Rivandy Lex: The Modern Military

Nightmare and Trauma: Academy Student Hatred 1.2

At 16:45, I went head-to-head with Reinhardt. Reinhardt fell silent without moving a bit. He was only a few centimeters away from me. I stepped on my feet to get close to him.

The footsteps I was emitting approached the bed and I was already preparing to clench my hands to beat him up. I immediately went into the bed area and pushed Reinhardt to the floor of his room.

Reinhardt did not fight back and moved at all. I just stood up when he fell. I could do something bad to her.

I kicked his head. He's bleeding from his nose. I don't give a shit. I stepped on his head repeatedly. He can't fight me. He just fell silent loudly.

"Dam! What's up, you weakling?!" I made fun of Reinhardt because he was so weak in front of women.

“Why do you just shut up, Reinhardt?!” I dropped his head on the floor.

Reinhardt simply fell silent while enduring the pain. I always hit his head. His head is too hard. There's no other choice. I woke him up and immediately launched my punch.

“That's enough! I'm sick of you. You're a better killer to die!” I hit his chest.

He fell on the floor and felt a loud bang. He did not scream at all. He was like a teenager being bullied by a herd. I am the representative of all of them. I came here to beat him up.

I stepped on his stomach and did it many times. He still did not scream at all. I was getting annoyed with his behavior like that. I still don't understand why he's so weak and helpless at all. It's sicker than a shitty kid like Spongebob.

It's a great opportunity for me to vent my anger on him. The resentment in my feelings made me want to step on all of his hammer. I don't know why I did such a cruel thing to her. It can kill his feelings.

Why is he still not yelling so that I would want to beat him up even more?

Somehow Reinhardt was so weak and helpless. I beat him up and kicked him when he was weak. I still kicked his head after I tilted his body. I still kicked his chest and wished he could not breathe and died in vain.

Moscow spring is still cloudy. There was no sign of rain falling. Many cars and other vehicles are passing by. With that cloudy atmosphere, some settlements turned on the lights and took their clothespins that had dried up.

I already made my escape route after I could beat him up. I accelerated my kick. He doesn't feel anything anymore. He felt hollow as I kicked his body. I treated her like a child worth hurting. He could never fight.

"It's all your fault! If you're not around, no one gets hurt!" I kicked Reinhardt like football.

"You shouldn't have been born here! You're a murderer and I won't forgive you" I'm unstoppable.

"Why don't you attack me like a noble, you idiot?!" I kicked him in the head and broke his heart and feelings.

Reinhardt just fell silent stiffly because of that. I won't make him understand. I hit his already weakened chest. He did not bleed from his chest. He only experienced swelling of his fragile chest. I'm still not satisfied because he's still not screaming in pain.

"I'm gonna finish you right now!"

I made a very fatal mistake. I did this to express my feelings and hatred for her. I've forgotten all the days I've been doing with him. I won't call her Onii-chan anymore. I already hate him.

I ignored Kotori's words before being dishonorably punished. I lied to Shiori and ran away from my class. I made a pretty fatal mistake myself. It was to leave the classroom and threaten someone. This is enough for me to commit a great sin.

I don't care about human logic. I don't need it. Facing the devil like him. He was very weak and helpless. It's better if I take his life. I did not let him live in this world.

It's like the pearl of Lelouch Ramperouge (Lelouch IV Britannia) who says that if you want to defeat criminals, you have to be a villain first to defeat them. I'd be a murderer if I wanted to kill him. I'm not killing a human. I just killed the devil.

I'll finish him off so he doesn't live anymore. I'm not gonna let him just run away. With my anger and hatred, I will execute this demon on my feelings. I don't want to know why I did this cruel thing. I should have, I didn't. But, it's too late. I can't go back.

I am not satisfied with my plan. I'm gonna make him scream in pain. I'll .. make him scream right now.

I took out my Desert Eagle and aimed a shot at it. I aimed my attack at his still-swollen chest. I can't stop this torture. I will not stop until he suffers. He was born to suffer and I will make him suffer even more.

I'm gonna finish with my bullet that I'm launching. I let out a shot, so the sound of the shot blared throughout his room. I shot him in the chest and his chest was bleeding a lot after I filled 7 bullets in 35 ammo.

