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I close my body with my eyes still closed. Gathering the remnants of the spirit I have.
I opened my eyes when I realized Ana was no longer beside me. Where's she? What time is this? Questions ran through my mind.
Scroll of light that barged in through the gaps of the curtains in the window. Feels warm. Indicates that morning must be near noon. The sun may be at its peak.
I immediately sat down and rubbed my face slowly. My head hurts. Last night was like a dream. Riani's gone.
Yeah, he's really gone. Even without carrying his things.
And now I'm accepting Ana. Stripped the woman in my own room.
Shoving head. What other stupidity have I done? I can act rashly like this.
Emotion. Angering.
Everything made me wrong in taking a step. I should have caught up with Riani last night. And most likely I won't meet Ana.
My thoughts went back to Ana. Where's she? Is he home yet?
I thought everything in my mind. I moved slowly towards the bathroom.
Under the shower that came from the shower, I cooled my head. Trying to find a way out of all this.
Maybe I should catch up with Riani. He must have gone back to my in-laws' house. All right, I'll catch up with him soon. I have to fix this situation.
Ana? That's none of my business.
Feeling steady with my decision, I immediately finished the activity in the bathroom and immediately got dressed.
When I came out of the room, I heard a noise in the kitchen. How fortuitous. Your housekeeper must be cooking. I want to fill my stomach before I go to see Riani.
Stepping towards the kitchen quietly while whistling. The decision I made a little made calmness take over my body. It's so much different than when I woke up from sleep.
Since then I have compiled the words that I will say when I meet with Riani. Of course in the hope that he would listen to me this once.
However, for the sake of seeing the figure who was cooking with my servants, I was stunned.
There, in front of the stove, Ana looked agile with a spatula in her grasp. Dea, the youngest maid looked familiar to him.
A moment later my eyes turned on Ana's body. The woman was wearing the shirt I admitted it was my shirt. And the pants that hug her tiny thighs are the shorts that I often make the inside.
Holy hooch! Shoving head. Is he not ashamed? He could calmly stand there with my clothes attached to his body.
A second later she turned her head and caught myself wet staring fixedly at her body. Her smile expanded perfectly even though she seemed a little embarrassed when she realized where my eyes were headed.
"I'm sorry" he said in a shy voice. "I borrowed your clothes."
I nodded briefly. Confused to answer especially.
Ana's hand raised a small bowl and smiled brightly.
"Feel it cooked. Want to eat right away?"
I nodded back like an idiot. My eyes moved quickly following the nimble movements of Ana's hand that prepared the dining table. The tang thing Riani has never done to me.
Like this time, after I sat down, Ana prepared a plate and filled it with rice. Serving him in front of me. I've never been served like this. Makes me long. There was warmth in accepting Ana's attitude of acting like my wife. Unfortunately, she is not my wife.
We eat in silence. My eyes occasionally look at Ana's plate. Then switch to the dishes at the dinner table. The menu I ate today was very tasty chicken soup.
I remembered the food Ana had ordered so often when we ate together. This lady loves soup. It was proven today. Even in my own home, she still eats soup.
Kulirik returned his plate and smiled. It seemed like he noticed my smile because I immediately heard it making a sound.
I giggled more and more and said, "just watch your food. I'm afraid the fish on your plate will come back to life."
His forehead frowned and looked at his plate. A second later he laughed and fell embarrassed.
Of course it is. I could see the rice and the fish were drowning because of a lot of soup.
We laughed together and without being commanded also fell silent together. The silence returned.
Ah, it's been a long time that a dining table like this I've never felt again. Since Riani was operated.
Wait for me, honey. After this I'll see you. Pick you up and fix everything.
"You look neat. Where you going?"
I'm looking. "I'm going to pick up Riani."
Kulirik. Quiet and down.
"You ... will come back with him?"
I stared at him with a frown. "Why indeed? And I thought that was none of your business."
I could see a clear flash in the challenging matany but now it looked soft.
"Can't I replace him?"
I'm choked. This woman is completely open. I looked and glared.
What else is this experiment? That's how she wants to be with me? What purpose? And why would he ruin my life?
I left the dining table and quickly passed by regardless of Ana.
I told Edi to get the car out and I immediately forwarded it to Riani's parents' house.
I don't want to linger with Ana. It could be that my defense and intentions were destroyed because of its influence.
When I look at it, I'm like an opium connoisseur and Ana is the pipe. Full enjoyment when the two objects are found. Making me feel like I have a dependency on him.
And Riani, she's more likely to make me attack her.
Never once did she come to me like Ana did.
I stopped the car on the side of the road. My mind is so tired. The two women made me want to drive the car as fast as possible and throw it into the abyss.
Riani's right. I'm so disgusting. I can compare my wife to a woman like Ana.
Worse, I can't lie if my body reacts to having Ana. Although my heart refused, my body was fixed on Ana.
I could have decided to divorce Riani and accept Ana into my life. But can it make things work normally?
After all, Ana was the trigger for the destruction of my household.
What am I supposed to do? Why is my mind now double. I was ready to pick up Riani.
Imagining Riani, I turned the car back on and drove to where Riani was, I think.
And I tried to leave Ana's shadow behind. I wish that woman would leave my house and stay out of my life. Didn't I show you an attitude that I didn't want it in my life?
I think that's enough.
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