Rivandy Lex: The Modern Military

Psychological Issues: Rivandy Lex 1.6

I'm coming, Rivandy!

Akishima opened the door and saw a fairly ordinary apartment room. He saw a fairly neat apartment room and nothing was messy. The living room, kitchen, and bathroom are still normal. Nothing is messy.

No one knows if this room exists or not. Only one person entered this apartment. That's for sure it's .. I. Akishima is unaware of the oddity of this still-tidy apartment.

There's no weirdness.

Just a neat and symmetrical room.

One by one the room was checked with precision. Akishima was very unaware of the state of my room. He just searched and found my presence. I'm not covering up the evidence. I just let it go.

A few minutes later I was not found. Akishima checked as he wished. However, no one will find me. I can't just be found. He has to find me and find me.

This is similar to hide and seek. Game hide and seek. However, this hide and seek is a living or dead hide and seek. If I'm not found, I won't come back.

“Nothing. I need to find him right away. Otherwise, I won't find it,” Akishima's determination immediately searches for my whereabouts.

Akishima is looking for my unknown whereabouts. He did not know I was in sight. However, I am invisible. He still can't find me.

Akishima searched and traced the room I was in. He checked everything. However, I cannot be found. He was completely unaware of my existence.

This game is quite exhausting. However, he has not given up and will do the determination of being Naruto. He'll find me with his ninja techniques. I don't know what the nurse is. However, he still can't. That's because it still hasn't mastered it .So, he delayed it.

Bathroom, kitchen, living room and porch were not found. He is still searching for my impossible-to-find existence. He doesn't know when the game is over. For sure he will find me.

Time to check my room!

He entered my dark room and turned on the lights of my apartment room. After the lights were turned on, I wasn't there. He's looking on all sides. He opened the closet, looked under the bed, and saw the other side. However, I don't exist. No reaction appeared.

It was just silence.

“Where did he go? I'm sure he's here. However, I didn't see it. He must be hiding somewhere.”

“I'll pay for what you did, Rivandy! You might be able to hide from me. But, I will find you and become the Pirate King!” Akishima Tekad.

He slammed the door hard and immediately looked for an idea to find me.  He started from the beginning and took time. He knows all this. But he had to start from the beginning.

He was not aware .. that I already used “Arctic Warfare : Stealth” or “Arctic Warfare :Camouflage” to hide from him.

If I use it continuously within a period of 3 hours, then ... I will disappear .. forever permanently.

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I was already in my darkness. I hid with my ability and was pensive while holding back that cry. I didn't realize I'd get the same repetition either.

I was pensively near my bed and downstairs. I'm not coming back. I'm here and I intend to lose myself to my abilities. I can't run anymore. It's dead-end. Can't go anywhere else.

Everything is clear. There's nothing I can hide.

I'm just a dirty noble killer.

I'm a fugitive from an MI6 spy.

I am not anyone who will be a success.

I am only pensive in the darkness that will haunt me forever. Nightmares and traumas will swarm in me and will not last forever. This has happened before. I'm not a teenager surrounded by friends.

In a few moments, .. I will disappear.

Shortly after, a light came on. I stay pensive. He's looking for me with his eyes. From the corner of my room, he kept looking. However, he couldn't find me. Those very observant eyes won't be able to find me.

Someone's looking for me. But he didn't find me. He cared for me immediately and regrettably, he left me and immediately turned off the light and then he closed the door and immediately left my room.

It was obvious that he would not be able to find my whereabouts.

There's nothing I can do.

All I can do is .. wait a few more moments to disappear for .. forever.

When I shed my tears. I was surprised, with his ability, he found me. In fact, I've used a tactic so I can't be found. I don't know how he found me. I don't know why

I can't believe he found me.

Wh why?

Why does he know where I am?

I want to disappear forever.

I won't see anyone again.

You hate me.

You're making me tormented

You made me want to die!

This time, ….

I'm gonna destroy you!

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Akishima left my room, she closed the door hard and walked out of my apartment. He headed for the exit and immediately returned to the academy and immediately repeated his quest.

