
"What's wrong? is there a problem with him?" tanya Jofan approached Aurora who looked so frightened.
"I just met Sania" Aurora said.
Jofan and Siena who heard that immediately frowned, was Aurora delirious? where could he possibly have found Sania. Jofan looked at Aurora with a look of disbelief.
"True, I met her, she was very pretty, her hair was long, her nose, her eyes, and her smile was so warm," Aurora said trying to convince her husband and Siena who kept looking at her strangely.
"You're just too tired" said Jofan, not wanting to fight his wife.
"He told me to tell you this" Aurora told Jofan, who was opening her watch. Hearing that Jofan was speechless, even his steps to open the clock came to a halt.
"What message?" jofan asked, just wanted to make Aurora feel ignored.
"He said let it go" Aurora told Jofan.
Aurora's words made the room quiet, Jofan looked back, Siena who heard it also did not understand, what to let go. Jofan looked towards Aurora, then looked towards Siena, he felt he should speak four eyes with Aurora.
"Aurora, can you help me make my favorite tea in the kitchen?" jofan asked kindly and immediately walked towards the kitchen.
Aurora who is still considered untrue, a little disappointed, but because Jofan asked her so subtly, she would not want to follow Jofan who was already in the kitchen. The chamber was next to Sania's nursery, slightly closed, so Jofan could confirm that Siena would not be able to listen to their conversation.
"Did he meet her? " jofan asked a glance at Aurora who had just entered the kitchen, looking at him still lacking confidence.
"Yes," Aurora said as she nodded like a child, a little frightened by Jofan's voice introgating.
"What's he saying?" jofan said again.
"She just showed me what happened, I don't know, maybe I was just dreaming" Aurora, now insecure, told Jofan, frowning.
"Show what?"
"About you talking to Doctor Elly, Doctor Elly said like even if Sania was cured she couldn't be as normal, and I also saw you crying at the end of the hospital corridor, ah, you were right, maybe I was just dreaming because I was too tired, I woke up so early" Aurora said holding her head, feeling like she had just had the most real dream she could remember.
Jofan who heard that was shocked half-dead, how could Aurora know? when he was not there at all, how did he know what Doctor Elly was saying while he was in the room.
"What does Sania want to say? " asked Jofan who suddenly looked so serious, he even approached Aurora and held her hand.
"Eh .. she said, let it go, " said Aurora a little surprised and afraid to see Jofan like that. Jofan was silent, he frowned.
Relieve it? What does Sania mean? let it? Is this the answer to the question? Does Sania want to leave him? Why let go if he's been around for so long? Wh why?
"What's wrong with you?" said Aurora gently stroked the head of her husband leaning on her shoulder, making Jofan sobbing even more because of it. Jofan took a deep breath, interrupted his tears immediately, not wanting to look weak before Aurora.
"What else did he tell you?" ask Jofan.
"Nobody, um .. I'm just saying that you won't believe me, but he said, 'A cup of Macha Latter has been paid off'" Aurora quoted Sania as saying.
Jofan was completely in disbelief, shocked by what Aurora said, he took a deep breath, so surprised by everything, now he was sure, Sania actually came and answered her question, she said, but why should he go to Aurora, why did he not come to see Jofan, did he not know why Jofan missed his figure, even his spirit was happy to meet Jofan, is that his ultimate goal? to release.
"Dad! Daddy!" panicked Siena shouted, she immediately met her father who was in the kitchen, Aurora and Jofan who heard her were immediately shocked.
"What's wrong? " ask Jofan.
"Mother! Dad, Mom's having a seizure! " siena said in a panic and dismay, Jofan who heard that immediately ran over, looking at Sania's small body that started to stomp, not moving too much but her hands and feet began to tremble, and her legs began to tremble, his breath that was regular seemed tight and the heart monitor that had been calm, now sounded deafening.
Jofan who saw that immediately pressed the bell that was beside Sania's bed, he did not know what to do now, only to see Sania's body that was really like on the verge of death. Jofan then remembered something.
Relax, please,
maybe this is what has been blocking Sania all this time, maybe Jofan's love that has been preventing Sania from leaving, the feeling of wanting to meet even for the last time, that's what holds him in this world.
Jofan immediately approached Sania's body which was like a fish lacking water, flashing helplessly, Jofan immediately held Sania's hand, he brought himself closer to Sania's ear. Not a word had his tears welled up in his eyes, no more authority, no more firmness, only a soft taste, a last cry, a farewell cry.
"Sania, I know I never told you in person that you are the woman I love the most, from the first time I saw you welcoming me to the coffee shop on a sunny morning, I didn't expect the girl with such a sweet smile to be the most important person to me until now, your every laugh made me like you even more, your Mocha latte really made me miss," Jofan paused, taking a breath and wiping her already watery nose from her cries, her hoarse voice held back her sadness, "Sania, you are really waiting for me, thank you, thank you, thank you for giving me love and life just to bring Siena to me, thank you for fighting so much for me, I wish I had time to just enjoy your smile," the shadow of Sania's beautiful smile seemed so clear in Jofan's eyes, making him pause for a moment.
"I love you so much, not expecting my obsession to get you trapped, Sania, if you're here now, I just want to say, it's okay, it's okay if you want to go, go, I now release you .. I let you go, I .. ", Jofan said as if holding back the pain and bitterness at once, as if there were coals in his throat, making him instantly stifled, unable to speak anymore, his tears flowed, even Aurora and Siena who did not hear those words cried to see him.
"I'm willing, " said Jofan again clasping Sania's hand tightly, Jofan's voice louder, so that Siena could listen to him, as if shocked and in disbelief, Siena immediately came to her father.
"Dad, what are you saying, you can't let go of my mother! I just met my mom! daddy!" siena looks angry. Jofan who still looked very hit did not respond to anything, Doctor Elly who was there initially just silent, but Siena immediately approached him.
"You doctor! help mommy! why are you guys quiet?" said Siena like a very angry person, even an unreasonable panic, Doctor Elly's hand was pulled-pull by Siena, seeing that Doctor Elly was trying to perform the action, however Jofan who saw that directly stretched his hand on Sania's small body, as if forbidding, Doctor Elly who saw that could only be silent, he understood Jofan's intentions.
"Dad!" siena shouted that was not considered.
A drop of tears flowed warmly onto Sania's cheek, as soon as the tear disappeared between her hair, her heart monitor sounded a long, shrill voice, making Jofan's cry even more so, letting go of someone could never be so easy, a gloomy atmosphere enveloped everything, no one in the room could resist the crying. Siena is so hysterical at the state of her mother, making Jofan feel even more devastated by it.
Doctor Elly was so happy to take off Sania, she immediately wanted to remove the tool that is still attached to Sania's body, Jofan let go of his embrace, not wanting but having to do, once again staring at Sania's face, Jofan let go, looking so calm, so calm, Jofan wiped his tears and watery nose, took a few steps back, let the nurses start taking care of Sania's body, finally had to let go.