's hand tighter as the doctor drew blood from the folds of his elbow, Jared only gave a hint of his smile to calm Suri down.

　

"Daughter, I'm going to check on you, you have to rest a lot, don't break up, because the one who can heal yourself is yourself, the better you are, the greater our chance," said the doctor smiling sweetly while giving a little advice.

"Thank you Doctor," Suri said in a hoarse voice.

"Archie is on his way, maybe soon he will come" Angga told the doctor who had just risen from his seat.

"Alright, after the prince comes, we will immediately do the serum manufacturing procedure, once the serum is finished and the state of princess Suri allows, we will immediately do the scheduling to do her actions," the doctor said explaining what they were going to face later, everyone in the room was nodding small, indicating they knew how to understand this.

"Yes, we understand," said His Majesty the King.

"Well, Princess, take a break, I'll excuse you first" said the doctor, saluting him and walking out of Suri's room, not wanting to waste any time, they have to do everything as quickly and as precisely as possible.

Suri looked at all the people who had faces not far from him, faces that did not know what to do but tried to strengthen each other, Bella sat beside her son, tightly gripping his son's hands that were still warm, and still, her tears wanted to come down, but as much as she could, because she knew, if Suri saw her crying, Suri would be sad.

　

"Why what?" jared asked Suri, Suri shook his head, Jared took out some pillows from the waiting basket, then slipped them behind his wife's shoulders.