Second Woman

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"Would you follow me here?" ask me to Ana who stepped slowly closer to me.

The woman chuckled. "following you? Don't get big Ryan's head."

I melengos. Don't want to look at him for long. I felt the movement next to me. He sat down while pulling the cigarette that was in my grasp.

I looked at her with a frown. "You smoke too?"

He just shakes. "Only when I'm fragile and vulnerable will I touch this stuff." Without saying anything else, he pulled the cigarette tucked in my lips and burned his.

After he puffed his first smoke, I said, "What exactly is your purpose here?"

He looked and smiled. "Your wife asked me to help you tell you to come back inside. I just happen to want to go home."

I nodded in understanding. Immediately I left the place, having previously thrown away the rest of the cigarette butts.

But just a few steps away, Ana's voice called back.

"Ryan."

I stopped without looking. For some reason, the woman who was now approaching me from behind had an incredible attraction. But I can still hold back. I'm not going to fall like I did this afternoon. There is Riani here.

I felt a touch on my shoulder that made my blood rustle. A seductive touch that crept down the back and finally grabbed me from behind.

I gasp. This reflex held Ana's hand that would link her hands together in my stomach. My eyes turned to and fro, looking for anyone who had seen this.

But this dim place is not noticed by several pairs of people who enjoy their dinner outside the main building of this restaurant.

My eyes turned to the entrance of the restaurant, where Riani was alone waiting for me.

Remembering Riani, I firmly gripped Ana's hand that still held me and let go. But before my body moved away, again the clenched hand pulled my shirt.

"There's more, Ana? Please, don't do something like this. You know very well that I already have Riani. It's inappropriate for me, for us to erase this kind of distance."

"really?" His voice sounded soft. "Is this really inappropriate, Ryan? Didn't we erase that distance? Didn't we tear down the guardrail?"

I was silent for a moment. Regretting what happened this afternoon even though I can't deny that I enjoyed it.

"Since this afternoon I can't forget what happened. Am I wrong, Ryan? Your shadow always follows me."

I'm screeching cynically. "Aren't you the one who follows me around and follows me wherever I go? Like a dog that follows its owner."

My words must sound rude. I don't give a shit. If rudeness gets him away from me, I'll do it all the time. I don't want to get caught up any deeper. Enough of this still-gray betrayal. I don't want to turn it green.

I felt Ana leaning against her back. Cold sweat increasingly floods the body when it gets treated like this. Inside me, my heart and mind are arguing. The heart that did take sides and chose Riani snapped at the thoughts in my brain. The brain filled with Ana's shadow. However, the brain also has the instinct of a man who is ingrained. Won't waste a sexy woman like Ana.

I took a heavy breath while sighing softly, "what do you really want Ana?"

"I want you" whispered Ana right in my ear as she peeked at my cheek.

My body stiffens. The debate of heart and mind has already found the decision that it is the mind that wins.

I twisted the body and caught the tiny body that had clearly surrendered itself to me.

I scooped his face and drowned my face there. Back taste the unification that teeasa arguing and warm.

Makes me forget everything. Forgot to be in our position outside. Forgot about my married status. Also forgot about Riani who was still waiting for me inside.

But a clash made me wake up and think back to my wife.

I turned towards Riani who was standing five meters away from my place. Stare fiercely at us who are already in the devil's prison.

Tears flooded his face. Heart melos. My wife was crying silently because of my stupidity. This sickening weakness makes me have to fixate on reality and time that will not stop running.

I moved slowly away from Ana and ran over to Riani who had unfortunately run away from me.

Kusul him. I noticed her running direction towards the parking lot. After he got there, he leaned on the front hood of the car while crying. This time her crying voice sounded and it was getting deadly to my words.

I approached him and reached out to touch him.

My hand was immediately pushed aside and without me noticing, the hand that brushed off earlier had already landed on my cheek. Surprisingly, I did not feel any pain. Perhaps my body has realized that the wound I gave her hurts more than any wound.

"Darling," I whispered as I reached for his body. I don't know what else to say. Even Ana's whereabouts I don't know anymore. I don't want to care about that female snake anymore.

My marriage was on the verge of collapse because of her presence. I regretted our meeting. Even though I realize he's not entirely guilty. Today, I am the most guilty.

I can't keep my mind and body from Ana. I am so weak and cowardly. Though my mouth and heart cried out that I did not want this scandal, my body and mind betrayed me.

My body was pushed back.

"Bitch you, Ryan! You savage!"

Riani was hysterical and beat me with her hands. I let him do what he wanted. But when I saw a few pairs of eyes looking at us, I immediately pulled her by force and took her into the car.

Once in the car he became calmer. I'll drive the car away from the place immediately.

"I'm waiting for you" he sobbed grievously. "I'm waiting for you inside like a fool!"

I just kept quiet. The important thing is that we have to get home soon.

"Since the beginning of his appearance I've suspected that your relationship is not just friends. Betrayal of you, Ryan. Barbarians!"

His hand was pointing at me.

"I should have known. I should have realized. I'm a woman who's not whole."

"Don't talk like that, honey. What you saw today was just a misunderstanding. I'll explain everything to you" I said just as the car entered the yard.

After the car stopped, without waiting for me, Riani ran inside. I immediately picked up and found her sitting on the bed crying.

I stood in front of him. Then crouch down and grab his hand. This time he refused.

"Please, listen to my explanation first."

He looked up and smiled painfully. "What explanation should I listen to, Ryan? I know myself well enough in my condition. You should have told me frankly that you wanted to have the daughter of that girl. I won't get in the way. I am aware of this situation. But this is not how it is."

He's back sobbing. Pulling hands and covering face while noticing.

"It's not what you think it is. I have absolutely no relationship with Ana. He always comes to me. He's always teasing me."

"But you opened the door for her, right? You let him in." Riani looked at me cynically. "Why are you doing this to me, Ryan? Can't I satisfy you?"

I'm shaking. "Trust me, my dear. I'm sorry for everything. But I can make sure I don't have any feelings. It was all just an accident. I beg you to forgive me. I'll do anything to make you forgive me. I love you so much, Riani."

Isakan Riani died down. He looked at me fixedly. Makes me feel judged.

"really? You're gonna do anything?"

I nodded for sure and clasped his hand.

He took a breath and closed his eyes. "Then divorce me."

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