Rivandy Lex: The Modern Military

Psychological Issues: Aurora Sentinel 1.5

At 19:56, Moscow's night of cold air was rampant. Moscow residents who work in offices immediately rest their bodies because they work too hard and complete all the tasks given from their superiors. 

I was taking a taxi with the driver. I sighed while talking to the driver for a while. The driver was a bit angry with the passengers. However, he was not a bad and creepy person. I've been used to Russian culture ever since I understood Russia Beyond. 

Russia Beyond is a website that provides information to readers about Russia in the fields of culture, military, discovery, and so on, There are two languages that can be used. English, and Bahasa Indonesia. 

I was too used to English, so I chose English. I don't really understand Indonesian. So, I'm using that to find more Russian culture.

In the middle of that chat, there was someone calling on my phone. I asked Sopiri for permission to respond to the call. The driver understood and immediately continued on his way.

I immediately grabbed my phone and held the wound I received. I saw a call in the Zoom app to enter the room. I immediately responded quickly and immediately met someone who was on my phone monitor. Don't forget I used the Hologram system to make it easier. 

Sheeran : “My darling!”

Rivandy : “Oo. Sheerans. What's up?”

Sheeran : “Later tomorrow, I will visit your apartment, yes! You see, I am in the spare. I've done a lot of work just for you.”

Rivandy : “Can't!”

Sheeran : “Eh? Why Husband?”

Rivandy : “I have to do my job. My duties are very stacked.”

Sheeran : “Then, I will help you. As a dream wife, I will satisfy you.”

Rivandy : “Iya. I have to finish all my work.”

Sheeran : “Oh Yes. The widow (Akishima) told me that something happened to Aurora. Why?”

Rivandy : “It .. I .. I don't know. But, I'm taking a cab right now,”

Sheeran : “Aurora is mad at you. He said you cheated on another girl. Are you still dissatisfied with my service?”

Rivandy : “No. She seduced me by taking my novel and she kissed me wildly. As a result, I couldn't move for a while. I have to expend all my energy to move.”

Sheeran : “What?! Why are you treated like that?”

Sheeran : “Do you want to impregnate another girl?!”

Rivandy : “Not it! I have no intention of doing that!”

Sheeran : “If you want, just hamili me! You are responsible yah!”

Rivandy : “At least wait 3 years first or Neesan will expel you.”

Sheeran : “If I can't hold my libidoku, what should I do?”

Rivandy : “Learn first! I want to close again.”

Sheeran : “Ok. I love you, My Husband.”

I shut down the Zoom app and immediately turned off my phone. However, the Zoom app told me with a call to drag me to a meeting

“Who else?” I muttered that I was opening the app and locked up my intention to save my phone.

Rivandy : “Moreover Sheeran?”

Saphine : “Halo. Rivandy!”

Rivandy : “Saphine. What's up?”

Denis : “Ri-chan!”

Hammer : “Ri-chan!”

Rivandy : “You guys. What's up?”

Hammer : “Tomorrow I need your help. I want you to visit. Miss Ennie wants to give you a gift.”

Zhukov : “Rivandy. I've seen your cooking skills. I'm offering you a job at the cafe. Because your cooking technique is like a professional, customers will flock.”

Rivandy : “Sorry. I can't. I have to stretch out a time first.”

Denis : “I'll protect you from that fucking Cherry. He always took your virginity. In fact, he always sleeps in bed with you.”

Rivandy : “Don't say that again! Neesan has done it all for me.”

Saphine : “Basic of Kochou-Sensei! He made you his own sister.”

Rivandy : “Then, what made this call again?”

Zhukov : “Ri-chan! Let's work on my cafe!”

Rivandy : “Object! I refuse!”

Saphine : “Tomorrow you have free time? I want you to take care of me from a striped man's attack.”

Rivandy : “Other times you have to learn to use your Shotgun it.”

Hammer : “Ri-chan. Miss Ennie gave you household chores.”

Rivandy : “Do I have to clean all Moscow City?”

Denis : “Come! Play up! I'll take Eleva and the others. We're gonna mess up Cherry's mansion!”

Rivandy : “Stop! If Neesan finds out, he'll punish us all.”

Rivandy: “Neesan will spread my perverted videos to all of you.”

Zhukov : “Oh Yes. I want to know. What happened to Aurora?”

Rivandy : “The story is long. I have to write in MS Word and will share with you.”

Saphine : “Does she have certain symptoms?”

Rivandy : “If I think of something, I feel .. Aurora hates me lately. She ... felt betrayed and didn't believe me. I'm trying to explain something. But, it's free.”

Saphine : “Hmm. I've seen this before. Try continue!”

Rivandy : “I feel .. Aurora remembers the events that traumatized her. I made him remember the past. Not like PTSD. As he recalled the past, his personality changed drastically. That's all I'm saying.”

Saphine: “Her own symptoms are anxiety, depression, moods that change every time, depersonalization, derealization, sleep disorders, having suicidal desires, and hallucinations.”

Saphine : “Treatment, is behavioral cognitive therapy, family therapy, and anti-depressant drugs. I suggest you use all three of them just in case.”

Rivandy : “Oh. So. I'll think of something.”

Zhukov : “Why don't you go home? Who are you fucking with?”

Rivandy : “Nothing. Neesan is busy. He will call me if there is a spare.”

Denis : “Don't call him! He's gonna blackmail you.”

Rivandy : “You want us arrested again?”

Hammer : “Oi! Ri-chan! You still cold?”

Rivandy : “Still. It's still winter.”

Rivandy : “Once again. I thank you guys. I immediately hung up on this phone to explain something to Aurora.”

