
Aswin deliberately let Sandra vent all her anger, and did not forbid him to leave the room and choose to sleep in the guest room, not Aswin did not care about the feelings of his first wife, he said, but Aswin just wanted to make room for Sandra to think and calm down, if Aswin served all the anger of Sandra, which there would only make things worse.
It is not easy to unite the two hearts of women to walk one goal, Sandra and Muthia are two different characters, but for their worship affairs are considered obedient women.
Aswin leaned his body against the wall of the room, his heart suddenly agitated, trying to dive into the attitude and nature of his wife.
Inevitably, Aswin's love was very broad and leaned more towards Muthia, because indeed Muthia was his first love, the woman he always called in every prayer, the woman he always admired, the woman he always admired, a woman who always makes her comfortable and happy.
Although Aswin knew, if there was another woman who had also been his wife, Sandra, the woman appointed by her parents to be guarded and protected, even though Aswin had tried his hardest, he said, his heart was still unable to love Sandra completely, however, Aswin always treated Sandra very well, providing all her needs with luxury, trying to always take care of her heart, and always, because Aswin knew his obligations as a husband, all he had fulfilled well, except his love.
"I'm sorry Sandra, if I haven't been a good priest to you, I'm sorry if I've made you cry so much, but trust me, I will always try to be a good husband to you, I will never ignore you and the children. I hope you can understand and accept this situation, Aswin closed his eyes while continuing to say words in his heart, not feeling finally asleep with uncertain taste and thoughts.
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"I know you haven't slept, and you're aware of my departure, but why don't you intend to prevent me, as much as you don't care about my heart, why is this hurting me so much.
Muthia, I know you're a good woman, you have a soft heart and attitude, but I can't avoid the pain of this jealousy. I know, it's not entirely your fault, I've forced you to accept my husband's proposal, and now I really regret it, honestly I hate you Muthia, I haven't been able to share it with you."
Sandra sobbed in the night embrace, the pain and regret had made her fragile, slumped in helplessness, swayed in endless sorrow, this was really tormenting her birth and inner self.
"I used to think of all things as trivial, because I didn't want to play with my heart, as long as I could live luxuriously and be spoiled with money, trying to close my eyes and heart with a pseudo-love, but why is it that when all I have got, there is this pain, there is the unreality of him along with other women, yes.I have started to love him, even love him very much.
What am I supposed to do right now, am I able to endure this situation?
Every time I had to face the fact that my husband loved Muthia his second wife, each time I saw the look in his eyes at Muthia who looked so adoring, at that moment my heart was struck by millions of daggers, the immeasurable.
I must rise, I must be as strong and strong as a rock that remains strong even in a storm.
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Love Messages From Author π
-- Promote Love by sharing gifts---
Sharing gifts between spouses, a tradition of kindness in the family. Gifts between husband and wife show love between them. Traditions that can maintain the harmony of husband and wife. It does not have to be fancy, a gift presented between husband and wife. Even the shape can also be with a romantic streak wrapped in a beautiful narrative. Scribbles that can sustain a smile of happiness between husbands and wives.
Sharing gifts as a form of love is a form of glorifying each other life partners. The tradition of sharing this gift is also said to be part of suri tauladan Rasulullah in the household. His Holiness said: "Give each other a gift, you will love each other" (HR Al-Bukhari).
Sharing gifts as a form of gratitude of a husband for the gift of God who has presented a life partner to him. A good husband, he who always learns to nurture his loving relationship in many ways. So that he can deliver his wife as the most kind, pleasant and caring woman, faith fills his heart, tenderness adorns his words, and doing good becomes his life motto. When the husband comes, he immediately welcomes him. And when the husband travels, he always takes care of his household. So said Abdul Malik Al-Qasim in his work, "choose the one who shalihah".
Likewise, the opposite, the wrong form of gratitude of a wife for the gift of God that has been presented by a life partner to her. It is said that a good wife, he who is able to accompany in various situations. It remains the conditioning of the husband in various happiness or various tests of life. A source of conditioning that can lead a husband to be patient and loving, full of warmth and tenderness, helpful and sincere. If he leaves, the wife misses. If he exists, the wife wants to stay close."
Being husband and wife through marriage. The momentum of marriage in love is endowed. It begins with a sacred promise, proceeds with a variety of worship rituals and is intended to equally hope for Divine riddhas. Then the marriage of the lir is like a mosaic made together with a life partner.
Therefore, always create beautiful moments although small and not luxurious to paint a husband-wife love story with a variety of beautiful and happy events. One of them is by sharing gifts in historical moments between husbands and wives.
The tradition of sharing gifts between spouses, illustrates a noble reverence among them. The existence in each eye of his life partner as the most beautiful gift given by Allah. Arabic words describe, "ats tsalju hadiyyatusy syitaa'i, wasy-syamsu hadiyyatush shayf, waz-zuuru, hadiyyatur-rabiiβi,wa anti hadiyyatul'umri."(The sun is a summer gift. Flowers are a spring gift. And you are the most beautiful gift of my life).
So, build the best and most beautiful traditions with a life partner. In order to live a household full of blessings, chivalry, tenderness and love. Say to a life partner, "arwa'ul qulub qolbuk, wa ajmalul kalaam himsuk, wa ahla maa fie haayaatie hubbuk."((The most amazing heart is your heart, the most beautiful voice is your whisper, and the sweetest thing in my life is to love you).
#Don't hesitate to bring to life the tradition of sharing gifts in the household#Don't be uncomfortable and consider lebay when going for it.