Rhinayung
Free for a moment
Even a week I did not go to school, until the representatives of some of my classmates came to visit home. At that time the Hendri, the son of Mr. Dio called a doctor for me. The doctor gave me some outside medicine and some medicine. All made a certificate of permission not to participate in teaching and learning activities at school. My grandmother said the certificate was delivered to school by Hendri. Really, I thank Hendri.
When the class representative came to see me, the grandmother welcomed me. Since long ago, my grandmother had ordered me not to expose personal problems to others. Enough to the right person, because it's a family disgrace that must be covered.
"Go ahead and choose, Rinayung! Which can be talked to others which is not, because it's a family disgrace. Your father and mother are savages, but never tell anyone else. Just tell the right people! If you talk wrongly to people, it will have a negative impact on you or your sister. Your sister's mentality can be disrupted. Your sister's social interaction won't develop well, because of bullying and other things!" grandmother's advice at the time.
I agree and agree with Grandma. It makes sense and makes logic.
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"Rinayung, tomorrow Grandma wants to sell gold. Make sales capital again. Ms. Lik you haven't responded to the letter that Grandma sent six days ago. If the stall closes too long, Grandma is worried that the customers will leave" my grandmother said, stroking my short hair.
"Is there no other alternative, Grandma, than to sell gold? It's a shame that Grandma's gold is for sale" I said, advising.
Grandma let out a long sigh, then poured cold white water from inside the jug. This jug water is cool and cool, the first alternative for those who do not yet have a refrigerator to enjoy cold water.
Grandma once told me that Grandpa died when his four children were small. My father was the most mature and had graduated Junior High at that time. My grandmother said my father helped my grandmother make a living for her sisters. My father used to be obedient and responsible.
"Good, Grandma! May the stalls keep going and smooth!" I said with a sliced heart.
I'm sad, sorry and it feels like I want to have this head jedotin hard on the tile. I'm guilty, I caused Grandma's stall to go bankrupt. I caused Grandma to be sad, even though grandma was good to me. My grandmother loved me with all her heart. But I, even make the burden of grandma's life heavier.
I was confused how to be honest with Grandma. How do I admit my mistakes and how do I make amends.
Honestly, for a few days living in grandma's house, I was a little relieved. Because my mom and dad haven't hurt me physically in days. But my heart was sliced when I saw my grandmother who loved me so sincerely and I broke her shell.
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