“Yosh! Here it is.”

“Tateyama Ayano : Observation Haki : Active!”

Akishima ignited a secret technique from him. He became a very good seeker. With red eyes from her, making Akishima invincible. He will find someone who will disappear.

In One Piece World, there is a Haki that can predict attacks basically. That Haki is Kenbunshoku no Haki. Haki is useful for seeing and predicting the attacks that will occur.

Haki who is at the Advanced level is Haki who can predict the future. The Haki was trained hard by Charlotte Katakuri then Luffy studied the Haki and defeated Katakuri at Whole Cake Island.

This Haki is very different from Akishima's. Akishima's Kenbunshoku no Haki is already at the Advance level. He could see people disappear.

And so, he saw a black dot. That point signifies darkness that will reach its maximum point. All the feelings I've had are on the black dot. He already knows everything. He stayed in action not to let his son get hurt.

"Yes! I found you, Rivandy! I'll bring you back right now!" Akishima's determination goes into the apartment.

He immediately walked into my apartment and looked for something that was enough to get his attention. He found me in the room.

"Rivandy! Found you! You must be in front of me. I won't let you get hurt right now!" Akishima held it in front of me.

With that, I can't hide anymore. My ability died instantly because I couldn't run anymore. I'm not myself anymore. I'm just a teenager who's been through more trauma.

I was so scared of him for seeing my pretty terrible condition. I was scared because he had found me in this condition.

So, …

I had to kill him.

I took out my gun and immediately fired at Akishima. The bullet quickly shot out and targeted Akishima who was in front of me

Akishima dodged the bullet with his Haki strength. Lightly, he dodged the bullet and tried to approach me even though I wanted to kill him.

"You can't shoot me anyway! I have Kenbunshoku no Haki, you know," Akishima continued casually.

"Whisper! I don't care!" I screamed while holding my gun.

"Rivandy. What was? You don't look good!" Ask Akishima kindly.

"What are you doing?! You should have stayed away from me!" I screamed and answered everything.

"Stop messing around! I'm worried about you. I thought you came to us. But, you left after killing that noble," Akishima continued.

"Why do you know that, huh?!" I pulled the trigger so I could destroy Akishima.

Akishima dodged easily. I don't understand why Akishima can dodge the bullet I fired. In fact, I shot him in the head. There was no way the bullet could have been avoided so easily. In fact, a professional would die at such a close distance.

"I already know that. In fact, without even being told, I already knew you were suffering," Akishima responded

"You! Why don't you let me die?!" I tried to shoot Akishima and wanted her to leave me.

"Because I don't want to lose you. You've made me want to be just Naruto" she said, nagging me.

"Why don't you just die?!* I'm getting scared half to death trying to fill a bullet and shoot it again.

"I don't want to make you suffer anymore. You hurt yourself every time you solve a problem" Akishima scolded acting like Naruto.

I'm getting annoyed with Akishima's nagging. I don't need to be understood. I want to destroy Akishima and kill him like that filthy noble.

"Damn!"

I shot Akishima revealing his Kenbunshoku no Haki. He knew all the way from me, when I shot, and the bullet went into Akishima's head. So, he could already get all of that.

I have no hope anymore.

"Rivandy. Nevermind! I don't want to fight you. You won't be able to shoot me with that gun. I'm trying to predict everything."

"So of course, Kenbunshoku no Haki can make me avoid your attacks and shots. So, it's free!" Persuade Akishima to stop shooting.

I refuse, "No way! I don't want to stop until you die like that filthy noble!" Rawly, I regard Akishima like a dirty noble.

Akishima was serious about this feeling. He saw my tears coming out and immediately pointed the gun at me.

"Now, I'm asking. What about your dark past? Did they do something bad to you?!" Akishima asked me.

I was afraid that Akishima would come near me. I will be hurt again like before. I've been a victim of Neesan's rapist. It's depressing me and suicide.

