Second Marriage of My Ex-husband

Karma (Finished)

"Enough Amanda!" shouts Ashraf with his challenge.

"Okay, I was wrong. Satisfied you." added Ashraf again, then he immediately rushed to leave the recovery room in Amanda.

At that time Amanda was still recovering after Caesarean section.

Amanda herself now has mixed feelings. Between being disappointed with all Ashraf's treatment, and also regretting what had happened to him.

Which now affects the premature birth of the child he conceived.

"You really hurt me. Ever since we got married, I thought you'd learn to love me as sincerely as your heart. I think we can build a household according to our wishes. Because I want a husband like you, and you want a wife like me. But after we got married. It turns out that it's all just bullshit. I never felt the warmth of your love. But I'm the one who always shows my love for you." Amanda could only swallow her disappointment. For all Ashraf's treatment of him.

"Even when we have children, you really don't pay much attention to me."

"When I heard all the expressions of your heart in that toilet. That's enough to justify if our marriage is an unhealthy marriage."

"Because your heart and mind are still and always are for your ex-wife and your son."

"As for me who is currently your rightful wife. You are not even treating it well. Even if you are in charge of the material."

"Then how can I maintain this marriage. For what reason can I keep holding you to be my husband. Whereas I've heard for myself that you're going to divorce me."

"Then what about our son? He is now fighting for life. Even he who has no name at this time has vacillated his life. And even his future I can't guarantee."

"In situations like this. Your attitude is like that. Really Mas, I can't keep going like this either."

Amanda felt empty. He felt alone in going through all the trials that came to him.

He felt Ashraf was so ignoring his feelings. Even if by action. Ashraf is still in full charge of himself.

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While Ashraf himself is now increasingly pressed mentally.

Ashraf's metal pressure didn't come just from Amanda. But also from her baby who is currently in the middle of fighting for life.

And on the other hand, Ashraf increasingly does not accept if the ex-wife Emily is now close to another man.

Because he still hopes to get back to Emily. To be together again like before they divorced.

But if you look at Emily's usual attitude towards her and tend to be indifferent. Makes Asraf also do not believe if the woman who was ever bucin against him can quickly forget him.

"This whole thing must be bullshit. I can see it in your eyes if you still love me, Emily. It's just that love is hurt by the betrayal I've done to you. And now you're trying to really throw my name out of your heart. But I know Emily. The feeling we have shared is very strong. And it's not that easy you can get rid of it. And I'll bet. You still keep the taste on me. I'll never let you go."

When Ashraf realized that now he was thinking about his ex-wife again. Suddenly a nurse came out of the nursery where Amanda's baby was being treated.

I saw a nurse come out of the room panicking. Ashraf ran straight to the room where the baby was.

"What happened Doctor?" ashraf asked the doctor who had just arrived in the nursery.

"Please get out of the room first sir. We'll give your baby a helping hand" the doctor told Ashraf to get out of the room first.

With a limp step and full of worries. Ashraf came out of the room and then he saw the window glass when his baby was being examined by a team of doctors.

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An hour, two hours later.

Not only Ashraf who is currently behind the glass door of the room while watching the team of doctors is checking the condition of the baby. Amanda is also there.

Amanda's tears didn't stop pouring out of her two eyes.

And now Ashraf is also crying tears.

As a father who has tender feelings towards a child. Ashraf could not see his baby, his son is currently struggling between life and death.

When the baby is still not given the name, it is being sought by a team of doctors to keep breathing. And to keep him alive. Ashraf's feelings were so shattered at the time.

Because he had thought about himself. His son was struggling between life and death.

Ashraf cursed himself. Ashraf's hands clenched so tightly. He feels disappointed in himself.

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The sound of the ventilator screeching screech that broke Ashraf's eardrum and Amanda's.

At that moment, they are conscious and know. If it's their son, the baby who was born prematurely two days ago. Cannot be saved.

"Sorry Mr. Ashraf, Mrs Amanda. We've tried our best to save your baby. But he didn't seem strong anymore to survive. May you be strong." said the doctor. Then he passed from before Ashraf and Amanda after giving the news of their son's death.

Ashraf and Amanda were immediately limp when they heard the news.

"I'm sorry, dear Dad, I'm sorry. Father sinned just as you. Dad's sorry. When you're still breathing, I don't even have time to think of a name for you." said Ashraf, crying, and whispering in the ear of the baby who had been stiffened.

"I'm sorry Dad, son. The wrong father. All father's fault, this is all father's sin. Let God punish you for the mistakes and sins you have committed. Son, for you, sleep forever in peace, baby. Heaven is the best place for you. I will never forget you, if you were ever present and born in the world. Although I can't take care of you and raise you. Daddy loves you baby. Really, I'm sorry." then Ashraf kissed with love and affection for the stiff baby with a broken heart.

While Amanda herself was so powerless to accept the reality, immediately fainted.

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A month after the death of their baby. Ashraf and Amanda both broke away.

They no longer live in the house. Amanda returns home to her parents and Ashraf chooses to leave the rented house she once rented to forget all the memories that ever happened in the house.

Shortly thereafter, Amanda filed for divorce from Ashraf.

A few months later, Ashraf and Amanda officially ended their marriage.

They divorced by leaving a grudge for Amanda on Ashraf.

Ashraf himself lives in deep regret.

He regretted cheating.

She regrets not paying attention to Amanda while pregnant with her child. So that the male baby was finally born prematurely and died.

He regrets losing a life partner like Emily.

There are many regrets that Ashraf cannot express.

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