Scratches of Destiny
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Arriving at school, as usual when the entrance bell has rung then the lesson will be started soon. Lessons take place from 12:30 to 17:00 . Lessons were on break at 14:45 because it was time to rest, breaks at my school were not so long. Only 15 minutes. After 15 minutes have passed all students and students are required to enter and follow the next field of study.
A few hours later the bell rang again approximately 4 times, which means all school residents have been allowed to go home each, except for invisible residents.
All the students and students rushed to tidy up the books and all the other school equipment, and put them back in their bags. After everything is finished, the prayer together was started through speakers installed in each class ranging from class 10 to 12, ranging from the Department of Accountancy, Hospitality, Film, Multimedia, and Marketing. Because I as an 11th grader entered during the day, the school atmosphere is not as crowded in the morning because the school residents are only 11th grade and the Fathers/Teachers only.
After the prayer is over, the students and students come out of each other's classes and walk to the usual parking lot. But it was all the opposite of me and my six friends, we didn't get out of class. While waiting for everything to come out we turned off the seven fans in Accounting 1 class that we currently occupy. Sometimes we also clean the whiteboard and tidy up the messy chair table. After feeling lonely we came out of the class together and threw jokes at each other.
When I was outside the classroom I looked to my right and left, "There's no him." I muttered as I guessed - like Nagita. Maybe he was waiting for me in the usual parking lot.
Because I was so sure that he was not waiting for me outside my class but waiting for me in the parking lot, I finally continued my delayed steps earlier, I followed the steps of my six friends. The path was lightning fast so I had to run around small chasing them.
My struggle to pursue them is not in vain, fruitful. Yeah. Now that I was on a par with them, we walked together to the parking lot with the same habits, which always threw jokes. Be it a casual joke to a joke that might make people hurt, but because we're close enough so we always take it seriously, mere-eye only jokes are not too put into the heart. So don't be a puffer, okay.
Peace love peace, dear..
Finally arrived at the motor palace, which is my school's beloved parking. And at that time I parted with my friends, because our house was not neighboring. My house is far away from them all.
When they say goodbye, then I tell them to be careful to ride the bike do not be too fast. Because danger.
"So I didn't come outside the classroom?" he asked with a smile and raised his thick eyebrows.
"That's a big GR, why also nyariin you." My answer lies
"It's a lie, it must be a lie. There's no way if you don't look, you're not there a day I'm sure." Say it to the GR-an god level.
I just responded to his super GR speech by shaking my head a few times, I did not expect over time he could be as PD and as GR. You monkey, hmm.
"Don't you come home?" I said I was upset with him.
"No need to stay here, bring a tent."
Uh, that's really annoying. I want to bury him alive, joked.
"Yes, you have stayed here at sekalin tuh temanin mba - mba kunti, mas poci and others - yes."
My intention to talk like that was just for a joke, but it turned out that after I spoke like that. I looked back and at that moment I saw a figure passing right behind him, but he was passing so fast there was no pause. I don't know what it is, maybe people. But in this parking lot everything is out, it's just me, him, and his friends who are here. No one was behind him either. Everything is in front of me and in front of him.
Bodo is very me, if indeed the one that passed was .. (its own side). Let it go, the important thing is I never tease or disturb them.
If he bothers me, then you should introduce yourself first as a sign of friendship. It also looks fun if you are friends with different nature.
I immediately climbed and occupied the beat motorbike he used to wear to go anywhere - where. Space is also using it. As usual she always looked at the bottom side making sure that my skirt was covering my legs or not.
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Thank you for reaching home safely
I took off my shoes and put them in the usual place, then walked back up the stairs and then up the stairs one by one with the intention of going to my room.
Okay Google we have arrived in my room which is like a chicken coop, messy here and there. But lies.
Then I put my bag in the usual place and immediately choose clothes in the continued duck bath. When the Adhan reverberated all over the world, I immediately took ablution water to perform maghrib prayers. Because it's not good to delay something.
In my do'a cry, I miss Father (Fahri's Late Father), I miss Mother (Rastani's Mother's house), and I miss my Late Grandfather, Grandmother's house, I miss all that has preceded me. It still feels like a dream, why all that I love and care for have left me for so long. Why is there not the slightest time for me to be able to make them happy with all my efforts.
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I have not healed my heart from last night until now, since last night nothing can restore my smile and laughter, at school, there were only fake smiles and laughter that I showed them all.
For a moment I wanted to let go of my sadness, but again - again there are things that make me sicker. It hurts more than anything, and in my lifetime I will never forget what he did. This is the first time someone has been able to make me so sick, able to make my heart scratched by millions of wounds. Even to death I will not be easy to forgive this so fatal thing, it concerns one's self-esteem. May all his words and insults turn to him or to his family, and may all the words he utters be turned to his children someday. Remember, God never sleeps and God is always just. God will repay man according to what he has done.
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