"Don't come any closer! You'll never understand how I feel!" I screamed as I filled the last bullet to shoot Akishima.

Akishima did not answer. He ignored me and approached. He was in my siis and soon did enough for Oneesan.

I don't understand why he treated me so well. He made me stand up from that. I just kept quiet not understanding.

He held my hand gently and warmly. He did this to approach a demon like me. I have disappointed everyone. Sheeran and Neesan. I'm not coming back.

"Stay away from me!" I swung the knife towards Akishima.

Akishima. He didn't realize I was already having a mental breakdown. I don't let myself be treated. I'm gonna kill him.

However, Akishima still did not give up. Be stubborn to give it all back. He hugged me warmly. With that warm embrace, it made me even more wild. I can't take it anymore. I want to kill him. I don't want to be hugged by Akishima.

"Why don't you ever understand?!" I screamed loudly and started stabbing Akishima in the chest.

"Finally, you suffer too much of your pain. You have hurt yourself so hard. I'm very concerned about the pain you're feeling. I'm so moved because you did it for someone else."

"You saved me from this darkness. You made me what I am now. If you're not around, I'm not in your arms."

"I won't be here. So, I'll reply right now." With that, the outpouring of Akishima's heart was already conveyed.

I didn't even listen to him. I chose to stab Akishima in the chest with my knife. I pressured him to stay away from me.

"Stop talking and let me kill you!"

I thrashed and wanted to launch an attack on his chest. I don't want him to finish his outpouring. I'll make Akishima regret what he did.

"Feel this!"

I stabbed Akishima in the chest as she hugged me. I did that until Akishima's chest pulled out her blood. However, Akishima did not scream in pain. He just fell silent and hugged me with my body in his chest.

"Destroy you!"

"Destroy you!"

"Destroy you!"

"Destroy you!"

I stabbed Akishima with a knife and hoped he would die. However, I was wrong. I can't kill him. With my fear haunting me, the knife I was holding was released from my hand and fell to the ground.

Akishima still gently strokes my head as if giving me affection. He did it because he understood my feelings

"Easy! You don't have to kill me. At that time, I was planning to kill you. But, you hugged you and moved me. Now, I'll hold you gently and in love."

"So, cry! I'll keep it a secret for you." With the aura of Oneesan, it makes me irresistible.

I still hold back that cry. I still haven't shed any tears. Why did he go so far?

"Yes! Yosh! I'll be serving you this time. So, it's okay! We can cry. I'll prepare it for you. So, you .. don't have to cry alone anymore." Akishima cornered me to shed my tears.

I don't get it. I don't get it. He did so far ... just for me?

I can't take it anymore. Why would he do this? Though, I ... I was .. a murderous fugitive.

I was scared and didn't want to be alone anymore. Since he was already in front of me, I was eager to do what I wanted. So, I'm gonna .. cry.

"Akishim. You …." I can't hold back my tears anymore.

With that, I could feel the tears and suffering I felt.

Finally, I shed my tears while hugging Akishima. I felt the warmth from Akishima's body even though her chest started to drain red blood from my actions that pierced her chest with a knife.

"I'm scared. You hate me. Because of that hatred, it freaked me out. I can't go back. I'm just trash!" I exposed all my fears and the trauma I had.

"Not to be afraid. I will never hate you. I already know everything. You just have to cry. That's enough for me. I've been helped by you. Now, I'm going to be an important figure for you, which is Kareshi."

"I'm sorry. I'm making you trouble. I'm ...." I said in my tears.

"Already! Most importantly, I'm by your side. I will not leave you," Akishima persuaded me to embrace me with wounds and pain.

With that hug, it made me want to shed my tears hard. With a warm embrace of Akishima, it made me want to let go of all the pain I had. I won't cry other than that hug.

After that hug, he let go of the hug and then stroked my head. I asked for it because D Akishima's determination cannot be underestimated.

After Akishima stroked my head, Akishima put me to bed with a hug that made me want to cry again.

I fell asleep slowly and didn't want to be back with anyone else. Akishima is enough.