Second Marriage of My Ex-husband

Who is the owner of your heart?

Amanda woke up in the middle of the night when she felt like urinating.

When Amanda woke up, she was shocked. Because by his side, on the bed was Ashraf.

Amanda walked into the living room and looked for her husband.

Amanda's eyes then caught the husband who was sleeping so pulsatanya in the long chair in the living room. With a pillow she brought from the room. Ashraf is like accidentally sleeping in the living room.

Amanda then approached Ashraf and for a moment she noticed the look on her husband's tired face.

"Kok you even sleep outside anyway Mas. Why not just sleep in the room. You deliberately bring a pillow from the room to the living room. Does that mean you are sometimes reluctant to sleep with me in the room. Things like this you don't do once or twice. But you do it a lot." Amanda said in her heart.

Amanda then slowly woke up Ashraf. So that he moves into the room.

"Mas, I'm awake, why even sleep outside. Not in the bathrooms." whispered Amanda quietly. Shaking Ashraf's arm. Wake up the husband.

Ashraf then blinked his eyes. Saying, Ashraf opened his eyes and saw Amanda sitting next to him.

"Sleeping in the room. Don't sleep outside, cold. Let's go to the room. Why do you often sleep outside?" ask Amanda to be curious. With the habit of Ashraf who is silent sometimes likes to sleep outside.

"So I've been watching TV. There's my favorite ball show. But I fell asleep." said Ashraf.

He was watching ball. But after the ball show was over, he turned off the TV and went on to sleep there.

"Yes, now we sleep. I'm not calm when I sleep in my room" said Amanda, who was holding Ashraf's arm.

"Yes, come on."

I don't want Amanda to be disappointed. Ashraf then got up from his sleep in the long chair in the living room. Then they both walked to the room.

Arriving at the room, Ashraf rushed straight to the bed. And put himself there with a sloping position back to the other side of the bed.

Amanda then closed the room. Then he rushed to the bathroom to urinate.

After you finish urinating. Amanda then went back to the bed and laid her body there.

He was married to Ashraf for five months. Actually, there are many things that Amanda feels and all that becomes a turmoil in her.

Amanda expects Ashraf to warm up to her.

He dreams of Ashraf being friendly, warm, considerate and full of intimacy.

But all he got was Ashraf's gentle demeanor on him.

Ashraf never said anything rude to Amanda. Attitude is always gentle and controlled.

Ashraf has no qualms about helping with homework. He also meets Amanda's needs. And give a living of inner birth to Amanda.

Ashraf is a good husband. The gentle attentive and affectionate.

But there's something Amanda feels for Ashraf. Something that sometimes makes you wonder.

Ashraf's attitude was good. His attitude was like he did not present genuine love to Amanda. So, Amanda just got Ashraf's good attitude. But not getting genuine love from the man.

"I used to want you so much. Now you are mine. Why do I feel empty just like you. And yet I have been so kind to me. And soft-spoken, considerate, loves to help me and many more good attitudes that I do. But, I don't know why my attitude is good. I'm not satisfied with all the attention. There's something I don't get from the mas. And it makes me worry." Amanda looked at herself. She looked at her husband who was lying on his back.

"Don't Ashraf still hasn't moved on from Emily's mom. Every time I see Mas Ashraf's face when he looks at me. He always smiled and was nice to me. But Asraf could not hide the sad look that sometimes he still appeared. Ashraf is still often moody when alone at home. When I asked what was going on. He always said there was nothing. Mas Ashraf never shared his problems with me." Amanda again, the deeper she thought about what she felt for her husband.

"It looks like I'll have to get Ashraf's communications. For our relationship to have more feelings. I felt that Asraf did not bring love to our relationship. I like to choose his body but I don't have his love."