Second Marriage of My Ex-husband

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Sitting pensively in his room. Ashraf was still in a daze, with all the events he experienced on that day.

It was Ashraf's decision when he officially divorced Emily later. If he's gonna leave the house he's been living in with Emily and her daughter Jasmine.

The man who was currently a widower was only silent a thousand languages in his boarding room. Shortly after he returned from the religious court to hear the judge's verdict.

You know he's not going back to the house that's been heaven for him. Ashraf is now looking for a boarding place for him to stay for a while.

As Ashraf ponders. There are many things Ashraf has said.

And at that moment, he realized and understood what loyalty and love meant.

He is now only aware, if the loss of the woman he loves and who he has hurt it feels more painful for him to lose his family.

He could no longer touch Emily. Because the woman who made him fall in love for the first time was now a widow.

He could no longer gather with his wife and children in their home, which was full of warmth and love.

Reflect on all the things that have happened. Ashraf mute a thousand languages with a myriad of regrets.

Amanda was also with Ashraf in the dorm room. Because Amanda's fate is the same as Ashraf's.

She was also talked about by her husband Adam. Who married Amanda in series.

Amanda who at that time was just silent to see Ashraf. He did not want to disturb the man who was sad.

Amanda deliberately gave time to Ashraf to reduce his immortality. Because Amanda knows, Ashraf is sad.

After Amanda was silent and gave Ashraf time to calm his mind. Amanda then invites Ashraf to talk.

But Ashraf answered only.

"Mas, I bought some fried rice for you. You haven't eaten in the morning. Eat first." tell Amanda to Ashraf, so that the man who currently looks sad will eat.

Amanda said in a soft voice to Ashraf while giving a plate of fried rice that she had bought from outside.

"I'm not hungry. You just eat. I want to go out for a while." said Ashraf, then he stood up to pass in front of Amanda.

But before Ashraf left, Amanda hurriedly held Ashraf's arm.

"It's not like this is how you punish yourself. I don't know what to say. I am sad to see you like this too. I didn't think this could happen to you. I honestly don't want you to part with Emily's mom. Even though I do love you. I'm pretty happy to be your dark lover. I also have no ambition to destroy your marriage. I told you the same about Ashraf. If I'm gonna leave the mas when I can escape Adam's power from my life. But apparently, before that time came. Emily's mom already knows about our relationship. And eventually all this happened. If only Emily would forgive me. Mas won't divorce her either." explained Amanda, trying to clarify her heart's expression.

"Already, don't bring Emily into our conversation. You don't know anything about my relationship with Emily. And you don't know Emily either. Emily and I split up all because of my stupidity. All because of my mistake. I don't want my fate to be like this either. But because it's all happened. What I can do, I have to accept the consequences." said Ashraf, speaking in a furious voice to Amanda.

"Then what about myself. You will also ignore me. After you get what you took from me." sue Amanda.

"Amanda, I didn't take anything from you, I never committed adultery with you. I never had any body contact with you. We just," Ashraf did not continue his words.

"We're just making out, kissing, and you're assuming it's not adultery. What do you mean if adultery is to have a husband and wife relationship. That's what Ashraf is!" exclaim Amanda.

"I have given all my soul and love to you. You adored me then too. You even once expressed love for me. But now it's as if you don't want me anymore. I don't want to take a chance in a narrowness with everything that's going on with your household life. But this time I want you to take responsibility for what you've done to me. When Emily left the mas."

Ashraf was astonished by the words of Amanda who had now sued him.

Do not want to hear the words of Amanda who actually now demands it and makes him more dizzy. Ashraf without saying another word immediately left his boarding room.

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When Ashraf was immersed in grief and confusion. Ashraf accidentally saw a place of worship that was on the street near where he currently lives.

Ashraf then moved to visit the mosque.

Arriving at the mosque, Ashraf then took ablution water and performed prayers at that time.

After praying with khushu. Ashraf then raised both his hands and prayed.

"O Allah, give me your guidance. To be able to accept a decision about the destiny that you gave me. O Allah forgive all my mistakes. And forgive me for all the wrong I've done to my ex-wife Emily. Protect him, O Allah, from all dangers and calamities that threaten him. Take care of Emily and my son Jasmine. O Allah, I ask forgiveness for all the wrongs I have done to You and also to my family" Ashraf said in tears. He seemed to be serious in prayer.

"Give me a clue to fix what I've done. Give me your instructions to fix everything I've ruined."

Ashraf remained in the mosque for a long time. And he satisfied himself to beg forgiveness to the creator.

After returning from the place of worship, Ashraf then returned to his boarding room.

When he returned, he saw Amanda asleep in the bed in his room.

Looking at Amanda at a glance, Ashraf also felt guilty towards the woman.

Ashraf doesn't want to blame Amanda. Even though he had teased her.

He realized that he was not able to take care of himself as a husband.

Don't want to come to Amanda in bed. Ashraf then sat on the floor and leaned against the wall.

And not long after, Ashraf tried to close his eyes and try to sleep while sitting leaning back.