Rivandy Lex: The Modern Military

Psychological Issues: Rivandy Lex 1.5

At 10:47, I was walking in Moscow with a lot of blood and wounds wetting my body. Walk continuously without stopping and do not care about anyone anymore. I've had enough of all the nightmares and won't be going back to the academy anymore because they all hate me.

I didn't bring anything. I just keep my knife in my pants pocket. The AWM gun and the Deagle Pistol were kept in my pants pocket. I still keep my gun so I can kill the people who come near me. No one can come near me. If I had to, I would kill them all.

No one knows how I feel.

I was just walking in the middle of spring that would rain a few hours later. Looked at my body full of wounds. I felt my body getting heavier to walk.

However, I continued walking to get to my apartment and looked for a place to dispel these memories.

At 11:02, it was raining in Moscow. Many Moscow residents avoided the rains that spring. I was just walking in the middle of the rainy season. I was in the rain and felt pain in my body. My eyes look dead.

It reminds me of something. I felt hated and could not forget. With this rain, it makes me want to die. No one could understand this wound. It's not a physical injury. It's more of a mental wound that's already broken. Broken like Evelyn.

I started running with the rain and tried to forget it. I don't want to stop running from reality. I'm not what I wanted. I'm just a .. noble killer.

“I hate you.” That voice was heard from that one.

Damnit damnit! I want to cry hard. However, there is no. No one understands. There is nothing ….

Wh why?

Why they ….

They're all!

They're all!

I …

I can't say anything anymore. Because of running, I fell in the rain with the sidewalk near the park. It's pretty quiet. No one knew I was hurt. My body can't move anymore. Just lying on the street near the park. I had to stand up and walk full of struggle. Walking in the middle of the rainy season. I let myself get a disease like COVID 19 before.

I felt a bitter failure. A failure that cannot be forgiven.

Arriving at the apartment, I went in and opened my door. I

I walked to my room and locked my apartment. Not to forget, I prevented others from entering. I won't let them know. Better, I shut myself up like Evelyn did.

I bowed while shedding tears that had been held back. I can't hold back anymore. I can't go back. I just ran away from them. I ...

I'm alone.

No one understands my feelings.

Leave me alone forever!

[*^*]

At 12:01, the academy lesson begins. I'm not in class. Nina asked Aurora for my condition. Aurora answered nothing. They were very worried about my existence. However, no one knows where I went.

They won't be able to find me again.

Aurora leaves the classroom and meets Akishima. And Sheeran as well. Saphine and Zhukov gathered near Class I Saintek C. They immediately gathered and discussed something.

“Akishima. Did you see that group?” Zhukov asked seriously.

“Umu. L saw. Rivandy killed them all,” Akishima replied with his dark face.

“I can't believe Rivandy killed him,” murmured Aurora lowered her head.

“My darling. Why did he become like this? Did I meet a monster that I had believed in?” Sheeran asked withstanding his fear.

“Nee. What happened to Rivandy? I don't know what happened to him,” asked Saphine to worry about me.

“I'll tell you with my view. So, listen to me!” Akishima will take the story seriously.

Akishima related the incident to Zhukov. They listened to all the stories well and correctly. Then, they found out what happened to me and the three nobles.

“I thought he ran away. Why didn't you stop him?” Zhukov asked Akishima.

“There is no other option. There is nothing I can do,” Akishima replied coldly.

“But, if this continues, we will lose Rivandy!” Saphine began to worry about my condition.

Sheeran was still silent with that disbelief. Aurora pity me. He tried to get to me and protect me. But there was nothing he could do to me because no one would save me anymore.

“Akishima. What should we do with Rivandy? I don't want her to be like this continue,” restless Aurora feels bad about my suffering.

Akishima was silent with every complaint he heard. Everything around him made me want to think of something. He remembered that I had gone to great lengths to bring Akishima out of that darkness.

“Hei! Why are you quiet?! Say something!” Saphine was worried.

“Akishima. What am I supposed to do? I promised him I'd stay together. Eventually, I .. I believed him. But, I don't understand.” Aurora spoke of the ring.

