Shameless Prince: Our Incomplete Love Story

194 - Letting His Love Go.

Aurora opened her eyes, looking at her big bed, she had been sleeping on her own for a few days, but somehow it felt too empty, even though she used to sleep alone, just because of a few months, the sense of habituation was gone.

Aurora gets off her bed, one more day she has to pass up feeling guessing, will Jofan be coming home today? why that guy? what was the reason for leaving Aurora and her children? even no word at all, what use does the word love if it turns out he has to go, why should come for a moment, give a little hope, but it turns out he can not stay beside him.

Aurora tries to think about finding the positive side, but she can't find it, everyone in the palace also acts as if Jofan's departure isn't a problem, they also never again talked about what else to ask about him. It turns out that the feeling of not being loved and treated cold for 18 years is nothing with the feeling of abandonment when the feeling of love is passionate, this time Aurora seemed to give up.

Aurora could not hold herself back anymore, longing, sadness, disappointment was merged so one sometimes became an irregular emotion, she became easy to feel sad, easy to feel hopeless, and, even he can feel upset and angry just because of small things, sometimes crying all night, but trying to be detained, do not want the people around him to know how frustrated and depressed he is now.

Is it true that Jofan prefers his son to Aurora, so why should he say love? For Aurora to understand how hard she is to leave him but still have to choose her child? Aurora wants to understand, wants to believe it, as easy as she used to be able to accept all the treatment of Jofan, but the love that has been awakened, which initially seems like it will be a beautiful love without end, but the love that has been developed, as if thrashing, asking for more for his portion, making him become selfish to want to have the man completely.

Aurora took a deep breath, trying to dampen the turmoil of her soul so as not to explode this early, still at 4 am, he said, but he could no longer close his eyes again so he decided to immediately go into the bathroom and clean himself up a little. Perhaps the coldness of the water would make him calmer.

Aurora immediately came out when she felt fresher, when she stepped out, she saw her phone vibrate, she seemed to ignore it, not not not want to be disturbed, said today, Liam constantly contacted him, sending him many messages that he never even read, he also never raised a call from him, Aurora was having no interest in fighting the man, maybe even any man again.

But the vibration of the phone on the wooden table was heard disturbing Aurora, she immediately walked up to pick up her phone and wanted to turn off her phone, but she fell silent, staring at a completely unknown number, he said, Aurora frowned, quickly picking up the phone before the call died.

"Hello?" greet Aurora ventured, but there was also no answer, only as soon as the sound of breathing sounded, so heavy, "hello? who this?" aurora asked slightly raised her voice, somehow feeling that the person on the other end of the phone is the one she really wants to meet, but why? a word is unspoken.

"Hello? Jofan, is that you?" aurora asked to make sure, she didn't care, didn't asking that be all right? but just like after, there was no sound at all, this made Aurora even more frustrated, she could not even stop herself to cry, but how much Aurora cried, she said, the call was still empty, as if there was not the slightest sound coming out, only the sound of breathing became increasingly heavy as if holding something back.

"Joffa! Is this really you? Why are you like this? why did you leave? what wrong? Why do you have to go? am I accepting you and your child less? What's wrong?" aurora asked in frustration, her voice rising, her patience finally reaching its limit, no longer able to feel the longing that was so struggling, she said, he better continue to feel ignored than given the feeling as if he can get the man completely but it turns out that he was dumped, and to return to feel like he is no one, it was the feeling that tormented him the most.

The voice from the phone remained empty, occasionally the sound of heavy breathing came back, making Aurora finally stop crying, she wiped away her tears that flooded her cheeks, she said, taking a deep breath because of the matchless feeling of tightness.

"If you want to go, fine, I'll take it, go, but please don't come back, don't try to give a feeling like I'm your final love, I hope you're happy, please, maybe from the beginning, we weren't meant to be together, yeah, I was just a stupid woman who thought you'd be mine someday, yeah, I'm a stupid woman but I'm not a weak woman, 18 years I'm holding out for you, this time I can also get through without you, you don't have to feel guilty or worried, you don't have to, it's enough that you show me, go, I'll be happy," said Aurora immediately turned off the phone call, silent for a moment peeking, her mind blank, once again, the nature that he hated the most turned out to appear again, this was not because Aurora was patient, not because she was the kindest woman to be able to put up with a man like Jofan, who was not a woman, she was just a woman with a coercive nature, imposing something she hoped would eventually be what she wanted, forcing her to wait until the man was crushed and became hers, but still, not as she wanted to be, back he had to get the results of that trait he hated so much.

Aurora threw her phone over her bed, feeling too tired, unable to hold it anymore, sobbing with a blanket on her face, trying to muffle her voice so no one knew, however, Jofan had already chosen, he chose to leave, leaving behind everything that was here. After all maybe all the feelings Jofan gave her were not love, it was all just her guilt, guilt had abandoned her for 18 years and the pity of seeing Aurora that was like a servant to her, accepting Jofan for who she is is even willing to take care of her husband's mistress, yes, it's not love, it's just pity, but Aurora doesn't need that, stupidly he thought it was all love to be stuck with it all.

From now on, he will no longer believe in love, love only brings pain to him, let him look for happiness, maybe not with a man, maybe happy with the family around him, he said, he thought of trying to strengthen himself, but still finally swallowed by a deep heartache, once again it turns out he had to let his love go.