Shameless Prince: Our Incomplete Love Story

178 - Make peace with your feelings.

Archie was silent looking towards the moon that was seen giving off his sickle shape but beautiful enough to be enjoyed, the breeze hit his white face as if giving a soft touch to comfort him.

Today was the hardest day for him, this pain came over and over, not yet as long as the problem with the strange woman, he had to accept another reality, instead, come to think of his fate as really bitter, in one day he had to lose and also let go, Archie had time to think, what is wrong with him? Did he ever do anything wrong?

The wind whispered back to her on the rooftop where she and Suri had danced, everything was calm, but not her feelings, she did not even know how she felt now, too chaotic to describe.

Ceyasa has not been found, no word at all, where did the strange woman go? Doesn't he want Archie to know? How could he be so upset with her? How is there so much about Ceyasa in his mind now?

The sound of footsteps rang out slightly to Archie from his mind wandering far away,

Archie stared at the door of the tower, catching the figure of Anggun who walked towards him, Archie slightly frowned, not surprised just confused why Suri came here so night. Her thing was, she just silently looked at the woman, not Suri who she wanted to meet now.

"What's coming here for?" archie asked, long ago finally able to throw words at Suri.

Suri who did not answer immediately, walked closer to Archie, then stood beside him, as fragrant sweet fragrance that softly smelled by Archie, making the memory of the fragrance ringing.

"Mama said something to me, about you handing me over to Jared at the reception, so I guess I should come to you to say, thank you," Suri said, her voice soft, very orderly and polite, Archie frowned, somehow now feeling this was too formal for him, is he too familiar with Ceyasa's explosive style of speech and does not know the rules.

Archie wet his lips for a moment, not looking at Suri who looks so beautiful despite the dim light of the moon that does not even touch the earth. That word of gratitude from Suri added a little to her heartache.

"It's my job, if not tomorrow, one day I will still have to hand you over to another" Archie said smiling a little in despair.

Suri listened to it just smirked his smile, quite awkward after a long time of not talking, their last conversation ended in a quarrel and dead water.

"May I ask you something?" suri said again, breaking the sound of the wind that increasingly bergeriliya there. Archie finally dared to look at Suri's face which was also staring at him. "Don't get caught up by my feelings," Suri said staring at Archie wistfully. Archie was silent for a moment.

"How can you forget so quickly?" asked Archie again, a question that was quite disturbing to his mind.

Suri who listened to Archie's words was a little shocked, Archie's sad eyes made Suri quite wrong, Suri then threw her eyes at the scene in front of her.

"No, I don't forget you, I won't," said Suri paused for a moment, wanting to arrange the words she was about to say, "I won't forget how I loved and was infatuated with you, not because I know why we can't be together and it turns out that there's a lot of things that you used to hide from me and then I forget about you, I'm just trying to make peace with the situation, I'm at peace with myself, I'm at peace with myself, and I made peace with you, no longer wanting to be pushy, accepting that the two of us would never be together, isn't that what you told me last time? but why are you still trapped?" sanya Suri looked at Archie's face very deeply.

"Peace up?" said Archie who feels unreasonable, how to make peace with love that does not arrive?

"Yes, make peace, we are not like any other couple, when separated we can let go of everything, no matter how you refuse, I am still your sister, we are family, our whole life, he said, we'll still have a relationship, so try to be at peace, make peace with yourself, make peace with me, and make peace with your feelings, maybe after that you'll just wake up, maybe you'll find that your feelings for me have changed, you might suddenly realize that someone who laughs and cries can be your priority, which with just the look in their eyes makes you happy," suri said looking far away, remembering how she was aware, slowly and surely her feelings changed, displaced by all the softness and cold gaze that melted her heart.

