Rivandy Lex: The Modern Military

Psychological Issues: Rivandy Lex 1.7

The next day, at 07:00, Akishima and I were in bed together. I felt Akishima's body as fragrant as a Sakura. I'm calm now.open my eyes and look at him who's tired.

At the same time, Akishima woke me up. Then, take a shower and immediately put on her t-shirt. She was wearing a short brown skirt. I fell silent while wearing the clothes given by Akishima.

I'm still freaked out. Nightmares and trauma are still present.

But, ...

At least, Akishima was beside me.

“I go first. If you want anything, tell me! I'll give you something,” saying Akishima turned to me and in front of my room door.

I nodded at the bed with a bandage on my body. I didn't make a sound after experiencing something dramatic. I was still silent in bed with the shirt worn.

He left me and got out of my apartment. I was silent and settled into a room like Evelyn at that moment. I felt the same way with him, the fear of nightmares and trauma.

It's all my fault. I made Evelyn leave Moscow.

[*^*]

At 08:01, a sidewalk junction was crowded due to a holiday in Moscow. Many Moscow residents spend their time in the spring. Students in general, especially students and students of the academy relax at home or go to the park to forget all their work.

Two minutes later, there were 2 teenagers carrying small irregular cakes. Due to an incident, the cake was not symmetrical

Soon enough, Aurora and Zhukov came here in fine condition. Saphine approached those who happened to be passing by. So, they're huddled for a reason.

“Eh? Coincidentally we are gathered here,” said Saphine turned to them for a moment.

"Yes. I'm called Akishima, " Zhukov said briefly.

“I too," Hammer continued.

In the middle of the conversation, a girl approached them. She's with her broad shirt and her short skirt. His footsteps made them look at the girl.

They saw Akishima walking towards them. They paid attention to Akishima and immediately called her name to discuss something.

“Akishima!” Call them no wonder to Akishima.

Akishima approached them. Then, stop the move. Then, he cried out in pain like a child. They became astonished with such a childish attitude. Everyone was astonished by Akishima's childlike behavior

“Akishima. What's wrong with you?” Aurora asked to see Akishima crying.

“Sick!” Akishima replied screaming in pain while crying.

“Why are you complaining of pain?” Saphine asked in confusion.

“Rivandy puncture is very painful! I'm not going to put up with a cut on my chest.Chopper just can't treat me. So, I held that wound until it was done,” he continued making the cry even louder.

They want to pat their foreheads. There is no need to serve a child like Akishima. Saphine sighed because Akishima had still not changed. Aurora wanted to ridicule him. However, he abandoned that intention for Akishima's sake.

“I've guessed. You are a strong ass. However, in the end, you were whiny as well,” taunted Zhukov with a wry smile.

“You did mock me!” Rengek Akishima held Zhukov's shoulder.

“No! This is indeed reality,” Zhukov said making Akishima grumble.

“You two. What about the cake?” Tanya Saphine turned to Denis and Hammer.

“Again a little charred. I want to fix it. But, it's too late. I'll be picked up by Cherry if she tastes my cake,” Denis replies sidelined with her brother.

“But, we dropped it on the pavement. So, the cake is a mess like this,” Hammer story without the slightest guilt.

“Basic sloppy! You'll make Rivandy sad,” Saphine's nagging puff up her cheeks.

“Sorry. Hehehe.” Denis and Hammer are starting to whine.

“Oh yes. I'd like to ask. Where's that Raunchy Girl?” Tanya Akishima refers to Sheeran.

“Sheeran?!” They all thought about Sheeran.

“I've contacted and sent a message to Telegram. However, he did not answer me though,” Aurora replied honestly.

“Tch! When Rivandy was in trouble what did he do?“ Akishima complains to Sheeran who is not around.

“Come! We're looking at Rivandy!” Take Zhukov to the teenagers who are huddled.

They took it well and headed to my apartment. Akishima walks by Aurora's side and makes plans so I can come back.

They'll surprise me even if this isn't enough. This is all they do.