The apartment is still neat. However, his room was already filled with blood from the bullets lodged in his chest. I shot him so many times that he screamed in pain. I shot him in the neck and hoped he wouldn't live again. He will be expelled from the academy because he will die.

However, ….

Damnit damnit! Why isn't he screaming right now? In fact, I had already filled my ammo and was expecting him to die. He can still live with the bullets lodged in his body. I don't understand why he's still alive in the middle of a bullet entering his body.

I did the same thing so Reinhardt wouldn't move again. I'm still shooting in a row. The gun in my hand was shaking as the bullet came out of the gun. Reinhardt felt a shot hit his body. His blood came out heavily. I'm still spending my bullets to take his life.

I spent all my feelings on him. I put a bullet in his body that was starting to break. I charged up and shot him quickly so he would die easily.

"Dead you! Die you! Die you, Demon Reinhardt!"

After finishing the bullet, I immediately pulled back my gun and stomped on Reinhardt's foot violently. He can't do anything. He was only speechless with the number of shots and suffering he was doing.

"Come on! Kill me! Why are you still weak and not immediately attack me, Reinhardt?!" I forced Reinhardt to kill me.

"I don't want to see you who's weak and like a girl! What the hell are you doing?! Stand up and fight me, you fool!"

I scolded Reinhardt like a weak and helpless child. I got addicted to sadistic acts and kicked him more and more. I'm not gonna let that guy in and see me torture him.

After I vented my anger at Reinhardt, I stopped all of it. Blood and wounds were painted on his body. He can't do anything anymore. He was such a poor and useless teenager.

"I hate you, you devil! You mustn't approach Shiori and Kotori forever!" I forbade him from approaching Shiori and Kotori.

I left her and held back my feelings after closing the door to her room. I can't shed my tears. I'd love to get out of here right now. I can't take it anymore. I have to go home with my groceries left in my living room.

After opening the door and closing it back, I immediately ran away and would not take any more responsibility. I don't see any CCTV in this apartment. I ran away soon and won't show myself again.

After I left, there was a girl who came out of her apartment. He closed the apartment and heard a door closed dimly. He immediately entered the apartment I had been to.

He's gonna check what happened to Rivandy.

[*^*]

He entered the apartment. He did not see the strangeness that happened to the apartment. Everything is clean and tightly closed. He did not see the strange thing that happened at that time. He'll check on me because his time is free right now.

"Moshi Moshi? Rivandy's? What's up?" Akishima asked immediately knocking on my door.

(Moshi Moshi \= Hello, Japanese used for calling)

The knock on the door did not respond to anything. He tapped it a few times so that those inside the apartment could hear a knock from Akishima. However, there is still no response. Akishima was upset with no response. So, he did the reckless thing, which was to open the door greedily.

"Come on! Don't just shut up! I came here for …."

"Rivandy! You why? Why are you hurt like this?! Then, who did this bad to you?!"

Rivandy answered nothing. He opened his eyes and saw Akishima in front of him. He doesn't know what happened to him. That was enough for him to endure the suffering. No one understands Rivandy's feelings.

"Rivandy! Please answer me! Why are you quiet?! Do I have to stay in your apartment and take care of you?"

Rivandy hugged Akishima. He hugged like a figure that was important to him. With that, Rivandy .. drained his tears on Akishima's chest. He cried loudly because his wounds and suffering always haunted him.

"Hey! Why are you crying?!" Akishima asked to see her crying.

"It hurts! I can't hold it much longer! I'm so scared. I don't want to feel it anymore! Why was I born and lived this suffering? Am I not wanted? I am a very suffering person. I …. I ... don't want to deal with them anymore."

"They kicked me and expected me to die! I can't fight them. I can't run anymore. I ... would love to think of suicide. Besides, they'll curse me as a demon."

"I don't want to live anymore!" Rivandy finished his curses.

With that cry, it made Akishima pity me. He hugged me with a wound. He felt the same as before. He will protect me until the end of his life.

"Already! I don't care if they hurt you. I don't care if they treat you badly either. As long as it's me, you can't be hurt anymore."

"Maybe they'll expect you to die. They can do a gripping curse for you. But not with me. I don't want to make you feel worse. I want to be like a mother just for you. If I may, I'll be your wife."

"If you're still scared, I'll hold you until you feel calm. If you want, I will marry you and live happily with you. This is enough for me. It's just, I need to wait a few more years."