Akishima was silent. He has to do something alone. Without the intervention of others. He'll run his act to save me.

It's all because he believed in me.

It's time for Akishima to take me out of the dark!

“Kalian. Get into the activity as usual!”

“I want to skip a minute! I don't really want to take military lessons just yet. So, I'd like to skip a minute. So, send greetings to the military teacher later," the message immediately went from before them.

"Akishim. Are you sure about this?" Zhukov asked looking at Akishima sharply.

“This is for Rivandy. I will not let him suffer continuously. I've been here just because he's always suffered. I don't want to leave him again. That's …"

“.... Because he's my Nakama!" He continued to look at them for a moment and immediately made a slight transformation.

They tilted their heads with Akishima's orders. They didn't know Akishima had strong feelings for me. So, he did something to protect me.

“Tateyama Ayano : Changed!”

Akishima took off his academy uniform. In fact, his underwear. She turned into a Junior High girl in Japan in black and red scarf. Many do not realize that Akishima is similar to Tateyama Ayano. In fact, there is no difference whatsoever that is striking.

"Akishim. Who are you really?" Ask Zhukov.

"It may be time-wearing. You can wait until the lesson is over. I'll come back tomorrow and bring him here."

"I'll go to his class and pick up some stuff, then I'll leave the academy. That's it,"

Before leaving, Akishima is intercepted by Aurora. Aurora will not allow Akishima to skip out to get me out of the dark. Aurora wants to help Akishima because she already thinks of me as a lover.

"don't want. I want to come too! I don't want him screaming in pain. Let me help you! I'll do anything to cure him." Aurora begged Akishima to help me.

Akishima was speechless at the selfish request. Aurora said the same thing as a wife. It made Akishima turn to Aurora and stop her steps. With the aura of Oneesan from Ayano, Akishima became more understanding of the situation than the others.

Akishima refused, "No way! You can't interfere, Aurora. You're just bothering me. This is for Rivandy. If you interfere in this business, Rivandy will get further away from you."

"You might assume that you believe him. In fact, you think of Rivandy as your lover."

"But Rivandy is not. He doesn't care about you now. You won't be able to bring her back. He takes great pains to force you out of the past. He was willing to hurt himself and was always taken to the hospital just for saving you."

"Me, Saphine, Denis, Hammer, and Aurora. That was enough to get him hurt. If he loses his mind, he will die permanently. You won't realize it."

"You can't do anything and regret it. Don't know what you're gonna do. But, I can do this myself. After his death, you forget him and have a new day."

"That's why you won't understand Rivandy's feelings." Akishima looked at Aurora with her red eyes.

Hearing that, Aurora and Saphine fell silent.. Sheeran does not believe in Akishima as Akishima becomes more serious. Zhukov simply processed all the explanations from Akishima.

"I'll go first. Don't interfere in my business!" Akishima walked away from them.

Aurora does not believe Akishima's opinion. Why did Akishima become serious about me? He turned himself into Tateyama Ayano just to take me out. Sheeran leaves those still gathered and heads to Class I Soshum E.

"I'll go to class first. The lesson will begin," Sheeran bowed his head.

Aurora and the others soon separated. They left Zhukov, who was sitting in the classroom. Arriving in class, Zhukov sat down and opened his laptop. On turn on and make the laptop monitor appear.

He opened a program on his computer and created a 360° Power Point to create the evidence he passed on to someone. Someone he thinks he suspects.

Soon the military lesson will begin.

[*^*]

Akishima immediately headed to my classroom. He walked as if he knew my situation. He immediately entered the class with Santi and asked Class I Chief Saintek A, Nina Alpenliebe to leave my bag to Akishima.

"Do you want to leave it? I'm sure you're doing something like this" asked Nina in surprise to Akishima.

"Don't worry! I'm gonna give this back to Rivandy. He must be brought back," Akishima said seriously.

"But, I didn't know you cared about him all of a sudden. What's up?" Nina asked in amazement.