[*^*]

At 12:00, I was still in bed all day. Not out of my room. I want to stay here. I know how Evelyn feels. He locked himself in my room all day. I slept in bed with Aurora I even kissed and felt each other's bodies.

This makes Evelyn will not be back forever. I made the wrong decision. I am also still weak with authority with that damn noble.

I hope ... My life ends like Evelyn.

However, there was a girl approaching me. He persuaded me to get out of my room.

"Come on. The rivandy! We're out!" Take Akishima with my hand.

I'm still freaked out. Trying to avoid the door. I'm afraid they're looking at me pitifully.

"It's okay. If I lie, I will be a despicable woman to you" Akishima's determination is to become a filthy woman if she betrays me.

"Stop! I don't want to go out! I can't. They're gonna hate me. They know that I'm a killer" My barrel won't let me out.

"You can definitely. I'll help you. I won't let them hurt you" Akishima persuaded me to stay with her.

"So, come! I'll protect you!" Akishima.

I feel more calm. Not that I can be completely safe. There is still fear being felt. I'm still afraid of them. They don't know what I've been suffering all this time.

I had to follow his orders. I don't believe in any of this. I'm sure ... will be feared with nightmares and trauma.

If Akishima betrays me, she takes off all her clothes and always accompanies me to the end.

We came out of my room and waited for their arrival. We felt like a couple waiting for a guest. It makes me a new memory. Memories of the future.

There was a knock on the door from the apartment door. That knock sounded in my head. There was a girl coming to me. It's just, he feels sorry for me.

"Excuse me" said a girl opening the door

The girl, Saphine Vera, approached me and approached me. He was leisurely sitting in front of me who was terrified with his smile, making me not sure he would hurt me.

Shortly thereafter, 3 teenagers brought gifts immediately in. The rest, Aurora who was by their side. He was casually sitting next to Saphine. Denis and Hammer sit opposite Saphine and Aurora. Zhukov confronted me and Akishima.

This confused me. Will they ... do something painful or not?

I don't know. I'll know later.

"We gave you a cake. I don't know when your birthday is. But, this is an order from Zhukov. There is no other option" Hammer continued.

"Hey. Rivandy. Ye know? We'd love to make you better. It's just, I want you to be as healthy as ever and go through the usual activities. I can't give you anything. At least I came here to comfort you," Saphine confided in me.

I don't understand what they're saying anymore. The words left me unable to say anything.

"Tara!" Denis and Hammer open a messy cake.

I was confused by my own vision. I was surprised by the messy cake. I thought it was a failure. However, this signifies like me.

"It's quite a mess, Ri-chan!" Denis warned me about that messy cake.

"The temple has an accident. Eventually, I made it like this" Hammer continued.

Zhukov sighed with carelessness the two of them. Aurora just smiled looking at their behavior. He also felt sorry for me who was fixated on the cake.

I tried a messy cake with a little tasting. I used my knife to cut in an instant and used the knife like a fork. Then, eat.

After tasting the cake, I felt a bitterness in my mouth. Given all the bitterness I've experienced before. There's no other choice. I reveal the ugliness of this cake.

"It ... bittersweet. It's as bitter as my life" I commented, wanting to shed tears on my cheeks.

They feel sorry and pity for me. It's really bitter. But, this is indeed fitting for circumstances like me.

I feel scared this time. Want to avoid them. However, it is intercepted by Akishima. He won't let me escape this time. I looked at them amidst the tears that would flow out in my eyes.

"Why have you done so far? Though, I just …." I express all the fear I have.

*Rivandy. If you weren't around, I wouldn't be here until now. I might be on sale by now. So don't blame yourself!" Saphine comforted me by remembering what happened.

"You remind me of my hopes and aspirations. I may not realize that I'm becoming a night girl. But, with you being injured, I will be ready to treat you. Even if it's impossible, I'll do it. Whether I'm capable of being a psychologist and a general practitioner, I do."

"So, I don't want to make you sad anymore" Saphine admitted.

I can't believe what I've done. I did kill. But, it was to save Saphine from the striped man. I don't know until when I keep doing this.

