Second Woman

kangen daddy

"From this moment on the way why did you just shut up? Stiff-faced without a smile, what else sees me, glances you do not do. Do you think this is all my fault?." Letting go of all the questions that have been held back, I don't know why this heart suddenly froze from the great love for him. Maybe the pain called jealousy has mastered this self, until my sense of reluctance and obedience is lost to him, hate and disappointment for the man who has been sharing my day so far. I continued to move forward with no regard for his expression that was shocked by my change of attitude, I admit, only this first time, I spoke rudely and arrogantly to him, all this time I just kept quiet and was afraid to mention it, maybe it was time, I became myself, after all he also knew my dislike of his second wife, I don't know where I got this power from, I don't know where, until I dare to choose to show who I really am.

I stepped quickly into the children's room, I found them asleep wrapped in blankets each, even though they were one room, but they had their own beds.

After kissing one by one my little girls, turning off the lights and replacing them with sleeping lights, I walked out and closed the door, then continued to step into my private room with an Aswin kang. When I opened the door, I saw Aswin's kang sitting on the edge of the bed while taking off his shirt buttons, his eyes looked at me full of probes, but his lips remained locked without a single word, I knew that it was so, that means he is holding back anger and whether I don't care, not a little fear about his anger, I'm very ready to deal with it.

Kang Aswin moved up and went into the bathroom, I prepared a change of clothes, and put it on the bed, while waiting for him to finish the bath, I cleaned the rest of the makeup that was attached, and then I put it away, before cleaning yourself in the bathroom.

Before long the bathroom door opened, a handsome figure with his wet hair came out with a towel wrapped in a tied waist. Not in the end there is a subtle sigh in me, but I tried to brush off, before I forgot myself with a quick step I went into the bathroom, I was in the bathroom, the warm water that comes out of the shower slightly refreshes this body, making emotions and tightness slightly reduced.

For a moment I want to enjoy every drop of water that falls in tandem with the clear circle of these eyes, aah why must be suffocating like this, did not I know, if I was not the main love, then I was not, whether or not I care not to be loved by him, I don't just want to live a luxurious life from him, but why am I tormented with this pain, long enough I spend time under the water, I spend time under the water, releasing the crying and feeling of tightness. After being satisfied to take out all this pain, I came out of the bathroom wrapped in red pajamas with a towel wrapped around my head, I thought my husband was leaning over a stacked pillow, he looked at me with a view that I could not interpret myself.

"Bund." he finally made a sound even with his flat face.

"Hmmmmm" I replied indifferently.

"Why are you talking to me like that?

Do you no longer respect me as your husband?

Honestly I don't like it, you act like it." It turned out that he wanted to discuss my attitude that might hurt his ego.

"Then?

What am I supposed to do?" Once again, I was still with a casual attitude, even seemed indifferent to his dislike, I don't know the pain in the heart is difficult for me to pat until I can no longer control anger.

"You mean bund?

Why are you being so rude?" Kang Aswin looked at me sharply, his jaw hardened, he was rarely angry and could always hold back his anger, but at the moment it didn't seem to hold.

It wasn't me who was your main place to go home, it was him.

So, from now on let me be myself, without having to pretend anymore, honestly I'm tired." There is no point in me surviving with compulsion, it is better for me to express all that I have been able to keep.

"Pura temple?

Why are you saying that all this time your attitude was just pretending? please don't make me lose respect with your attitude like this." Kang Aswin seemed to start getting emotionally hooked with my unusual attitude, because the man never liked being rude.

"I thought, by being gentle and obedient to my husband, I would be a woman who was sincerely loved, had my husband's heart completely, but it turned out that it was all a fantasy, my husband loves women in his past, my husband keeps his heart tight for other women, then you think my heart doesn't hurt with all that?

Do you think I'm not tired of always being nice, despite the fact that my heart is hurting?

Enough, enough to get here, I can't afford to make everything okay, I'm tired, so tired." Returning with a chest full of emotion vented all the anger and disappointment in this heart, let it be time for me to be myself.

My man just kept quiet, without answering, I don't know what's on his mind at the moment, he instead pulled out a blanket to cover his body and positioned himself to sleep behind me.

No, this is not what I want, get a cold attitude no matter what I feel, if only not to keep my child mentally, want it feels like I yell at him with all kinds of insults, but I don't want to humble myself, God, why do I have to love this sick man, love a man whose heart is already owned by another woman.

I'd rather sleep in the guest room, why be in one bed, but sleep on my back, I don't want to make this heart more tormented.

Let's see, how far can I go, or will you leave me?

I'll make sure, no more tears what pain when that time comes, happy to choose, him or me?

There is nothing to be sustained, if there is only pain. I'm very tired and I may have quit. If this marriage only gets here, I will try iklas and no longer want to beg, sharing heart and body is not as easy as the word, there is a heart that every moment is sliced, he said, there is a soul that is tormented every time. No, I don't want to be tormented anymore. Even though I'm not his wife, I'm sure Aswin's kang won't just abandon us. He is a religious person and always fair, even very fond of the twins. Yeah, I gave up.