Saphine : “Spirit! I'll be waiting for you tomorrow at your apartment!”

Zhukov : “Padahal, high salary, you know,”

Denis : “Eleva will be disappointed with this.”

Hammer : “Bu Ennie also.”

I pressed the [Leave] button to close the message. I also did a mute so that I wouldn't be summoned again. I am tired of being called out to them. I want to hold my battery.

“Sorry wait a long time," I told the driver.

“Nothing,” response the driver was focusing on the road.

I had a little chat with the driver. I also kept this a secret to the driver that I was a student of the academy. I don't want to surprise him. He did not know more about the academy. 

I'm looking for a good topic for the older generation like him. I don't know about the right topic. I can't really say anything about politics, crime, anything. I just focus on the right topic. It was an academy matter regarding romance.

But by the time I want to chat further, a problem will happen again.

Taxi tires are leaking again. The front tyre hit by a needle-shaped chunk of ice hit the taxi tyre. With that incident, the driver stopped his bus and pulled over. I don't know what happened to this taxi.

“What happened?” I just saw the air temperature getting colder again.

“Ban leaked again. I replaced the new one. Maybe ... up to here I'm dropping you off. I have to take care of the tire again.” replied the driver was experienced.

“But, how about Uber?” I asked to tinker with my phone.

“Forget Uber! You can't pay me for this,” suggested the driver get out of his car. 

I don't want to walk alone in this cold temperature anymore. For some reason the Moscow winter is getting colder in January. I always check the weather in Moscow. But, it's the same. Prediction missed again. 

With a heavy heart, I said goodbye to the driver and tipped him off by keeping the money in the seat.  I walked immediately even if I had to. I don't want to walk alone anymore even though circumstances force me.

Akishima and Sheeran forbade me to walk alone in the extreme cold. They're worried that I'm in the hospital again. I'm gonna hurt Sheeran again.

I walk with heavy footsteps. I forced myself to walk again even though I couldn't book a taxi anymore. If I do, I'll die first before the cab comes

I walked with quite heavy steps in launching something. I held back so I wouldn't fall down again like before. If I fall, no one can help me.

Akishima and Sheeran are not next to me. I just walked alone in the middle of a pretty cold hell. This is not how much in Winterfell in the movie Game of Throne (7 royal war stories). I can't survive anymore. 

I felt death close to me. I felt Azrael was going to kill me with his scythe. I only thought about the kotatsu I used in the middle of winter. It's quite warming. Because of kotatsu, I feel laziness inside me.

I experienced the same thing with that uncle. I don't remind him much anymore after he's been on a UN mission.

Nah! It's not the time to think about that! I thought about the fate of Aurora that I hurt. I feel uncomfortable if I hurt a woman. Not about that! It's more down to psychology, I don't want to hurt women. I feel guilty if I hurt a woman.

I hurt someone enough! I don't understand this world either. I don't know why so many girls are after me because I'm handsome like a prince or something. I don't know what that woman's thinking is either.

Women's thinking is harder than a difficult problem in math ~ Rivandy Lex.

I walked withstanding the cold weather. The gunshot wound I got from Aurora made me not want to move anymore. I felt a heavy pressure in my body. I felt my body temperature drop like before. When I came home with Sheeran.

Shiori's lust, Aurora's fire, and the cold weather in Moscow gave my chances of death increased. I feel my strength is getting drained. I don't know if I can survive all this.

I'm not sure if I can live longer with the suffering that always comes my way. I've always been an unlucky person in the face of things. I do not care about the surrounding environment because the suffering of my body temperature decreases making me accelerate.

With the constant suffering that is happening to me, I would love to leave this world. Azrael has always been watching me from afar whether I deserve to die or not. This is a 50:50 chance. Yes or no.

I did all this to fix Aurora.

Aurora was waiting for me at the apartment and prepared to attack me. But, I was determined to quickly move on to arrive at my apartment and immediately explain something to Aurora.

I don't want Aurora to suffer just because I remember all that. I made a big mistake. Therefore, I have to make up for it or not at all. I have to do something so I can get through this. I can't let Aurora do anything bad to anyone else.

At 20:13, I was still walking and walking. I don't know what happened to me who was going to get hypothermia again. I'm a little fed up with reality. He was willing to do like a bourgeoisie. 

After I walked for quite a while, I felt something that gave me enough hope. I'm trying to find a way that I can do a technique that I can use to get to our destination.

But, there's no choice.

There aren't. All I can do is walk in cold temperatures and my body temperature is 5%. Radar hiding from a place just looking for something. But, for free. I can't depend on that statement anymore. 

I'll be at Aurora's apartment at any risk. I saw an alley I knew here. I saw Akishima who was away from me. I never did any of that. 

There is no other choice, I immediately finish this an and give the information to Aurora. Aurora is in an unstable state alone in the middle. So do I. I want to die because I've been walking for 10 minutes. I don't know what the hell is going on.

Finally, I reached Aurora's apartment. I didn't think I could survive that cold winter. I didn't think how I could get to Aurora's apartment. I with my footsteps immediately walked towards Aurora's apartment. I forgot my cold temperature wanted to disguise myself as a human. But, I can't do.

I tried the other one. I tried something so I could get into Aurora's apartment. I held back my increasingly cold body temperature to make me sprawl easily. I saw him first about his condition. 

Apparently, Aurora still destroyed her furniture. He with his psychopathic personality immediately vented his anger at the innocent item. I try to do better than before. I waited for something and gathered courage so that I could face a monster like Aurora. And ... courage has been gathered.

Action time!

Don't worry, Aurora! I'll make amends.