"There's nothing. I just want to finish my business. My son should not be left alone. That's why I acted," Akishima replied looking at Nina with motherhood.

"All right, then. I hope you can bring him back. So, I went to class first. The lesson will begin. I was waiting for Aurora in class" said Nina to her seat.

"alright. See you," said Akishima, leaving class

Akishima took my bag and left it hers. He held the bag while walking down the hallway. He hid himself while looking for something to get out of the academy. He remembered his first meeting with me. Breaking through the academy's fence to get truant now.

After passing through the academy's fence, he walked on the sidewalk slowly so as not to be noticed by the academy's door guards. Walk on the sidewalk alone. He carries a bag like a Junior High child in general. Dressed like a Japanese Junior High, the people of Moscow were astonished at him.

They think there's Tateyama Ayano in Moscow. For fans of Mekakucity Actors (Anime) or Kagerou Daze (Light Novel), the character of Tateyama Ayano is a character that attracts attention. With that makes him a dream Oneesan character.

The rain in Moscow has stopped. It might rain the next hour. Moscow residents carry out activities before the rain falls again.

Akishima remembered a word that depressed me. With Akishima's words and hatred, I will no longer live. He thinks I've hurt myself to save Akishima from the darkness and her psychological problems. In fact, I took me to the hospital to get treatment on a wound that was quite severe

Because of the memory that destroyed me and wreaked hatred on the nobility, Akishima's determination became tempestuous. He let himself be hurt by me and made D's determination to save me.

The rain flushed Moscow a second time, the determination of D from Akishima to steel to bring me back. He already knows where I'm hiding. His red eyes could not stop Akishima..

Upon arriving at my apartment, Akishima saw my pensive existence in the darkness. Seeing that I was hurt, Akishima turned into Monkey D Luffy.

He was at the door using a scarf like a towel. His head became dry from the swab of the wet scarf. I don't know why a wet scarf can dry her hair. It defies the laws of logic.

But he had already prepared a plan. Holding the apartment key in his right hand. He stole the key from my bedroom nightstand and copied it. It is used for emergencies only.

I don't know why Akishima's attitude changed to that of a One Piece character. He entered the key even though my apartment system was sophisticated. It's used just in case. He did it all to bring me back.

After opening the door of my apartment, she was relieved by the door that was already open. In fact, there are several apartment systems that can be used only for apartment users. However, that was not a problem for Akishima. He'll make me understand and take me back to the academy soon.

"Yes! Now, I can open this door. Just wait for you, Kaido! I will repay you!" Akishima's determination fantasizes like in the One Piece scene.

"Because of your actions, you inflicted suffering on Rivandy! You also made me a dirty and despicable woman. Rivandy saved me from your rotten plan!" Akishima threatens Kaido.

"I'm a pirate who won't let my son get hurt. Since many are after her, I swear to protect her."

"You might hurt me, Kaido. But, if you hurt my son, .. I won't forgive you!" Akishima cosplayed Luffy before entering my apartment

Akishima walked into the apartment and understood my feelings. With the door open, he makes the right move to understand all the dark past. The past is hard to understand.

I've made Akishima not fixated on the dark past. I made her touched by the iPhone 14 I gave Akishima. He was even happy to protect me from the Prince Club girl despite losing the fight. She was made more of a friend than a boyfriend.

He was happy to accompany me to the hospital to take medication for hypothermia therapy. At that time, Akishima was helped by difficult math and physics tasks.

However, he faced all the obstacles waiting. This time, he did not let me leave the academy and all the good memories. Akishima didn't want to let me die from the nightmares and trauma that I was always with.

With an attitude that changed drastically to be friendly, he would calm me down and understand all the pain I felt during my life.

I was pensive that I would not be able to forget all the past. I did not realize Akishima would come here stubbornly. He'll save me because he already thinks of me as Nakama.

Akishima was ready with his steel mentality to enter my apartment.

...。 ⁇ - () Akishima Renji.

Get ready, Kaido! I'm gonna smash your head in!

I'm coming to you, Rivandy!