Second Woman

apprehensive

I've been letting you down, down

(I'm not letting you down)

Girl I know I've been such a fool

(Love, I know how stupid I am)

Giving in to temptation

(Give up on temptation)

When I should've played it cool

(At the time I should have been calm)

The situation got out of hand

(The situation is getting out of control)

I hope you understand

(I hope you understand)

CHORUSES

It can happen

(It can happen to)

Anyone of us, anyone you think of

(Anyone of us, whoever you think of)

Anyone can fall

(Anybody can fall)

Anyone can hurt someone they love

(Anybody can hurt someone they love)

Hearts will break

(The heart will be broken)

'Cause I made a stupid mistake

(Because I didn't make a stupid mistake)

It can happen

(It can happen to)

Anyone of us, say you will forgive me

(Whoever of us, tell me you'll forgive me)

Anyone can fail

(Anybody can fail)

Say you will believe me

(Say you'll believe me)

I can't take my heart will break

(I can't stand it, my heart will break)

'Cause I made a stupid mistake

(Because I made a stupid mistake)

A stupid mistake

(Foolish mistake)

........

I sat there with a song that really described my heart and my current situation. How painful.

The stupid mistake I made destroyed and destroyed my spirit's defenses.

An hour ago, it swirled in my eyes.

An hour ago ....

"Punish me," pinta Riani with eyes that began to drift.

I'm shaking. "No way, Riani. I love you, Honey. I beg you, forgive me."

He shook his head back while rubbing his eyes that were still watering due to my stupidity.

"If you really loved me, you wouldn't do something like this."

"What do you mean? I told you it was all an accident. I didn't involve any feelings there. Understand, Riani. Just listen to me this once. I'm really telling you the truth."

She's speechless. As if thinking about my words.

"I beg you," I said softly as I approached him who was sitting on the bed. I knelt down and grabbed my hand and kissed her. "Give me a chance. I can prove that this isn't what you think."

I took a breath and looked at him who was still silent. I don't know what's on his mind right now. I really don't want a divorce.

That cheap woman ruined our lives. I don't want to lose Riani.

"You can ask my employees at the office. Ana comes to me often. He's always trying to get close to me."

Riani looked at me doubtfully.

"Trust me, Honey. She's a seductress. I admit that I was affected in his temptations. But it's not a coincidence."

He smiled and threw out my hand.

"You were tempted by it and you enjoyed it, right?"

I shook my head quickly.

"If not, how can you just stick your tongue out in his mouth? Grossed him like a man lacking caress. It was open and I was there. I was there when you guys made out, Ryan!"

"I told you it was just an accident. Why don't you want to understand?" I immediately stood up and glared.

He looked at me sharply and stood up. "understand? You want a wife to understand when her husband feels another woman's lips? Would you understand if I caught another man's tongue in my mouth?"

I'm speechless. His words are very right. I admit. But is there a little chance for me?

"You must remember, Riani. You're the one who told him to see me." My emotions somehow began to ignite.

Riani nodded with a very mocking smile. "True, I told him to. But I didn't tell you guys to exchange saliva. You guys are really disgusting. And you're the coward I've ever known. You should be honest when you're sick of me. You should have told me you needed another woman. Not in this way. I'm sick of you, Ryan! You're as cheap as that bitch! A coward!"

Plaque!

My hand reflexively slapped the cheek that the owner was now holding. Between conscious and not, my emotions really peaked.

"So your words. If you don't believe me, okay. Go ahead. Now tell me what you want?"

I looked at him closely. Hoping that he would be afraid to hear my words. But the next speech struck me for a moment and the emotions were already full inside me.

"I want us to divorce! I don't want to live with a cheap guy like you, Ryan!"

My teeth clenched with my hands clenched. Try to refrain from raising your hand back. The woman before me has changed so much. I don't know where the feminine woman I've known all along.

"good. If you really want a divorce, I'll give it to you. I also don't want to live with a disabled woman like you!"

Riani's eyes widened to hear my words. Wh why? Isn't this what he wanted? Devastations.

Without saying anything more, he grabbed his bag and immediately passed from before me. I don't intend to catch up with him. I just let him pass.

Now I am here, alone, lamenting and contemplating what has happened.

Regretted? Sure oes. I am so sorry . I had no intention of hurting him like that. Touching a wound that he himself did not want any of those wounds in his life.

But his words and his disbelief in me really tested his patience. Don't you know that I tried desperately to resist Ana's influence?

And the mistake I've made has no apology and no chance. Not to mention his words that greatly hit my pride. Egoku has mastered and now I do not care and resigned to what happened next.

......

She was kind of exciting

(He's very excited)

A little crazy I should've known

(Slightly crazy, I should have known)

She must have changed my senses

(He must've changed my mind)

Cause I offered to walk her home

(Because I offered to take her home)

The situation got out of hand

(The situation is getting out of control)

I hope you understand

(I hope you understand)

CHORUSES

She means nothing to me

(He means nothing to me)

Nothing to me

(That doesn't mean anything to me)

I swear every word is true

(I swear, every word I say is sincere)

Don't wanna lose you

(I don't want to lose you)

......

A piece of the song made me remember the figure of Ana and Riani alternately.

What is Ana doing now that it has ruined me?

What did Riani do? Did he go straight to his parents' house? I want to feel following him. But my emotions are still unstable.

My marriage of four years has been ruined by Ana, whom I've only known for a week.

Stupidly, the woman who had been with me for so long did not want to give me any confidence at all.

Fuck all that.

I closed my eyes and laid my body on the bed. Calms the stiffened nerves. Enjoying the painful song that insinuates me so much.

Right at that moment I heard someone coming and the voice of the maid welcoming him.

A Rolex on my left arm. It's eleven o'clock at night. Who's meeting at this hour? Is Riani back?

If not Riani, who? I don't want to receive any guests at this time.

Then I heard my bedroom door knock. Scroll towards the door. Without waiting for my answer, the door opened.

My forehead was furrowed looking at him who was smiling at you at the door.

"Would you like to come here? Not satisfied you saw my condition?"

Ana shook her head slowly. He's still standing there.

I sit down and bend my forehead. My head really hurts.

"Now say, Ana. What are you doing here?"

"I want to see you." Ogre. His voice is very soft.

Kulirik him a glance. My emotions haven't died down. But my emotions aren't just about him now. Some have already gone to Riani.

"What exactly do you want, Ana?"

I stared at him sharply.

"Don't I just say that. I want you."

His face is very flat. It made me not be able to guess his expression.

I know what I'm doing is madness. However, I don't care. He asked for it. Besides, I'm already broken. Marriage destroyed.

I spread my hand and said, "then come here and get what you want."

And what was before me right now kept me from thinking.

There, precisely at the door, Ana smiled happily and moved slowly closer to me after closing the door.

Stretched out my hand and touched my chest gently.

I'm silent.

Isn't this what you said Riani? Before I was worried. But now I'm going to throw away that unrest. To make your words come true, Riani.

Without a second thought, I snapped at the slim body near me and brought it to the contest.

Let the broken be broken. I don't give a shit anymore. Trying to be good is also not appreciated. I'm just a criminal.

After all, I still couldn't close my eyes. At my side, Ana fell asleep while hugging me. I peeled his face. So peaceful.

Didn't he realize the destruction that happened because of him? Why is he so calm? So you want him by my side? Or have another meaning.

But I admit that his current existence is enough to calm me down a bit. I returned the small arms and closed my eyes.

Tomorrow's day? That's a recent affair. I want to rest and calm my mind.

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