Rivandy Lex: The Modern Military

Psychological Issues: Rivandy Lex 2.3

April 1, 2026 (Year of the Main Character Re:Zero - Natsuki Subaru), at 05:01, Rin held my body in deep sleep. He was enjoying the smell of my body. He didn't think I would wake up.

Rin accidentally woke me up and didn't let me out of her arms. I opened my eyes and looked around with an unknown gaze. I'm just a hitch and a burden by cheap girls. I lost that cheap body touch.

I woke up from my sleep. But I'm still scared. I have no hope of living. I want to die if the world gets worse.

"Rin. I beg. Don't leave me! I don't want to be alone anymore!" I begged Rin.

"Eh?! Why?!" Rin asked me.

"Because I don't want to lose you again! I don't want any more! I can't forget what I did! I made them …."

Rin hugged me and made me feel Rin's chest supple. I felt humiliated because I was a teenager filled with suffering and misfortune.

Rin replied, "It's not your fault! You are just an innocent man. I'm sure someday, you'll get something you didn't expect. You're just waiting for time."

I understood and felt Rin's warm embrace. I just fell silent with Rin's embrace. Instantly I fell asleep again. It was a good opportunity for Rin to leave me to sleep

Rin got up from her bed and immediately left me. He immediately took a towel and took a bath. After taking a long shower, she came up to me in a kimono towel. He hugged me warmly.

However, he did not expect ..there is drama that will come to him.

At 05:45, there was a girl with exhausting conditions. He came for me who was fast asleep because Rin was accompanying me to sleep.

"Yahoo! The rivandy! Sorry for my delay! I'll ... Eh?!" Akishima came up to me and was surprised by what he saw.

He saw me and Rin sleeping in bed. With Akishima's surprise, Rin awakens and turns to Akishima. He saw that there was a girl who was angry that I had been taken by the Widow of the Captors like Rin.

He asked,"Chotto! What are you doing, you Widow Snatch?!" With his sharp look.

Akishima approaches Rin and threatens her to stay away from me. Rin does not know that Akishima will make Rin depressed and become the Widow of the Captors.

"I can't believe you're here to take Rivandy from me. You've also been in bed with him. If you don't get away from him soon, I'll …." Akishima told Rin to get out of my room or get shot.

"No other choice! I saw crying. I couldn't stop her crying. So, ... I had to accompany her to make her calmer. You did that too, right? Well then, I won't be out until Rivandy feels calmer" replied Rin expressing her feelings.

"Only this .. can I do," Rin continued, unintentionally shedding her tears.

Akishima is surprised he doesn't understand why Rin went that far. He did that .. only for me.

Akishima lowered his rifle. Feeling sorry for Rin who tried so hard not to make me cry. I slept soundly not knowing Akishima's whereabouts. Akishima moved towards the big window and resisted the shattering. He looked at Moscow for a moment while showing Rin something.

Rin will know about Akishima.

"You know? Abject women like us have been underestimated. We are also victims of irresponsible people. We .. suffer because men only need our bodies and leave us with such ugly conditions."

"But, if we unite our forces, one day ..Rivandy will be even better. We will be with him to be beside him regardless of our bodies that have been despised or not. We don't have to fight anymore,"

"You must be Sima Rinko, the apartment with the Bawdy Girl, right?" Ask Akishima

"Yes. That's myname. I'll be Rivandy's wife. I won't let you take it away from me!"

When Akishima and Rin had a little chat, a girl approached them. The twintail girl opened my bedroom door and brought me something to practice with. You see, he saw what wasn't supposed to happen.

"Rivandy! I'm coming for you. I brought this to …." Aurora turned to me and stopped her words from seeing a girl sleeping with me.

"Dam! What are you doing here, you usurper?!" Aurora asked with a gaze filled with anger.

Rin answered nothing. Just a stiff silence with a pretty pale face.

"Why are you here?! You want to use that contemptible body so we can keep me away from Rivandy. You think that plan will work?!" Aurora asked with anger

"Of course not! I didn't do that. I just make it better. I had no intention of doing such a heinous thing," Rin refuted defending herself.

With that commotion, I woke up and was presented with a quarrel

.I don't know that fighting makes me scared. I can't take it anymore. Just because I .. things are getting worse.

"Stay away from him or I'll shoot you!" Threatening Aurora to take her gun.

"I wouldn't stay away from her if she suffered like this!" Reject Rin not to move.

"Then I will …." Auroras

"Stop!" I screamed while holding my head.

