Rivandy Lex: The Modern Military

Psychological Issues: Shiori von Zuckerberg 1.3

november 26, 2025, at 06:00, the fall in Moscow will soon be over and winter will come. Me, the orange-haired girl and the orange-black eyes were already wearing academy uniforms, wearing black stockings and short skirts, as well as those black ties and plain white clothes. 

I remember the SD uniform when I was wearing this uniform. It doesn't feel like anything different about this. I'm like an elementary school kid who graduated to Junior High early. I speak Russian now. So, nothing's stopping me anymore.

After exiting my apartment, I intend to visit Shiori and invite her to leave together. My four friends have already left. They just left me. I sent them a message but they didn't read and reply to me.

As I approached Shiori's room, I pressed the door button to get her out. However, there was no reaction. Shiori was absent and opened the door. I opened the door twice and waited for Shiori again. However, Shiori was no more. I pressed the third bell, Shiori did not appear again. Maybe he left first or something. 

Having run out of patience, I set off for the academy right now. I took a cheap taxi and met the taxi driver. Then, he pointed the taxi driver to the academy with the Google Maps I gave him. 

Only a few students took taxis to the academy. It's because they're rich or they're in a hurry. I use this because I live in them. I'll reward them with that cab. 

[*^*]

After arriving at the academy, I waited for those who left me at the apartment..I wish I could take revenge. Therefore, I have prepared a secret weapon to prank them 

A toy gun that's almost like mine. The bullet was cold water. It's to threaten them and scare them. I hid at the entrance of the academy to await their arrival.

While running my actions, I ran away from my hiding place and treated them like a robbery. I approached him quickly and pulled the trigger, so the water was cold on their necks. 

“Feel it! That's why you left me,” my hiss with an evil aura of mine.

However, my target missed. I intend to do that to Farah, Wulan, Andika, or Yudha. It was Shiori with her body getting worse. I'm making it worse. Poor condition of his body with a touch of cold water. 

Since then, the problem has begun. 

Shiori was silent for a moment. He didn't move a bit, just stood in front of me. I came to my senses with and hid my toy gun. I'm trying to make my relationship with Shiori okay.

“Shiori. Apparently you're here? You alone? Not with others?” I asked Shiori who was silent rigidly.

“I'm sorry. I think someone else,” I continue to apologize.

Shiori did not respond to anything, only speechlessly gloomy with an apology from me. He couldn't accept that apology. Whether accepted or not. I don't understand he's always keeping his distance from me. 

He suddenly ran away from me and left me at the academy's gate. Then, he held back his cries as he felt a fairly dark past. I won't let Shiori walk alone anymore. I kept the toy gun in my pants pocket and ran immediately.

“Shiori! Waitme! Don't leave me!” Bella chased after Shiori who shed her tears.

I guess I was too much. I didn't expect that Shiori would hurt me if I pricked her. 

Arriving at the class, I approached Shiori and immediately spoke to her even longer. Before that, I saw him sitting with that gloomy face. However, I felt a wave sounding in my ear.

Diana and Sinta come to class and call me, “Bella darling!” 

I said, “What?” Look at them both.

“Please collect this task on Bu Mila, dong,” pinta Sinta with her angel color.

“Hah? Why should I do that?”

“Please! Rivandy just accepted it sincerely,” Oceh Sinta.

I surrendered. I gave up on their persuasion. They mentioned the name Onii-chan again. If I meet him, I'll pay him back later.

I take the paper and leave immediately, “I'll collect this task and go straight back here.” 

I don't know what Miss Mila told me.  Most of the teachers gave us assignments with PDF and Word forms. Everything is typed, not written anymore.

“See you soon, sweet little boy!” Praise Diana for actually mocking me.

“We will always support you,” continued Sinta.

Basic Oneesan! I'm the lolita envious of them. I hope there are others who are lucky to me. I hope Onii-chan isn't being teased by them.

[*^*]

At 10:01, the hours of the academy lesson are over. I finished hearing the teacher's explanation approaching Shiori to take her somewhere. However, Shiori dodged from me. I don't understand what he's doing. Why is he avoiding me?

I ran after him. We dropped out of class and chased each other. We ran aimlessly. Shiori ran away in order to hide her whereabouts.  I didn't let him get away this time. I also did not allow him to suffer anymore.

I don't care about other thoughts. I chose to postpone Ms. Minerva's assignment rather than lose Shiori. Worse, Shiori will stay away from me. I don't care if my running speed is slower than Shiori's. I had to chase him down and arrest him to be given further details.

I won't let my classmates run away from me.

“Shiori! Waitme! Are you still mad at me?” I'm chasing after Shiori.

“You seem to be evading me,” I continued holding my breath.

Shiori did not reply. He was just looking straight ahead and looking for a hiding place I didn't want to let him escape again. Even if it pays my life.

However, I cannot chase after him. Shiori is too fast. With that, I chose to stop running after Shiori. her speed could reach 10 m/s. He can run 100 meters in 10 seconds.

When I turned left, I did not see Shiori. He's not around and I'm trying to find him all over. Both my eyes traced the surroundings of the academy around If he wasn't around, I would have to look for clues to find him. However, there is nothing I can find.

