Rivandy Lex: The Modern Military

Psychological Issues: Shiori von Zuckerberg 1.5

November 27, 2025, at 05:02, Moscow changes the sky from night to day. The dawn has gone. The air is still cold and the snow has not yet fallen. There are still clouds that decorate the Moscow sky.

In an apartment number 123, there is a room that is quite quiet and quiet. There was a girl who fell asleep with a blanket and the heating room was turned on from the night so as not to get cold. There, there were lights illuminating the apartment.

I woke up from my sleep and immediately got out of my bed to get to the bathroom. After that, I used the kimono towel as usual. After that, I put on my academy uniform and immediately cooked quickly.

Living alone is a little quiet and lonely. There was nothing I could do to enliven my room unless I invited them.

After preparing breakfast, I immediately ate the meal and finished the meal equivalent to Onii-chan's dish, Shokugeki's dish at the Cooking Contest.

I don't know why I called Onii-chan instead of Rivandy. It seems, Tsundere's attitude makes me like this. It was wrong of him to bomb me and! I don't want to think about it anymore

I immediately checked my bag so as not to miss and tried to get out first so that I could get out of the classroom as quickly as possible.

On my way out, I greeted them as usual and forgot about Shiori. He didn't come out of his room after that and I don't want to know. I'm gonna stay away from him right now.

We walked out of the apartment and immediately headed to the academy on foot. I forbid them to take a taxi even if it's cheap. This will be the habit of Indonesian people who are lazy to walk.

"Bella´s. You didn't take Shiori?" Ask Andika innocently.

"No! I don't want to hear about him anymore" I replied as I held my breath.

"I'd love to see him. But he had no response. I feel sorry for him too." Farah empathized with Shiori.

"He wants to stay away from us. This is what he got now," I continued with my sigh.

"Oh. Ja. Yudhas. We're playing Dota 2! Winter Battle Pass is near!" Take Andika while taking out the money.

"Pump! I'm using VR to be steady, "take Yudha lightly.

"I'm guessing you didn't pay the rent for the apartment. You're using that to play games," I commented listening to Andika and Yudha's conversation.

"Eh? We were paid by our neighbors. He will pay us all" Andika explained with strong evidence.

"Hmph! Basic Indonesian People! Taking the opportunity in narrow-mindedness," I quipped to all Indonesians.

[*^*]

After arriving at the academy, we immediately broke away and rushed to our respective classes. I immediately headed to Class I Soshum A without Shiori who was with me. I don't give a shit about him. It's better that he just die.

I met Sinta Sentinel and Diana Ravenrought. We did this difficult Math task before the academy bell.

Next time, I make this up and tell Onii-chan to work on it.

After working on the problem that can not be done, we sit in our respective classrooms and academic teachers will teach the material to students and students.

We do our usual activities. There is no Shiori. Everything was quiet even though I was friends with Sinta and Diana. They always discussed Onii-chan on the sidelines of the conversation.

I hope this life goes on despite not liking it.

[*^*]

At 12:00, the academy lesson was over and I immediately went to the cafeteria to buy Rendang and Ketoprak alone.

While walking in the corridor, I met a girl who approached me seriously. He walked with quite threatening and intimidating footsteps. I knew him right away. He is Kotori.

"Cotori. Long time no see. I'm …." It was my fault but ignored by Kotori.

"Follow me, Bella. I want to say something important to you, * he asked with a cynical look.

"Yes. But, don't be long! I have to eat too,* I take Kotori's orders.

I was forced to follow Kotori who was walking in front of me. I don't understand what Kotori told me. Hopefully it's not about Shiori.

I also saw Onii-chan who was surrounded by many girls. Yuk! It makes me sick of him. I hope she quit the academy for impregnating all the girls in the academy.

Arriving at a nice hallway place to speak, Kotori stopped her steps and immediately turned to me. He approached me slowly and with strong emotion. He looked at me for a long time and wanted to say something.

Suddenly, he slapped me so hard, that I fell I slapped it conscious with Kotori's behavior and scolded her.

"What are you doing, you idiot?" My impact on Kotori who slapped me.

"I should have said that, Loser!" Kotori gave an L signal to me as an insult.

"Why did you slap me? I don't want to deal with Shiori forever," I said with quite overflowing feelings.

"That's not the case," Kotori threw a casual glance at me.

"So, what's the problem?" Asking back.

"You did not hear my advice. You're making it worse. You are the one who does not listen to my advice. You are indeed unstable," replied Kotori stabbing me with a loud word.

"Look at what you're doing! You let Valhalla possess you and made you scold Shiori. I've seen your quarrels this afternoon," Kotori continued with her overflowing anger.

"Valhalla? You don't fantasize! I don't believe in anything supernatural!" I get angry at Kotori who is always hallucinating.

"I've tried not to leave it alone. But, she did tell me to stay away from her, I'm fed up with her. And you …." I threw it back.

"That's enough of your babbling! I don't want to fight with you! I want to solve this problem right now!" Attack Kotori with her chatter.

"Listen to me, Bella! You must not allow yourself to be overwhelmed by your feelings and anger. You can do the same to Andika and the others."

"Valhalla who makes your emotions increase and makes Shiori suffer even more. You are still unstable and make you a loner like him," Kotori explained seriously.

