Shameless Prince: Our Incomplete Love Story

235 - Do you want a child from me?

"Grandmother, I don't think this time we can follow the royal rules" said Archie, who knew his grandmother was upset by all of this.

"Why?" said Queen Ayana's mother, she was the most unable person if not in accordance with royal regulations.

"Suri had the vocational disease," said Archie saw his grandmother, hearing that Queen Mother Ayana looked shocked, she even covered her mouth with her fingers that were already full of wrinkles, I did not expect Suri to get the disease.

"Then? How's he doing?" queen Ayana's Mother.

"Right now, she's getting blood serum from me, but .."." the confused Archie said she should explain how Suri's state really is.

"But what? wouldn't it be if he had gotten blood from you, he should have been healed?" the Queen Mother asked Ayana again, her face looked anxious and asked, Ceyasa and Nakesha could only silently observe this conversation.

"In case Suri doesn't, she can't recover because of my blood," Archie said, making Queen Mother Ayana, Nakesha and Ceyasa instantly shocked to hear him, how could it?

"Not that Grandma said the disease was more virulent in women, besides that the disease had adapted to our blood, Suri was born carrying the blood of uncle Angga, but he was born, besides that I also get this immunity from uncle Angga so that the disease seems to have gotten used to our blood, so that our blood can no longer heal him, in the meantime, it is, our blood can only be used to soothe the disease, if the effect of the serum is gone, it will come back and we don't know when it will happen, besides I couldn't give all my blood to her, there was even a chance that my blood couldn't help her anymore" Archie explained to the 3 women sitting nearby, slowly gazing at them one by one, seeing their face change from that of disbelief to looking sad due to his words.

"Is it really no longer treatable?" ceyasa asked, feeling that Suri's fate was very ugly, how such a perfect girl should experience something as severe as this.

"Until now there is no way," said Archie staring at Ceyasa's face.

"Is that why they want to have a wedding?" asked Nakesha who could not accept this, however she also saw Suri grow up, the spoiled and cheerful girl, unexpectedly in the end had to be exposed to this kind of disease.

"Jared who asked him directly to Uncle, I understand, Jared definitely wants to take care of Suri, he also wants to be with her at a time like this, after all, it can be said that Suri's condition is very critical, whenever the illness could have taken him away, so Jared would have wanted to marry Suri immediately," Archie said again, under the meeting table his hand clasped Ceyasa's hand, squeezing it a little tightly, and then, channeling their sadness together.

"So Jared knew about this disease?" asked Queen Mother Ayana with her voice trembling, sad to feel Suri's suffering.

"Yes, Jared knows, but I think they're gonna hide it from Suri, because Suri can't be stressed or exhausted, so, we're gonna follow her, don't look sad or offend in front of her" Archie said, staring at her grandmother and mother, Nakesha even shedding her tears, how should he pretend to be happy in front of Suri if he already knew what was happening.

"Therefore I ask grandmother and mother, we must make the wedding in accordance with her wishes, no longer bound by royal regulations, if it is not appropriate, let it be, let it be, since this is Suri and Jared's moment, get ready for the afternoon event" Archie said again in a gentle voice to at least calm his elderly grandmother, this time it looks weak again.

"Yes, Nakesha, help me find a dress for later tonight, we have to make the evening event so beautiful" Queen Ayana's mother told Nakesha. Nakesha wiped away her tears, unable to imagine how the broken hearts of her foster sister and Angga were now, yet she could only hold her, she must not look sad, Nakesha then stood up, she said, helping Queen Mother Ayana to stand up and walk, once again a weak look came out of the room, leaving Archie and Ceyasa both.

Archie looked at Ceyasa who had a sad face, Archie also showed the same thing, long enough they were just silent, silent in the room, Archie several times squeezed Ceyasa's hand.

"He'll be fine" Ceyasa said in her weak voice.

"Yes, hopefully, I can only help him like this," Archie said again, apparently only able to let out his sadness in front of Ceyasa, "Ceyasa, I thought of something," said Archie staring at Ceyasa wryly.

"What?" said Ceyasa who did not like that look.

"Do you want my son?" archie asked to look at Ceyasa with his silent face, not sharp, but serious. Ceyasa heard it frowned, what kind of question is this?

"What do you mean?" ceyasa asked Archie, this is not the time to joke, right?

"I've been thinking about it ever since I found out about Suri's disease, Ceyasa, I think it's better we don't have children" Archie said, looking sadly at Ceyasa, everyone who gets married would want to have children, neither did Archie and definitely Ceyasa, much less did she remember Ceyasa being so fond of babies and children, but she couldn't imagine Ceyasa having to bear the same burden as her aunt, what if their children were the same as Suri, they were immune to his father's blood and he couldn't help them, their son would just die.

"Why should that be?" asked Ceyasa who pulled her hand a little, why doesn't Archie want to have children with her?

"I have the disease too, in my blood I carry the deadly disease and will pass it on to our children later, I just can't watch you grieve and worst watch our kids die but I can't help him when I survive the illness, I don't want that to happen, I couldn't help it" said Archie holding his full head, his eyes wet with those flashes of death.

Now that he had only been able to spill all the things that had been on his mind all this time, ever since he came home from that hospital, that was all he thought about, what if he was in his uncle's position now? that's also if he can see his son's body as big as Suri, what if his son is still 2 or 3 years old, or as young as when he got the disease, see their tiny bodies spasm and covered in blood? Who will be able to see it.

"I'm sure there will be a way, all diseases there must be a cure," said Ceyasa stuck, seeing her now-depressed husband, but she also wanted to have her own child.