Second Marriage of My Ex-husband

forbidden love and regret

Ashraf said that his relationship with Ashraf was a wrong one. I don't know why it made Amanda feel cornered.

After speaking like that, Ashraf directly turned his body, slanting his back to Amanda.

Again, Ashraf's attitude that was too indifferent to him hurt Amanda so much.

In fact, when she was pregnant with Ashraf's child, Amanda did not feel a sincerity of attention that Ashraf addressed to her.

Ashraf is responsible for his life. That too is just a trick. Because the money Ashraf was looking for was partially used up to provide a living to Jasmine.

Though at that time Amanda had given input to Ashraf if the living for Jasmine and the needs of their household life 50:50, it was very inversely proportional and unfair according to Amanda.

Because the husband prioritizes his child's living.

But Ashraf kekeuh wants to give a living with a range of magnitude as agreed.

Though when viewed from Ashraf's finances. The reward Ashraf had to pay for Jasmine was simply too great. Not worth the finances that must also be divided for the needs of the household with Amanda.

Because Ashraf's income is not as big as the salary he got first while he worked.

Because Amanda doesn't want to argue about money. Trust can only be silent. Even if he actually objected.

Now, when Ashraf is back on good terms with his daughter Jasmine, it seems that it bothers Amanda a little. Because the husband acts more indifferent to her.

It's not that Amanda doesn't like it if Ashraf gets back on good terms with his daughter. It's just, he feels jealous. Ashraf is unfair about feelings.

Moreover, soon he will also have children. It also costs money to meet their needs. It will also increase their cost of living.

Will Ashraf be able to fulfill all of this?

Whether Ashraf will also prioritize the needs of his son as it is today Ashraf so strive for the needs of Jasmine, his son with Emily.

Those two thoughts are now very disturbing Amanda.

How the child and himself will have a future. If Ashraf only prioritizes living for his beloved daughter Jasmine.

The couple now sleep on their backs.

A marriage dream that is very contrary to the wishes of Amanda. She dreams of living a happy home life with the man she loves so much. Now he gets that. Ashraf is his.

He is now married to Ashraf. He did not get that happiness.

Even to be noticed. Amanda had to whine and ask Ashraf first to pay attention.

The call of love never came out of the husband's mouth for him.

The painful thing is not.

That morning, as usual Amanda accompanied Ashraf to breakfast at the dinner table.

While accompanying her husband enjoy breakfast. Amanda took Ashraf to talk.

Every time Ashraf is spoken to by Amanda. Ashraf's answer is always short.

"Mas, I'm sorry if I was like a child asking you this. I feel like my attitude is the same as I am changing. Is there something wrong with me. Maybe my attitude?" ask Amanda, starting the question to investigate whether the attitude of the husband is indifferent because of his attitude.

"There's no problem with your attitude Amanda." Ashraf replied flatly, while continuing to focus on her food.

Feeling dissatisfied with her husband's answer, Amanda asked again.

"Are you still in love with me or not?

And, Amanda's question immediately made Ashraf look at his second wife with a sharp gaze.

When I looked at Amanda. Ashraf views Amanda as a woman he loves very much.

A sad-faced woman who often told me about the bitterness of life. A desperate woman drowning in a heart wound.

A helpless woman, who was weak and she was eager to help him.

In the end, Ashraf fell into the feeling of friendship between the two.

As they get more intense in a friendship relationship. The friendship changed with a feeling of pity and then turned into a feeling of kasian and then turned into wanting to give attention.

And from that attention. Both, Ashraf and Amanda are trapped and plunged into feelings of liking.

And finally, Ashraf cheated on Amanda when she was Emily's husband.

The love affair between Ashraf and Amanda becomes an opium for both of them when they are engrossed in the forbidden romance.

Until all is revealed. Ashraf could only regret his actions.

While Amanda has already taken people's husbands.

But now Ashraf and Amanda's married life is not what they expected.

Ashraf has absolutely no real household passion with Amanda.

Same with Amanda. He did not feel real happiness with the man he loved.

"Mas, ko is silent. Mas loves me or not." asked Amanda again, when Ashraf was just dumb-eyed when he looked at her.

"Don't ask Amanda. We're already together. What else do you demand of me. Now you are pregnant. Don't mind much. Take care of your womb. Don't think about anything unimportant." said Ashraf, then he stood up and prepared to go to the office.