Scratches of Destiny
Hearts Raging
"Now what?" ask him
"Sleep it" I said
"I want to?" he asked again
"Yes, but I'm not talking about it" I said
"Why is that?" reply
"Again in the mood, sorry." My reply
"Why again?" said he
"Not in the mood."
My mood is uncomfortable right now, I don't know. I've often been badmood for no reason like this.
My mind is getting worse, though,
my heart rages.
I don't know what I'm thinking
and I don't know what I'm breaking up
"Do you want me to samperin?" his offer
"But not so good, not good with your mother and neighbors" he continued
"No, no papa." My reply
"Try the story of why gini" he replied
"Don't know either" I replied of origin.
He replied,
"Hm"
The short reply made me badmood, it felt upset.
Wanting to get angry, yelling, and crying mixed into one.
"He doesn't understand me..!!" I cried out in my heart with the growing emotional blaze.
When my emotions peaked all of a sudden my phone rang a sign of a phone call coming in.
When I saw him, he called me.
At the beginning of the call I refused the call. But, not for the second phone call, I felt sorry for him.
He got into my rage, but he didn't do anything wrong. I'm so crazy, I'm sorry.
When I received that call. The voice of a man across there began to say his greetings
"Assalamu'alaikum" greetings
I answered,
"Wa'alaikumsalam warahmatullah."
He asked me, though,
"Why again?"
Whether there was any wind, suddenly my eyes dripped a clear circle accompanied by an increasingly hoarse voice while answering the questions asked by him.
For the time being only that sentence was capable of telling him
"Come on, don't cry. Istighfar don't want to be controlled by lust, emotion and annoyance just don't be like this." He said something like this to remind me not to dissolve in the sadness of what was the cause.
I began to wake up and I followed his advice.
I began to take part many times in my heart, my heart feeling slightly improved.
"Thank you" I said
"For what?" tannya
"It reminds me" I said
He said,
"It's okay, we are brought together to complement and remind each other"
My heart calmed down when I heard the words coming out of his lips.
I want to give thousands of thanks to Allah azza wa jalla for all the blessings he has given me, one of them is the pleasure of being reunited with good and sincere people like him and my friends.
I love them, they complete my life, they always complete my shortcomings. May Allah SWT repay all your kindness.
"Wise tumben" I said to tease him
"Just realized you" he said
"Yes" lied to me
"Everything if anyone talks at neng. Don't be busy playing, so don't know if I'm a wise person from birth." He said he was joking
"Where I play hp, there are also you who just play his job" I said to defend myself
"That's right. Gini nih if girls, want to win continue haha" he said
"It should be like that" I replied
He said,
"Yes, the important thing is to make you happy, whatever I'm willing to do"
"It's a big talk, just as if there's no evidence" I joked
"Eh underestimated you yes" he said
Then I answered,
"It is that"
He said,
"Yes, I promise I will try to prove it not just empty talk
trust me the same. As long as you are happy I am willing to do anything, even I am willing to risk my life to make you happy."
At the end of the sentence he said made my heart go back, I was sad.
I said to him,
"Don't talk like that, no good. Just prove it accordingly and as much as possible. Don't overdo it, I don't like it."
Seriate...
Assalamualaikum, happy reading 🌛