Denis began to rise and confess. He will explain all his feelings to me.

"Richa-chan. I won't be like this because of you. I never knew when this would happen. Since you hurt yourself, it makes me free from the shackles of evil. So, don't think about your mistakes!"

"You made me what I am today, Ri-chan!"

I was surprised by Denis' words. They will never forget me. I forget them and remember all the nightmares.

"Eh?!"

"That's right, Ri-chan! I never realized that you were helping me. You're gonna clean all the apartments and find me. Then, you killed all the bad guys that were chasing me. You're willing to get hurt because of me."

"So, I'm here to return the favor to you."

Hammer too. My existence is not necessarily in vain. I'm not aware of any of this. Why are they doing this for me? In fact, I was afraid that this would happen again.

"Rivandy. Don't think of nobles anymore! I've had enough. I was so scared back then. I smashed some of the furniture to vent my anger. I think all men are the same. I don't know why I became like this and ended up with the darkness that I went through "

"I'm sober. You made me believe again. I hurt you. I was unconscious at the time. But you gave me a second chance. A second chance to love each other. Therefore, I became overprotective and did not know of your hurtful feelings."

"One more time, thank you. You've hurt him by what you did. He's gonna die."

"So, I want to repay your kindness. I'll protect you. I won't hurt you anymore.*

I don't know. Aurora too. They don't care about me being scared and creepy. They don't care if I kill them sadistically. They only care what I did before.

"Rivandy. Look what you're doing! You've got them gathered. You just don't realize what you're doing. You just have to do what you do. I don't even believe you did the hurt and suffering you faced."

"So don't think about your past! You're in front of us. They're here for you! Don't think we came here to hurt you!"

"I will protect you until you become stronger. After that, we will fight together and achieve our success, which is to pass."

"We're going to accomplish this together. After graduation, we will work and have another reunion. It will be a memory for all of us. What's here will be a good memory. Memory to replace that dark past "

I remember that warmth. I was not aware of my previous life. I was just busy lamenting the dark and hateful past. I don't know what's happening to me right now.

I feel like crying. But, I want to cry on Akishima's lap. Because that's what makes me want to shed my tears.

After they comforted me, one by one they disappeared. They have to work side by side at the cafe. Saphine has to shop at the super along with Aurora.

Akishima and I went to the room and hugged. I started shedding tears like yesterday. I want to go back. I want to be given another chance.

I want to go back with them..

But I'm afraid this is happening again. I made all the students and students of the academy that scared.

I want to be hugged warmly and shed my tears.

I want them to believe me.

[*^*]

A room in the hospital, some patients are hospitalized. The doctors immediately treated those who were filled with fear..

However, there was a patient moving with his aura of hatred. He rose from his sleep. However, he could no longer do anything.

"What's wrong?" Ask the doctor to see a patient who is struggling.

"Don't know. He was like this just now," the other doctor replied in a panic.

However, there was a voice that seemed to threaten me. He got up and shouted. The doctors were shocked by the hateful condition of the students..

Richard, Elizabeth V, the academy student who still has a chance to live. Although briefly, he delivered a message after the defeat of a noble assassin.

"You're gonna pay for all this!"

"I'm going to destroy you, Reinhardt Elizabeth V!"

After that message, his body was not moved anymore. Doctors are confused about a dying patient. The doctors could not cure him. The health projector indicated that Richard was dead. Aurora could not heal him because the wound Richard received was severe.

Amidst the panic, one saw the death of an academy disciple. He reported something important to Cherry. He gets the same report to the other students, so it becomes a decision.

"Report. It's doctor. I reported to the principal of the academy. Richard Meleouse Elizabeth V is dead. Repeated. Richard Meleouse Elizabeth V is dead."

"alright. Good job and back to work!" Cherry's decision was delivered.

"Ready! I'll go back and identify the case of death."

"I think I should make another report.*

[The number of students and students of the Spyxtria Military Academy Class of 2025 from 255 to 254]

[The number of students and students of the Spyxtria Military Academy Class of 2023 from 95 to 93]