Second Marriage of My Ex-husband

Punishment

A caesarean section performed by a team of doctors on Amanda has been successfully performed.

The baby was safely removed from Amanda's womb. In fact, the baby is not yet time to be born.

But because of such urgent circumstances and such a bad situation. There is no other option, other than to immediately remove the baby from Amanda's womb.

Although the operation was successful. But the condition of the baby is currently quite alarming. Because he was born prematurely.

Not just born premature. The baby also had a serious respiratory disorder.

Not only in the incubator. But the baby is also fitted with a device on his nose to help him breathe.

Ashraf's tears were flowing. When he sees from a distance. Seed, the son of her relationship with Amanda who was lying weak and helpless in the nursery.

The baby looked so weak and so frail with the assistive devices attached all over his body.

If everyone saw it, they would surely feel sad with a broken heart. When you see an innocent baby, you have to feel sick.

A feeling of sadness and regret now enveloped Ashraf's heart.

He realized how much he was not paying much attention to Amanda. While Amanda was pregnant.

He was even more busy with work. Though he was watching Amanda. He didn't really pay much attention to his wife.

Ashraf recalled that time, when Amanda protested against him. Because he never gave affection to the baby he was carrying. By never touching her, never stroking her stomach and never so attentive to the development of the baby conceived by Amanda.

And now Ashraf has just realized. If you fix everything, it's too late.

When the baby Amanda was born prematurely. And the baby also had an acute respiratory disorder.

Even though the baby is alive. The baby is currently struggling to survive in all conditions.

That is what Ashraf believes is being lamented. How very sad his life is.

"O Lord, what punishment have you given me. Why should my son have to accept the consequences of my mistakes. Why do you not punish me, Lord. Give my son your strength and miracles. Give him a chance to live, Lord. Save him, and give him the strength to survive. I promise, I won't ignore him anymore. I promise to be a good father to him. Lord, give him life, I beg you." said Ashraf. He is now mourning all his sins and mistakes.

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Still lying in a weak condition. Currently Amanda is still paired with an infusion hose so that her condition improves.

Sitting next to Amanda with a lethargic face. And not excited. The guilt still gripped Ashraf's heart. When he saw Amanda lying weakly in front of him.

"I'm sorry Amanda. Because all this time I've been ignoring you. I don't really notice you. And the incident that you fell in the bathroom was also because of my fault. I'm partly responsible for the disaster you've been through." said Ashraf, then he grabbed Amanda's hand and held it tightly.

He was held by Ashraf's hand. Amanda who felt the warmth in her hands slowly began to open her eyes. After a while he slept.

As soon as Amanda opened her eyes, and saw Ashraf already sitting next to her. Amanda asked the baby.

"What about our son. Is he okay. What his face looks like. He's healthy, right?" Amanda immediately strafed Ashraf with questions that he could not answer immediately.

"Mas, why are you silent."

"Prophe Amanda. She's doing just fine. He's in the incubator. He was born prematurely." replied Ashraf. Yang could not explain in detail if the baby had a lot of problems after he was born.

Ashraf can't bear to deliver sad news about their son's condition to the real Amanda.

Moreover, Amanda's condition is currently still in recovery.

"I want to see it. I want to see his face."

"Later you will see him too. Wait until you're healthy."

"I'm fine. I can walk. I just want to see my baby. I wanted to hug her and I wanted to apologize. He fell in the bathroom and injured her. I've made him have to be born before his time" said Amanda, who also felt guilty. He was not careful when he was in the bathroom.

The clear liquid was now dripping back from Ashraf's eyes. He also felt guilty about the incident.