Shameless Prince: Our Incomplete Love Story

12 - I'm gone.

Archie entered his bedroom, he stood silently staring at his bed, actually he was not staring at anything because his mind was now very chaotic, completely full and made him confused to be unable to think, what's he supposed to do now?

He heard the sound of the door of his room closed, his clenched hands even more tightly clenched, popping the veins in his hands, jabbing his nails to make his palms very red, his eyes sharply reddened, he said, his body trembled feeling the pain that was now in his heart, restraining all the emotions that were ruling over him.

Don't know why this has to happen? what's wrong if she has to fall in love with her own cousin? why do they have to fall in love but eventually this relationship is forbidden? is God playing them? but the more Archie thought about it, the more twisted his mind and heart, it felt like he wanted to scream but could not do, because considering his room was not a room that could block the sound of his screams. So he just held back as much as he could feel.

He saw himself in the glass looking pitiful, right now he hated himself, why did he have to be a prince ? why did he have to be born here? why should there be this disease between them?, he tried not to want to ask anymore, but the more he held back, the more he wanted to go crazy.

He walked towards the glass that showed his wet eyes as much as possible holding back his tears, but the tears instead flowed away to Archie's white cheeks, Archie was not a man who liked to cry, she said, even from childhood he rarely cried, but his heartache now exceeded all the pain he had ever felt, it felt weak, very weak to make his whole body sick, it felt like something was eating away at his body and soul, giving him a slow pain so that he could not stand it anymore, why did he not just die if they were together, why should Suri?

Archie's clenched hand hit the glass in his room to the head, causing a large crack there, the force of the punch made his hand bleed but he didn't feel it at all, fresh blood flowed in his white hands. He could only sit on his bed, helpless.

The clock had shown at 3 am, but not a second Archie's eyes could be closed, even he did not lay down his body in the slightest, he just sat looking at the flow of water that fell on the window of his room, a clear night suddenly rained heavily. The blood on his hand had even dried up, leaving a long trail up to his fingertips.

Archie smiled bitterly, remembering the moment he had just experienced with Suri, his heart was filled with love, the happiness of being able to spend time with the woman he loved so much, seeing how beautiful Suri's face was under the moonlight, even still clearly remember how fragrant her body was.

But now that he had to make up his mind to leave the woman, Archie was completely unsettled, his head full, his feelings exhausted, he didn't know which one to follow?

Her feelings said she had to defend the woman, because without the woman she did not even feel alive because for Archie, Suri was already a part of his soul, half his life.

But in contrast to his wits and logic that continue to disturb him, because they say that he should not try because it can harm Suri, no, he can come to die if Suri dies because of it.

He looked at the clock that quickly changed the numbers. After much thought, he finally decided.

Archie took his phone and immediately searched for the name on his phone contact, after waiting for several calls, the call was finally lifted.

"I need your help" Archie said seriously.

"Well, this early in the morning what does the prince need help with? at least you can say hello or good morning to me first," a reply came from there.

"Don't talk Gerald, I'm in need of your help," Archie said again in a very serious voice, The Gerald I just woke up immediately knew that Archie was not playing games, but he was not playing games, he immediately sat down from his bed.

"What's wrong?" gerald asked, standing up and taking water to drink because his throat was dry from just waking up.

"I need your help, I want to get out of here. "

"Well, you can't wait until morning, it's 3 in the morning" Gerald said.

"Well, where are you going?”

"To a place where no one recognized me and my family couldn't find me easily" Archie said.

"Outside the country or domestically" said Gerald, seemingly thinking.

"In the country alone, I don't want to go abroad," said Archie who thinks living in a country people should reconsider.

"Well, I'll get your private plane ready" said Gerald, wanting to get ready to leave, this is his job, having to be ready 24 hours as the crown prince's personal assistant.

"No, I don't want to take a private plane, just get me a flight, or just rent another private plane, I don't want any of my family to be able to track me down, another one, you'll have to be quiet if you ask me where I'm going" Archie said.

"Well, you want to go to a place where you don't want to be recognized and your family can't track you, don't want to use a private plane and the flight has to be as soon as possible? didn't it?" gerald explained in detail.

"True, I'm going to the airport now, and I'll meet you there" Archie said.

"Ready Your Majesty" said Gerald.

Archie immediately turned off his call and immediately picked up the clothes in his closet, picked up some important letters, and things he thought were important, he immediately changed his clothes, using a long black coat, the black shirt and black pants, all all in black, showed how black his heart was now.

She opened her drawer, found a picture of Suri staring at her, even when she was so beautiful, she smiled a little, a smile that showed a wound in her heart, he immediately picked it up and put it into his book not wanting to waste any time on this.

After everything was done, he immediately walked out, opened the door very carefully, looked towards his empty surroundings, he immediately went out from the side door, if he went through the main door he would be found out, he walked out of his palace, treading on a road that was quite wet with rain water that from earlier would not stop, he said,  he immediately walked to the row of his car, he immediately entered and slowly began to advance his car, the rumbling of rain water immediately greeted him when his car was run out, very dense to make his visibility shorten. He continued to drive his car, but at the main gate, his car was stopped.

"Good morning," said the guard.

Archie looked at them lazily, he then opened his car glass, the guard who had been suspicious immediately gave his greetings.

"Open the door for me, I have a sudden business now," said Archie seriously, of course the guard did not dare to refuse Archie's words, he immediately opened the big gate.

The enormous gate opened slowly, Archie saw it, the more it opened, the tighter he grasped the steering wheel of his car, trying to establish himself to get away from this palace, this was all he could do, he said, he's already determined, if he has to leave Suri it means he has to leave everything, get out of here.

The gate finally opened perfectly, the look in his eyes was sharp to see the streets and the dark days were still strewn with rain water that began to wink, his eyes suddenly became distorted with a middle rearview that displayed the reflection of the image right in Suri's room area, his eyes softened, soft but pushy, he bit his lips, he immediately changed the direction of the rearview mirror, looking ahead and immediately pressing the gas pedal of his car and the car drove away leaving the palace.