Aurora and Rin stopped the debate. Akishima just fell silent with a shout filled with fear.

"Why don't you guys understand that too?!"

"Why was I born in this fragile world? What good am I here for but in the end I got used too? I've become a wish-gratifying tool for you to be satisfied with this relationship."

"Do you want to want you dead? You see, if you see me in this bad state, they leave me, and then you want me dead. I'm no longer wanted." I covered my body with a blanket.

"Not that! I don't want you dead. I've been trying so hard to make you better" Aurora said.

"I give up my time so that you …." Rin's words stopped.

"Don't lie! I don't believe your talk anymore. I can't take it anymore!" I screamed while covering my face.

"Because of me, I made Evelyn leave Moscow. I can't persuade him anymore! I did make Aurora hurt by Evelyn's departure. I can't do anything anymore.”

"So, don't …." I started shedding my tears.

My tears started to drip onto the blanket. Aurora and Rin were silent for a moment with my words filled with despair. I don't understand all this fighting.

This could get me killed.

Akishima hugged me tightly. He let me shed my tears in his lap. They saw it silent for a moment. The atmosphere of the room became quiet with an inevitable despair.

“I'm asking you to get out of this room right now! I beg of you!” Akishima pleaded with the two girls.

Aurora and Rin left my room and let Akishima hug me. They were silent and didn't say a word. It's worse than usual. It's quite quiet and dark.

I can only be hugged warmly. The aura of Sakura flowers and makes me feel calmer. I felt Akishima's chest warm enough. I felt it again and again. No hugs made me want to kill myself.

After that hug, Akishima left me and made a license to keep me from entering the academy and attending lessons. I just kept quiet while doing my usual activities. I can't go to the academy. So, I'm gonna stay in the apartment with you for a while.

After that, .. I don't see Aurora and Rin anymore.

[*^*]

At 14:24, in a place, there was a woman in luxurious clothes. He met someone who met him. The man greeted with an honorable woman. They have a meeting with someone else.

"I have a task for you. Quite an important task here," tell the woman to the man.

"It! Look carefully!" Sodor that woman to that man

He took the photo to that person. The person looked at the photo for a moment and saw a photo of the person who had been in contact with something. Something pretty important.

"can't. I've been trying to beat that guy. But, he's too dangerous. I can't deal with that guy," the man refused wearing a spy hat.

"Huh?! I called you here to give you a task. You should obey me!" Grunt the woman.

The woman just fell silent. The agent left the place that the woman had met. He paused for a moment before saying something important to the woman. He'll face the man who's gonna kill him.

"One more thing, don't let your life drift before Mech 12 arrives!" The message of the man left the noble lady

The woman only heard while speechless a thousand languages. He only hears a code name that will protect him from multiple murders. The murder that will befall him.

"Mech 12?! Could too. I'll call him so he can get to that dirty town."

"He will obey my orders soon."

"Mech 12."

[*^*]

April 2, 2026, at 15:00, two girls visit a mansion. They run fast. They are being targeted because someone is meddling in the matter. However, that fellow did not let the pursuer pass by, so they could be safe for a while.

Upon his arrival at the mansion, he rang the bell for the man to open the gates of the mansion to the two noble girls. Shortly thereafter, there was a girl in black and black hair. His body is like Oneesan and he is quite experienced.

"Hello. What the hell are you guys coming here for?" Ask Aura who approached them.

"Let us in! Someone's after us!" Sinta answered in panic.

"Wait first! No hurry! I'll help you guys. Just relax!" Persuade Aura while opening the gates of the mansion.

"I can't explain it here. Too dangerous to stay here. So, let's talk about this inside," Diana proposed dragging Sinta.

"Come on! I'll drop you off in the living room. I will prepare tea for you guys," Aura's response closed the mansion gate and immediately went to the mansion room.

"So, consider it your own home!" Aura followed Diana and Sinta.

The two girls followed Aura and immediately headed to the room that was special for guests. They looked around putting on a stunning face due to the beauty of the mansion. They would be guided by Aura to the elegant living room.

Upon arriving, the two noble girls sat on soft seats. Aura to the kitchen and make tea. After that, he brought tea to the two girls.

"Can you help?!" Tanya Aura thrust tea at the two girls.

Diana and Sinta received and enjoyed the tea offered. They are in no hurry to drink tea. They were still calm and discussing something important. However, it was only for a moment that he gave Aura something of information.