Archie was speechless, looking away, for some reason suddenly his brain gave off a flash of that strange-looking Ceyasa face, bulging cheeks and enlarged eyes, glaring at him, his shrill voice, his, chatty and never afraid of anything, the annoyed face that became his own entertainment for Archie, his ugly sulking face, his strange and ridiculous behavior, also amukkan it every time Archie kissed him, Archie, I don't know why now that woman is always on her mind, weird isn't it? the silliest girl filled his mind, making him smile almost chuckling just by imagining her.

Suri looked at Archie who seemed to be chuckling, feeling a little strange with Archie's behavior, he thought Archie would not be able to accept his words, but the man who was full of these emotions, now even laughed sweetly.

"Who is he?" suri asked curiously, there must be a reason Archie could laugh like this.

"Only strange girls from small villages, sometimes too innocent, but sometimes too annoying, like to do strange things, but sometimes ridiculous to make me laugh, a girl who is always cheerful in every condition, and who is always happy in every condition, but also very stubborn," said Archie who was initially smiling but suddenly his voice slowed down, his feelings now felt very painful, feeling lost, how could he feel like this? why did he just realize, he missed that strange figure so much.

"Today he left me because he thought I was just venting my feelings for him" said Archie, a sad look on his face.

"Then?" said Suri who looked at Archie with a curve on her forehead.

"Hmm?" archie said, not understanding.

"Then how? are you looking for him? all the girls would go away and get angry if they felt that way" Suri said.

"If you want to go, let it go," said Archie said something that was very contrary to his heart, lips spoken, the heart did not want to lose.

Suri silently listened to him, why could Archie say that? though clearly visible in his eyes, this man looked very lost. Suri finally realized, Archie was not sad because of it, but because he was left by the woman, he just did not realize it, mixing feelings with reality that is not really like that.

"Sister, you're the real fool, that woman can make you smile, you're so happy to talk about it even in front of me, then you still don't realize it? I just know that you like it," Suri said in an inexhaustible manner, as to how Archie did not notice it.

"I? impossible," said Archie still refusing, yet his face seemed to think.

Suri looked at Archie with an annoyed look, men are like this, what's wrong with admitting that they like someone.

"Son, don't fool yourself into rejecting it and still convince yourself that I'm the one you love, that woman you have in mind right now, that strange girl has managed to occupy your heart, now, look for her, look for her, maybe he is waiting for you somewhere," Suri said again explaining in a slightly upset voice, but Suri was already feeling very guilty, even though this man also did not love him.

Archie looked at Suri with a frown on his forehead, still clueless, how he could like a bar-bar girl who had no female side at all.

"Look at me, if you still think about her tomorrow, then promise to take her to my engagement, I really want to meet the woman who has made you like this" Suri said with a sweet smile, as usual, his voice was spoiled.

Archie paused for a moment, then his lips turned a slight slight smile, he then slightly looked towards Suri's back.

"It looks like you have to go back, Jared has waited quite a while there," Archie said slightly pointing towards where Jared was waiting there, Suri instantly turned her face away, looking at Jared who seemed to be starting to bring himself up, Archie did not expect to know he was there.

"Alright, promise me," Suri said again a little demanding to Archie.

"I promise," said the real Archie still can't believe he could like the strange girl.

"Yes, I go first," said Suri immediately turning her body towards Jared who gave a thin smile on his lips, but only a few steps away, Suri slightly developed a smile and turned again towards Archie who had been staring back at the scene in front of him.

"You know, he made you change, and it's so good, I can't even change you, " Suri said again looking at Archie, she knew Archie from a long time ago, someone full of emotion, what he disliked must have made him angry, but seeing Archie so calmly talking to him that even Archie kept smiling, the change was very pronounced for Suri.

Archie looked at Suri, did he really change?

Suri continues his journey closer to Jared, Suri gives a sweet smile to Jared who immediately embraces Suri's small death, Archie saw the intimacy of the two, for some reason? it didn't feel as painful as he imagined, only an awkward feeling remained.

Jared nodded his head, indicating he wanted to excuse himself, Archie replied with a nod of his head as well, and the pair left Archie once again speechless looking at the moon.