Comeon! I need some clues to find Shiori.

Is this all Valhalla's doing?

I don't know what Valhalla is. It's important I have to find Shiori first and ask all of this. 

I set my breath so I could look for him again. After that, I searched for him all over the academy. Shiori who was hiding immediately returned towards the class She ran while holding back her feelings.

After searching for him for quite a while, I did not find his whereabouts. I didn't realize that the students and students had already returned to the classroom and taken the lessons.

As soon as I got to class, the Geography teacher was already in front of me.  He was already holding a sword weapon of his which was the legacy of his grandfather. The teacher looked at me and asked for information about this delay.

“Where have you been?” Ask the teacher.

“I searched for Shiori and ..”

“Shiori is here and you're running around. Now that I ask you to stand in the hallway until school comes home later,” scolds the teacher viciously.

“But, Sir, ...” Bella denounces.

“Follow my order!” The teacher snapped at Bella.

I walked out of the classroom and stood in the hallway feeling annoyed. I don't understand what he's doing. He got me punished in the hallway. I don't like being treated like that. I just asked him my question and he ran away from me.

Retaliation time!

I don't want to have to ask her even if I'm angry!

[*^*]

The academy hours are over. All students and students come home from the academy and carry out their respective activities. They can visit the park before they go home. I don't know why the romance at this academy is growing. Well...maybe they are pretty good senior Sinta.

In Class I Soshum A, all students and schoolgirls go home and disperse with their bags. I immediately found out Shiori was going home and asked for something even though I was treated badly.

This is my chance or not at all. 

Shiori left the classroom when her class was already quiet. I immediately confronted him and would not let him escape.

“You can't run away from me anymore,” My resolve won't let you escape. 

This situation is getting more and more compelling. An unavoidable quarrel. Shiori and I looked sharply at each other. An increasingly tempestuous aura of tension to be vaped by me.

Finally, Shiori opened her voice. He replied, “Bella. Let me through and don't come near me!”

“Why you? Why are you staying away from me?” I asked with my overflowing emotions.

“I invited you to the cafeteria and you refused. I also refused the monthly rent. Not only me, you also refused to other office workers and my friend,” some me about the events that have happened.

“I was punished by the geography teacher and stood in the hallway until coming home just because of you! You also feel uncomfortable if I am beside you.”

“What makes you want to avoid? You hate me? Just tell me you hate you! I'll stay away from you tomorrow."

Shiori was only speechless with the curses that were thrown. I was getting angry at him and upset by his silent actions. I approached her and grabbed her by the collar. Then, I slapped him many times so that he would answer my questions. But, for free. Shiori still did not reply.

“Hoi! Answer it! Don't just shut up! Answer my question!”

“The mouth was used to speak! If you don't have a mouth, you better not have a mouth at all! I'm already pissed off with you. ”

“I don't want to say that. I don't want to answer. I don't know,” Shiori replied as she shook her head.

“Do not know! I've had enough of your attitude lately!” My snap hit Shiori and Shiori fell to the floor.

Shiori couldn't stand up because with that snapping. A hard enough inner pressure will not make it any stronger.

“Answer my question, you loner! I don't want to be dissolved by this question!” I pulled out the real gun and shot Shiori. 

Shiori did not fight back. He was just shot by me. I don't care anymore. I'm already pissed at him. He's not the guy I know. She's just a lousy, loser girl.

After venting my anger, I immediately left from Shiori who was already lying on the floor. I picked up my bag in class and immediately went home to my apartment. I also booked a taxi because I'm lazy to walk now.

After leaving the academy by taking a taxi, Shiori decided to go home and let out her tears as she walked. After arriving at the apartment full of tears, he immediately entered his room and would not come out again.

[*^*]

At 18:13, Shiori let out her tears and screams as a pretty loud cry. He lay on a bed with a needle attached to it. A cry was let out loud and remembered something that hurt him. 

He felt as if his life was over. 

After his cries stopped, he returned to the torture chamber with heavy strides. He entered the torture chamber and in front of him, there was a torture chamber (Iron Maiden) that was already in his gaze. 

He took off all his clothes before torturing himself. After which, he locked the Iron Maiden door and felt the agony with the needle inside. He tuned the Iron Maiden so it could be opened the next day. 

Free. No one can survive that long. 

He shouted as he felt pain with the thorns entering his body. He cried out of remorse, only standing with wounds and blood running all over his body.

No one else was by his side. He was alone in the middle of darkness. 

I'm sorry, Bella. I can't be with you. I'll be dead tomorrow ~ Shiori von Zuckerberg.

Amidst such a loud cry, a said, “I'm sorry for this useless one! I'm just a girl who can't be expected.'

He continued to say what he had said before leaving the mortal and fragile world. He could not imagine the warmth when he had a friend. He was a loner and unwanted. 

He also hoped that the thorn would stab his heart slowly.

Every second, every minute and hour has passed. The thorn was increasingly piercing his increasingly weakened body. Shiori would not stop crying because she felt the pain of Iron Maiden.

He remembered something in his dream. 

he remembered the dark and gloomy past.