
Month by month passed. Amanda's pregnancy is now in its fourth month. And Amanda's stomach is already looking bloated.
During the pregnancy of her first child. Amanda did feel a variety of fatigue in the first phases of her pregnancy.
Amanda also had some amazing morning sickness.
Amanda had morning sickness since she was 2 months old. And until now, when Amanda's gestation age entered four months. Morning sickness is still Amanda felt.
Amanda really can't do any activities.
So Ashraf is the one who is now doing the task usually done by Amanda.
Ashraf is the one who is now doing homework, until cooking is now done by Ashraf.
Because Amanda couldn't smell the various cooking smells that made her spit out all her stomach contents.
As a result, Ashraf took over all the tasks previously performed by Amanda.
Because Ashraf also understood the state of the wife.
Because he's busy taking care of Amanda. In recent months, Ashraf has not had time to find a side job with online projects.
Because of Amanda's circumstances that don't allow her to stay.
And that night, after Ashraf went to work. He seems to be struggling in the kitchen to prepare dinner for him to eat with Amanda.
A plate of kale stir-fry along with an omelet has now been prepared Ashraf.
In Amanda's not strong enough to smell the cooking fumes. Making Ashraf inevitably have to learn to cook. A job he never did before.
Amanda's condition was still weak when she was sitting on one of the chairs at the dining table.
"Let's eat. The vegetable is still warm. Later when it's cold you're nauseous again." said Ashraf, then he put the side dish, rice, and also eggs that he had made to Amanda's plate.
That night Ashraf served his wife.
Amanda still looks limp. His head still feels dizzy. Until he kept holding his head.
"I'm sorry, I haven't served you very well in months. It is precisely the mas who do the activities that I should do. While I just slept in bed." said Amanda felt guilty to the husband. Because he really can't get out of bed.
"It's okay. I'm used to doing this. When Emily was pregnant, she was just like you, but" Ashraf never finished. Ashraf stopped his word.
Ashraf feels like he's been talking about his ex-wife.
Amanda who was chewing then looked at her husband.
"Sorry," Ashraf hastily apologized for letting go of Emily.
Ashraf seemed silent. He was confused to answer Amanda's question.
"Jawab just ask me a question. It's okay. I won't be angry. It used to be Emily what she was like when she was pregnant with a child. Is she experiencing the same thing as me?" ask Amanda again to Ashraf.
"Yes, she used to have morning sickness. Just like what you went through." replied Ashraf.
"Then that means all the kids are spoiled huh. Emily's proof was also severe when she was pregnant. Maybe it was her son's luggage." Amanda said.
"You add more side dishes. I'll get it." said Ashraf.
At that time, Ashraf just wanted to divert the conversation.
Because he doesn't want to talk about Emily in front of Amanda.
"This is all I'm not done with. I eat fruit. I don't want to force a meal. Later even vomit." said Amanda who then he stood up and wanted to clean up his former food.
Amanda was standing up. Then he almost fell down. Ashraf quickly captures Amanda.
"Not done yet. Let me just clean up. If you want fruit. I'll peel it later. You just go back to bed." said Ashraf, who then attentively led Amanda to walk into the room.
Arriving in the room. Ashraf then put Amanda to sleep and covered the wife's legs.
"You take a break, I'll peel the fruit for you." Said Ashraf, who then left Amanda alone in the room.
In my heart, Amanda was sad.
He was sad because he was experiencing morning sickness. Ashraf did not really give her moral attention.
Ashraf is only attentive in helping with homework.
Amanda needs emotional attention too.
As noticed by massaging his nape, his stomach and attention related to his emotional.
Amanda felt alone facing the moments of morning sickness that she experienced.
And that made Amanda feel sad.
Ashraf should be by his side too. But the man did not bring himself closer to himself.
Every night, Amanda feels the pain itself. Without a sense of concern Ashraf with himself.
In fact, Amanda wants to be spoiled by Ashraf in his current state who often experiences various kinds of pregnancy complaints.