Second Marriage of My Ex-husband

The deep loss

Ashraf woke up in the middle of the night around 02:00 in the morning. A few hours ago, he was enjoying a heated struggle with Amanda.

A husband and wife relationship that they have not done together for a long time.

If the husband and wife were normal in general they would do such a thing a week in a few times. But not with Asraf and Amanda.

In performing the ritual of husband and wife relationship, Amanda is the one who always fishing first.

Because Ashraf never took the initiative or desire first every time they were in a relationship.

At that morning. Ashraf woke up and got out of bed.

He picked up one by one his clothes and put them back on.

After that, he left the room. Not to forget Ashraf brought along a cigarette and also a lighters to ignite his cigarette.

I don't know why every time I have sex with Amanda. There was a hint of uneasiness and a strange feeling Ashraf felt.

Because of Ashraf. Every time he's in touch with Amanda. What he was imagining was that he was in a relationship with Emily.

Every time I have a husband and wife relationship. Ashraf is always guilty. It was as if he had committed an affair with another woman. In fact, between himself and Emily there is no relationship.

They have been divorced for a long time. But Asharf. Emily is still his wife.

So every time he comes into contact with Amanda, it's not the pleasure and happiness that he embraces. But it is guilt, regret and discomfort.

Sitting in front of his porch that morning. Ashraf did not care about the atmosphere that was already late at the time.

While smoking his cigarette. Ashraf looked so upset and he felt like he had never felt the comfort of life.

Because all he had in mind was his family that he had left behind. Emily and Jasmine are his daughters.

Every night, Ashraf thought of them.

If their security was under his control. Now Ashraf feels he can no longer protect Emily and Jasmine.

So that worry always torments him.

"If only time could be replayed. I want to fix all the problems I've destroyed."

Guman Ashraf inwardly, while continuing to enjoy the smell of the puff of smoke he exhaled from his mouth.

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It was not only Ashraf who was still feeling the turmoil. Emily's heart is also sometimes still lost.

He was divorced from Ashraf for a long time. But the emptiness of his heart and soul was still unable to make peace.

The sudden breakup with the man she loved so much, left Emily shocked by everything that was going on in her household.

Because before, between Asharf and Emily there was never a significant problem.

Even though they always have problems and conflicts. They can always finish well.

But the betrayal committed by Asharf is so shocking to Emily that it hits her psychic and Emily's feelings.

So that he cannot accept it. And was unable to apologize for Ashraf's actions to him.

If asked if Emily still has feelings for her ex-husband. The answer is still.

Deep down in his heart. Emily still has that feeling.

Because Emily didn't know Ashraf for a month and two months. But he had known the man well for many years.

Nine years of marriage and five years of dating were a short time for Emily to understand Ashraf's nature, character and behavior.

Therefore, a betrayal committed by the husband that he had never known before made Emily hit.

But what can be done. Everything has happened. Now both Ashraf and Emily have their own lives.

Emily is still struggling to forget Ashraf.

Ashraf himself was still struggling with his guilt.

And a sense of loss of family that until now he can not ignore and can not forget.