Shameless Prince: Our Incomplete Love Story

11 - If I give up, I will let you go.

Jofan stood in his room, he opened his shirt, felt quite tired for today, he put his phone down, because of the pressure, the screen on the phone was on, the phone was on, showing a picture of a very sweet woman sitting with her smile, the only relic and proof that she ever existed in the world, even still remains in her heart. Sanias.

Jofan smiles at the photo, sees Sania's smile of fatigue as if reduced, he still tries to look for it after so long, and 24 years of searching, he never found it, let alone find it, let alone find it, reportedly never got it, he was resigned, maybe he was no longer there, let it be, the important thing is he remains in the memories and in the heart of Jofan.

Jofan's daydream was a little piqued at the sound of the door opening, he then looked back, found Aurora had just finished cleaning herself, she had changed into her long, one-stropped nightgown, showing her white upper body, even though she is currently 4 heads, but her beauty does not fade.

"Oh, I don't think you're here, sorry," said Aurora, shocked to see Jofan in her room, she immediately picked up her sleeping kimono, looking awkward.

"Ehm, it's okay," said Jofan.

"Want to shower? I'll get everything ready" Aurora said.

"Let me alone" said Jofan flatly.

"All right," said Aurora.

Jofan took some supplies from his bedroom closet, all already arranged by Aurora, they don't know how long they'll be there, yet, Angga and Bella suggested that they stay here so that it would be easy to get together, Jofan still thought about it.

Aurora looked at Jofan, still as handsome as the first time they met and also still that cold as well. Jofan then walked towards the bathroom, Aurora looked at him a little awkwardly.

Aurora stared at the spacious room, her bed was also spacious, she looked again towards the sofas, is there anywhere else to sleep?

Before long, Jofan came out, smelling a fresh masculine fragrance, his hair looked wet, he just wore his nightgown, Aurora who saw it was immediately misbehaved, and she was very sad, never seen Jofan's face so seductive as this.

"Ehm, do you want to sleep?" ask Aurora.

"Yes, I'm going to sleep on the sofa," said Jofan seeing himself in the glass, Aurora looking at the sofa there again, not sure it could be slept on, too short for Jofan's body.

For the 18 years they were married, they never slept together even in their rooms, had two bedroom rooms, two separate beds for them to sleep in each, Jofan takes great care of his privacy there, even Aurora can't get into it without Jofan's permission.

"Ehm, the sofa is very short, I'm not sure you can sleep there, the bed is big enough, you can sleep there with me," Aurora said, she knows Jofan's nature, and she knows what it is, he would not allow Aurora to sleep on the sofa.

"Mmm .." said Jofan glanced at their bed, indeed spacious, can sleep three or four adults.

"Let's relax, we've been married eighteen years, do you still not believe me?" said Aurora glanced at Jofan.

Jofan looked at Aurora, it turned out that they had been married for so long and together and their marriage was indeed as desired by Jofan, he said, just as a status for her and all this time this woman never complained even though her marriage was not actually a marriage, she did not complain Jofan who was more busy with his work than with her, he did, he never complained about taking care of Jared and Jenny even they were now closer to Aurora than Jofan. Even up to this second, Jofan had never touched her in the slightest.

Jofan immediately headed to the side of his bed, he sat down first before laying down himself, Aurora who saw that was a little happy but also a little restless, eighteen years old, she said, they were naked once and it was their wedding night, then they slept apart.

"Do you like the lights on or sleep in the dark?" aurora said, she doesn't know that.

"As far as you are concerned, let's just say I don't exist" Jofan said.

"Alright, I'll turn on 1 light," Aurora said again, she really looked nervous, like a nervous newlywed on the first night of sleeping with her husband.

"Alright," said Jofan, he didn't even notice Aurora's nervousness, busy setting his alarm to wake up tomorrow morning.

Aurora turned off the lights, leaving one light at the end to keep it from getting too dark, she saw Jofan begin to stretch his body, pulling the blanket up to his stomach and he started to close his eyes.

Aurora was really clumsy about this, she immediately walked to the side of her bed, the closer she got to the bed, the more thumping she felt, a feeling she had not felt in a dozen years.

She sat on her bed, she saw Jofan on his back, his breathing seemed regular, indicating he was asleep, Aurora kept looking at her husband's face, had long been unable to look at him this close, too perfect, too, whether she is the luckiest woman or the saddest woman, having a husband is so perfect but her body can never be touched let alone her heart, she lays herself down beside her husband, smell the masculine scent that is still left behind.

Aurora stared at the beautiful ceiling in the room, her mind flew at the beginning of their marriage, at first Aurora thought this would be easy, just being next to her it had made her happy, but it was not, not as easy as thought let alone said, repeatedly had to refrain, repeatedly had to be disappointed, until finally he was immune about indifference, disharmony, and the absence of feelings between them.

And tonight, he can only pray, that his immune feelings, do not go back, hope for something that cannot happen, he has long let go so as not to be disappointed, not again, not to mention, don't be disappointed again.

Aurora smiled reassuringly, there was nothing she could expect from something like this, for Jofan, she was just a woman who refined Jofan's identity.

"Can't sleep yet?" jofan's heavy voice shocked Aurora, she immediately glanced at her husband, still in the same position, her eyes still closed.

"It's still not used to it here," said Aurora softly, still staring at Jofan's face.

"Are you getting tired of this marriage?" jofan asked a glance at Aurora now, making Aurora's heartbeat race again, her face heated up, Jofan's gaze so close, so soft, so long as she missed.

Jofan thought, he was evil enough not to notice how long he and Aurora had been married, eighteen years old, had long since held this woman in his wife status.

"No," said Aurora with the rest of her sanity answering.

"Well, if you can't bear to tell me, I'll let you go" said Jofan, he turned his back to Aurora, Aurora biting her lip looking at Jofan's defensive stance, it turned out that Aurora could still feel disappointed even after all this time.