"Don't lie to me! You won't understand anymore! I was born to be like this! I don't want to hear that lie anymore! I'll die if I have to. Now I'm …." Rivandy is stubborn.

Akishima slaps Rivandy. He was fed up with the nonsense and did not want to hear any more complaints. Akishima felt Rivandy was like Luffy who had lost Ace during the war at Marineford. With her figure, Akishima will become Jinbe for her.

"Just calm! I'll be here for you. So, cry! I'm so glad you're important to me. If you don't mind …."

"I want you to enjoy this embrace of my humiliated body. I am a despicable person. But, at least, .. This will help you. Help you out of this suffering."

"I won't .. make you suffer again. Forever."

With that, Rivandy shed his tears again. It's harder than ever. However, the embrace was tighter. Akishima really enjoyed that hug filled with suffering. It's like a very compatible lover.

"I'm sorry! I-i'm sorry! I-i'm sorry! I fear. I don't want any more. I. .. want you to want .. to be next to me. Don't leave me! I beg! I'll do anything just for you."

"I .. love you."

With that hug, that beautiful moment repeated itself again. Love and affection make the lovers even warmer. These lovers are getting better.

Rivandy and Akishima hugged each other with bodies that suffered enough.

[*^*]

At 18:10, the sun sets in Moscow. Office workers leave their offices and go home. Service work in Moscow stopped their services. In fact, some continue their work because there is a deadline.

It's happened like before.

I went home to my apartment and arrived almost at night. I forgot all about it and hope I don't forget it. I want to stay away from him forever

Shortly after, Andika greeted me and approached me with a pleasant face. But this is not enough for me. I was still lethargic and painted my face gloomily. This is enough. I'm going to go home and forget all that.

"Bella´s. You're overdue. What are you doing tonight?" Ask Andika.

"none. I just brought this to you. I'm sure you like it." I gave something to Andika.

"Buckoo! This is what I was looking for. Action Figure F1 from Hot Wheels! How did you get this?!" Andika asked accepted and her eyes glazed over.

"I'm being given from the cashier. He said I got a good discount. So, this is for you. You can take it," I replied immediately back to the apartment.

"Thank you, Bella. I'll take good care of her," thank you Andika with a smile.

He smiles at me. I just kept quiet and didn't reply. Andika was just confused as to what I was doing. I left it and headed to my apartment. This is my choice. I don't really want to anymore. I'm sick of all this.

So, I need to get back to my apartment. I want to shut myself up because I want to disappear from all this. I am a child who is still not mature for growth. I'm still an amateur. They're correct. I was a little kid.

It's not too late to be alone. However, this is a good opportunity for me so that I can hold everything back. I decided to be alone before they greeted me.

They can't see me in this condition.

After entering my apartment without greeting the others, I stored all my groceries and headed to my bathroom. I took off all my clothes and took a shower as usual. After putting on soap and shampoo, I put on my kimono towel. I didn't change my clothes. I let you wear this kimono towel.

I did this so that my growth would grow rapidly. I want to grow my mountains that are still like land. I'd love for me to grow up and they won't call me a kid again.

I want to grow up like before. I'm tired of kids.

I just decided to lock myself in a kimono towel that was on my body. I just lay there staring at the ceiling of the apartment in my room. I felt alone even though there was a friend beside me.

It doesn't matter how many friends I have. But I am a girl who is alone. I feel like Reinhardt is very sick right now. He could not get close to Shiori and Kotori for good.

With that, I will not approach her and live my life normally.

I hope ... this time, no one comes near me. I'd love to be alone in this dark apartment, locking the door so there's no robbery. I didn't turn on my apartment lights because I was lazy..I lost my appetite. I can't cook and have dinner for now.

Leave me! No one comes near me!

[*^*]

In a company located in Moscow. There is a company that is operating. A CEO who came away from Bandung by plane and was ushered in by his personal driver for a good reason.

A CEO was well-received by employees in Moscow. The CEO walked into his office and checked a document he wanted to see. Do not forget to reply to remarks from employees and managers about the branch company that was built.

In his office, he saw a document being read. He read the documents intensively. He saw all the abilities and advantages used by the outstanding student.

"I found you Now, you can't run from me. Spyxtria Military Academy, Class I Soshum A, Anivesta Bella!"