Second Marriage of My Ex-husband

Sentencing feelings

"Mas, I've noticed you seem unhappy when you find out I'm pregnant. Are you not happy that I'm pregnant?" ask Amanda when they are in bed. When they both want to rest. At that time Amanda fell asleep with spoiled in Ashraf's chest field.

"I'm glad you're pregnant. Why not." said Ashraf lying.

"But I saw on my face, there was no aura of happiness" Amanda said in a slightly sad tone.

"Don't be so prejudiced. Where I might not be happy. Because the child you bear is my son, my flesh and blood. Don't think weird of me."

"But just shut up. And my face is moody." lick Amanda again.

"I'm not the unhappy one. I'm just tired and tired. I have a lot of office work that takes up a lot of my time. Not to mention you know, I always look for a side with an online motorcycle taxi. Who's it for, for you too." said Ashraf.

When Ashraf mentions "For you too" those words are enough to warm Amanda's heart.

"True, I work and fight for me."

Silent.......

"Yes." replied Ashraf briefly.

"You know, just by hearing your words like that. I've been very happy and happy. When you tell me what you did for me. It has made me strong and I am able to survive together with you as you are."

"Thank you for accepting and understanding. Right now I'm still struggling to adjust my finances to give a living to Jasmine as well as to you fairly."

"Yes, I know you."

"It's night, let's go to bed. Tomorrow I have to leave in the morning." said Ashraf, who then closed his eyes.

While Amanda who had been at home in Ashraf's chest was very happy. Because her husband is being sweet tonight.

The more attached to the body of the husband, Amanda slept with a happy feeling that night.

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I don't know, Amanda's pregnancy why doesn't it make me happy.

The child Amanda conceived was my meat. He's my son too.

Why I don't feel happiness. I'm not ready to be a second time father.

Not only because of economic factors that I am currently not ready.

I'm not ready to be a father to the kid Amanda was born with. Because with only a child, Jasmine, I can't be a good father to her yet.

What about the kid Amanda conceived. Can I make him happy.

I can be a good father to him.

How much in the bathroom, Ashraf even daydream a lot. He reflected on everything that happened in his life.

Not done with him adjusting to finances. Amanda is pregnant. And that also makes Asraf must also prepare for his room. To mention the presence of his son Amanda.

"Mas, the long bath. It's almost 08:00. Later I will be late to his office." exclaimed Amanda from behind the bathroom door.

"Oh, yes." said Ashraf from the bathroom.

Shortly after, Ashraf came out of the bathroom and rushed to the room to get ready for the office.

"Manda, breakfast please just pack. I'll have breakfast at the office. I'm late, I can't have breakfast at home." cried Ashraf from the room, telling Amanda to pack; breakfast.

"Yes" said Amanda, who did not dispute the husband's orders.

Once everything is ready. Amanda then put breakfast and also lunch Ashraf in a bag.

Ashraf who was preparing at that time immediately rushed to the living room to wear his shoes.

With a hasty movement, Ashraf prepared all his belongings.

"Mas, I must have forgotten it again" said Amanda, who was standing in the doorway waiting for something Ashraf to do to her.

Ashraf who had prepared on his motorcycle then walked back to Amanda.

He then gives a kiss to Amanda's forehead. As Ashraf was about to turn again towards the motor. Amanda's still holding Ashraf's move.

"What else?" ask Ashraf.

"Mas also salute your son. I forgot, I am currently pregnant. There's your son here." Amanda said, stroking his stomach.

Not much to say, Ashraf then gives one kiss to Amanda's stomach.

"I'm late, I leave ya." said Ashraf who then immediately rushed to his motorbike.

"But heart is good."

Ashraf is the type of man who does not say much if the wife has spoken. The thing that the wife asked if she could do was for sure Ashraf would do.

Ashraf was basically a gentle man.

He did not do that to Amanda. But he did that to Emily.

Emily was still his wife. Ashraf is indeed a submissive husband and not much to say if the wife has asked for something from him.

It's just possible that with Emily, she did it with all her heart.

But with Amanda, he did it just to please Amanda.

Along the way to the office. The shadow of Amanda's face when she was pregnant, and the shadow of Emily's face when she was pregnant Jasmine became earthy in Ashraf's mind.

The two women were now raging against each other in his mind.

And it draws the conclusion that living together with a woman we truly love is happiness.

However, to live with a woman who is only due to momentary lust is the destruction of her own happiness.

And that's what Ashraf is feeling right now.