
Rangga sat pensively in the hospital beside the hospital. His eyes look pushy looking away at the crossroads across there. His heart was not calm, sick and painful. It feels really not powerful at all. Lazy to do anything, even just to walk alone already has no energy.
Is this because his heart is not okay?
Yes, how would it be okay if now he is feeling broken for the umpteenth time. Even this is the worst in the history of him who loves the Rainbow.
Rainbow is his first love. The first girl he liked, even to this day. Since they were still in High School they were close, and since SMA Rangga has always been there for Rainbow. But for years it was in fact unable to make Rainbow feel the love of Rangga. Even he only considers Rangga as a close friend only.
It's really a miracle, isn't it?
Not not not knowing, Rainbow knows Rangga loves him. Rangga has repeatedly expressed his feelings. But always rejected on the grounds Rainbows are more comfortable if they are like this. Just a friend.
What can I do, besides accept.
And now, he could only accept that pain again. Not even for the rainbow's refusal. But the fact that now the rainbow has been owned by someone else. Other people who even already have love Rainbow.
Rangga scooped his face violently.
Tight and very painful.
How could he get rid of this feeling???
Rangga was sad to see the rainbow that was sad like yesterday. He was also happy when he saw the rainbow happy. But...What about his own heart?
How can he cure her???
It hurts, it hurts so much.
Years of love, years of waiting for the right time. But it's actually like this.
This love really tortures.
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Suddenly a hand that landed on his shoulder made Rangga gasp. He turned his head, looking at a girl who was smiling towards him.
"Why here?" ask the girl. The girl who was none other than Mia.
"Find the wind" replied Rangga with a long sigh.
"It hurts, brother?" ask Mia
Rangga immediately turned to look at Mia who was sitting next to him.
"It looks like a frustrating face" Mia said again
Rangga snorted a thin smile and shook his head slowly. He looked back to the road that was blocked by a large tree lined up.
"When he always refused, I think because he did not want to date or establish a relationship because he was young. But now, it turns out I know the reason" said Rangga
Mia looked at Rangga with clinging.
"It turns out it's not me he wants, but someone else" Rangga said.
Mia stunned.
"I lost to a new person who even that person doesn't know who Rainbow is and how he is" Rangga said. And this time he was bowed with the burden of true heart made his chest tight.
Even Mia could feel that. Pain .. must be very sick to be Rangga. Because of Mia, she felt that way too.
"Sister.sometimes, what we expect is not in accordance with reality. Wherever we try and hope, if the destiny of God speaks, we can do nothing but accept" said Mia
Rangga again snorted a smile and nodded
"Yes, you're right. But it feels like God's destiny is too cruel. Years of waiting, but finally the rainbow belongs to someone else" said Rangga
"Yes, assume that brother is indeed taking care of people's soul mates" replied Mia
"It's really bad that you talk about it" said Rangga
Mia laughed at Rangga.
"It's not the wrong rainbow. He has always said that he does not want to damage our friendship because of a relationship. He also always said that he was more comfortable if the brother was just a brother and friend to him than a lover. Supposedly, you can understand the meaning of his words" said Mia
"Yes, I understand. Even very understanding. But you do not understand, if love sometimes can no longer use the logic of Mia. Love can forget everything. Even because of my love for her, I really believe that one day I can have a rainbow. But in fact, I was wrong" replied Rangga
Mia directly rubbed Rangga's shoulders gently.
Rangga smiled and nodded
"Yes, and that's always what you say whenever I'm heartbroken when rejected by the Rainbow" Rangga said with a bitter laugh.
"And it will always be so until you can move on" replied Mia who also laughed.
Rangga.
"May you not understand what I feel. Hopefully new people can also make you fall in love like Rainbow and Mr. Arya" said Rangga
Mia just smiled knots and nodded.
"It's up to fate, brother. Want new people, or old people, the most important thing can be the best" Mia replied
"Old man? You have an old man. Since we've always been three, who's that old man? Jojo?" ledek Rangga's
Mia directly slapped Rangga on the shoulder in annoyance.
"About, I don't think there's another guy. Brother knows, the eyes of the brother are only Rainbow" said Mia, sounding annoyed.
Rangga chuckled and immediately got out of the chair.
"Yes, it's just a rainbow and it's still a rainbow. Before the new person comes and changes everything" said Rangga
Mia simply fell silent and looked at Rangga fixedly.
"Udah yuk go, get some food" asked Rangga
Mia immediately snorted and also went after Rangga.
"What a wonder, his behavior is like a girl. If you are confused, it must be the running of food" said Mia
"From the nightclub mending for food. You will also be full if I am upset" replied Rangga
"Yes, and I'm always the target" Mia grumbled
Rangga just smiled and stepped with a heavy sigh.
Pain indeed, but to continue to drag on, there is no way he did not. Rangga did not want Rainbow to know, if now his heart is really falling apart.
"Why are you here? Want to see Arya sir?" rangga asked as they walked towards the hospital canteen.
"Yes, but it's not because people are afraid to sit in a corner" replied Mia
Rangga immediately turned his head towards her with annoyance making Mia immediately giggle amused.
"Breaking a sis, serem very eye view" said Mia
"You are very happy to see that I am upset" said Rangga
"Happy, I can eat for free if you're upset. How many years did you go to college outside the city, no one bought me" said Mia
"Eat he's looking for a girlfriend. Cook you lose with Rainbow" said Rangga
"Different dong, I still want a career first. Older sister who is old, but at home so sad boy from the first" ledek Mia
Rangga immediately rattled Mia's hair with annoyance. But even Mia dodged and was widened to look at the annoyed face of Rangga.
"Ngeledek mulu. your heart is contagious to me" said Rangga
"It was a long time ago" replied Mia
"Huh?"
"No, my sister's phone sounded" said Mia who immediately pointed at Rangga's pocket.
Rangga immediately forgot Mia's words earlier and grabbed her phone. However, his eyebrows frowned when he saw who had contacted him.
"Police Office" muttered Rangga
Mia also directly looked at Rangga who immediately received the call. And he felt bad when he saw Rangga's face that turned pale.
"What's up, brother?" mia asked as Rangga was done with her call.
"Jojo escaped from prison"