"It's nasty! We were chased by a noble subordinate. Zera and Nina had already detained them. But, this was not enough to hold them. So, we immediately fled to a safe place," Diana explained quite rashly.

"Then, did you guys come here to seek protection?” Ask Aura.

"Yes. Is correct. We need to get away from that pursuer. We have to protect ourselves from them. So, ...”

“... please! We will do anything.Important, don't drive us!” Persuade Sinta to Aura while bowing her body.

Aura was only speechless with that request. With a smile on his lipstick, he accepted the request with pleasure.

“I received. I've sent someone to help Zera. He is a good and genuine boy. But, he must work hard to get something," explained Aura accepting Sinta.

"So, I'll protect you."

"really?! I'm so grateful to you. You are …." Sinta was really grateful to Aura.

"But you have to help me. You guys will …." Aura cut off the conversation.

"I'm ready to help you," Sinta accepted without thinking

The aura did not need to say anything more. Diana accepted immediately. This made Aura understand the feelings of the two of them. They won't let anyone hurt them.

"Come on! We have to clean up first! Just had a meal with Miss," Aura asked the two girls to clean up the mansion.

"Good!" They're accepting.

They came out of the mansion building and took care of the lush flowers in the spring. They water the plants and mow the already enlarged grass. They don't mind such a task.

They enjoy the activity

[*^*]

At 16:12, in apartment number 301, I was silent in a room with a memory I never forgot. I saw a shadow and a memory that broke some time ago.

I remember something I shouldn't remember. I just saw a failure I didn't know about. I don't understand why I live a life full of darkness and failure. I've disappointed two very important women. This is enough to destroy me.

Conflict and despair haunt me. Even though Akishima was beside me, I could not remain silent in a mistake that I would never forgive. I made a mistake that made the nightmare even more crazy.

I can't stand this problem anymore. It makes me want to kill myself in the dark. I don't care if Akishima will look for me again. I just want .. to disappear from here right now.

I have no other choice. I want to forget them all. I ... don't need any more.

I saw the shadow that had happened before. I saw Aurora hugging Evelyn who could no longer be helped. I suggested Evelyn leave Moscow.

The result, very cruel. I made that proposal come true. Aurora is deeply saddened by Evelyn's passing. I don't understand why I'm doing this. I just do my best.

I already know everything. I know who caused all this. Because of that figure, made Evelyn a robot. Robots in the worst possible effects. This is what keeps Evelyn locked up in my room.

It's all my fault. I made this amateur decision.

This is something that cannot be forgiven. I hurt Evelyn and reduced the number of schoolgirls in the academy. This doesn't mean I have to be quiet and cry over all this. I made all this. I don't understand why I'm doing this. My body moves on its own.

It's time .. I fix all that.

That's what I was thinking.

I immediately headed to the kitchen to sharpen the knife I used to kill. Then, I checked all the food available for my military needs. I don't mind any of this.

After preparing everything. I immediately put on my black suit as a vest to make enemy bullets not hit my body. I also wear my gloves. After that, I checked all my weapons.

Everything is ready. My bullets are still full. Gun too. So, I keep my rifle like I keep a sword in my back.

At 17:00, I'm ready to launch my action. I've worn all the military equipment. I opened the door and left a place that would never come back. I left the apartment, and someone I thought was important.

The plan is, I kill the goddamn noble and then leave Moscow and make my way to Siberia. It's a cold place so spies can't come after me anymore. I don't make the same mistake again.

I was determined to teach that goddamn noble a lesson. I can't let him live. I will kill all those who have made me suffer.

I left a building full of apartments. I walked in the afternoon and hid my identity. I hid myself from everyone. I can't tell anyone where I am.

I move in the shadows. Seeking information they do not know. They are not aware of my actions. I don't care if they're alive or not. I'll find them and kill them.

I already know the location of that luxurious house. Since Hanna sent me something, I went to Evelyn's address. It takes 30 minutes to walk. It can be up to 1 full hour.

I ran into an alley I had visited before. I was looking for Akishima who disappeared back then. I was exhausted and decided to go back to the apartment.

I can't forget them all. It's too horrible if I remember all of those things over and over again. I'm just an assassin who will take the life of a noble They're just like a nobleman with power.

But that doesn't apply to me. I'm sick of all this. Because of them, I lost Evelyn and made me unable to sleep peacefully.

With my footsteps, I will lead them to hell. I will not forgive them. Enough of all this unfair life!

I'm gonna finish you, you Goddamn it!