"Valhalla? I don't understand you anymore. You're so weird"

"I'll call Rivandy if you haven't changed. He'll treat you right now, * Kotori threatened to turn on her phone.

"For what?" Ask Kotori.

"To …."

"To …."

I don't know why I can't talk anymore. I don't want to be like this. I'm overreacting. I made Shiori hurt and cause her to be alone.

I'm just a kid. Adults will always rule over children. I'm just a kid who has to obey the words of an older man. That's lies. That is the most perverse thing to me.

I …

I …

What have I done?

I instead made the situation even worse, making Shiori suffer and provoking Kotori's emotions. I just made our relationship worse.

Finally, .. I let out my tears hard.

A regret that can no longer be fiddled with. I can't hold it any longer. I let this cry out loud.

Kotori came up to me and hugged me. He replied, "Already! Don't hold crying. Little kids like us can cry when we want them to,"

"Cotori! I'm sorry! I should have talked to him well. I made him not enter the academy and not leave the apartment."

"I don't understand why Valhalla, the supernatural, and the Self-Injury make me sick. I don't want my lonely, lonely life."

"I'm selfish as a child. Want to win alone and always have a shallow mind even though I have an IQ of 168 like Onii-chan."

"What am I supposed to do?" I asked while crying loudly.

Kotori who was angry is now a mother. He has heard the outpouring of my feelings. Well ...he cursed him because he's a kid.

"You must save Shiori first. Then, you can accompany her for a while. About Valhalla, leave it to me! I will drive him away from Shiori's side," Bela suggested in a slow and caring tone.

I just nodded and wanted to cry more. Kotori's uniform got wet because of this much crying of mine.

After that heartwarming atmosphere, my tears stopped flowing. Even so, I still want to hug Kotori. Her warm body temperature made me want to hug her because it wanted winter.

Kotori let go of her embrace and immediately made a decision for me. He believed that I could do something to fix all this. She looks a lot like the person I lived with before.

"Do you understand what I'm saying? So, what do you want to do?" Ask Kotori seriously.

I was just silent by the question. I'm not letting this wait long. I immediately decided on something before the academy bell rang again.

I decided, "I .. will save Shiori. I will not fail again. I have to use the right way to make her life better. I'm not going to be a kid anymore" with determination.

Kotori was very happy to hear that. I felt like that moment. Shiori was torturing herself at this moment. So, I'm going home from school and will ask Shiori all that. I will be a stronger person with a child's body.

"Cotori. Do you know Shiori's past? You can use your supernatural. I'm handing you all that supernatural smell. I want to …."

The academy bell has rung loud. I who wanted to eat in the cafeteria was just cravings, not imagining things like this. I think I'm late again.

"Huh?" I was confused by the academy bell.

"I'm sorry, Bella! I'll treat me next time" he regretted, bowing his body.

"Easy! I want to go to class right now. I will eat first before saving.Shiori," my father left Kotori who was drinking bottled juice.

"I'll be waiting for you" said Kotori to finish her drink and immediately return to class.

[*^*]

At 07:01, Shiori had breakfast first before torturing herself. He didn't want to follow the lesson first, he had no hope anymore. Her best friend, Bella already hates her and doesn't want to hear about her.

After having breakfast with nails, he immediately headed back to the torture chamber. He took off all his clothes and immediately tortured himself with Valhalla who would curse him.

[You did it again! This contemptible body of yours should disappear right now! I'm tired of your actions. You are a load of ~ Valhalla]

Shiori cried loudly with the puncture and wound running down her body.

He set his time to 5 hours. That self-nail poked at his chest, and his genitals. He hoped to become barren and could not marry again because he would die with a lot of blood.

Then, Shiori also cried out in pain due to the numerous nails piercing her internal organs. He also hoped that the nail pierced his heart so that the blood he released would flow more and more.

Valhalla continuously killed Shiori's feelings and made Shiori lose her hope. He made a word used to curse someone that made Shiori even more frightened.

After that, Shiori fell silent with the various kinds of punctures that were inside her body, she was no longer strong. He was no longer strong enough to thank. Valhalla disappears and will possess Shiori and lead her to hell.

At 12:02, Shiori came out of Iron Maiden and fell on the floor. Then, he bled out from within his body and immediately soaked the floor. He hopes with death and takes Valhalla to hell. That was the contents of Valhalla's contract if Shiori died, he would take her to hell to be tortured again.

He remembered that his actions had gone too far. He became a useless and free man. With that despair, he became a suffering man.

Shiori recalled all the friends that were in the academy. Especially Bella. He also remembered a teenager who was on the side. He's the wrong Prince of the Academy, Rivandy Lex. It was great to meet him even for a moment.

He also apologized to the person who picked it up and brought it here. With his death, he hopes someone takes care of this apartment, let alone Bella. He can arrange it all.

He wanted to say goodbye before leaving this broken world. He also stared at the ceiling of the torture chamber before leaving this world. He was waiting for his life to be lifted in a moment.

Seconds by Seconds. Minute by minute and hour by hour, all the blood flowed to the floor and made Shiori unable to move for a while.

Goodby. I'm gonna die. Don't blame yourself! ~ Shiori von Zuckerberg.

[Shiori will be dead 6 hours from now]