
Is that how much you love him and his memories?
Until no longer can you see another beauty besides her who has gone.
How strong is that pain, sir?
Tell me and look a little at me,
just so you know, if you're not the only one hurt in this story.
But there's me...
I accidentally got into your wound!
~Pelangi~
...
The long, terrifying night was over. The rainstorm that felt like it wanted to destroy the earth that night was also no longer rumbling. Now there is only a trace of wet footprints on the soil and plants that are outside.
The rainbow rubbed his pale head and face. He woke up with a head that felt so heavy, a body that felt crumpled and a heart that felt sore.
One night it turns out he spent the night in front of Arya's room. Even falling asleep there hoping to find some heart protection to calm down a little. But in fact, even until the sun began to shine, Arya also did not open the door for her.
It's sad, isn't it...
But it's been...
It's not easy being an Aryan...
The rainbow won't take that.
These two months, he should indeed try to hold his heart.
The rainbow began to move and stood up slowly. His head felt dizzy and heavy. Her stomach is also nauseous. Did he catch a cold from falling asleep outside and on the floor like this?
Ah .. yes it is possible.
Rainbow quickly left from the front of Arya's room. He really wants to throw up now.
With his heart he went down the stairs one by one, until when he arrived at the bottom floor Rainbow immediately ran into the kitchen. He spewed out all his stomach contents in the sink. That morning the atmosphere was still so quiet, that only the sound of rainbow pain filled every corner of the house.
He spewed out all his stomach contents, until it felt like there was nothing left in there. The rainbow fell on the floor. It feels very weak, his head is really dizzy. Even his face was also getting pale, cold sweat had already started to drench his face and body.
Ah... will he be sick?
Usually it is. Every time he's scared. The rainbow will definitely have a fever tomorrow.
He needs his mother now...
The rainbow immediately hugged his knees and hid his face behind his arms. Resist dizziness and bad taste in the heart.
He needs rest, but Arya needs breakfast too.
The rainbow rubbed his face slowly. No. .. He cannot be weak. He must stay strong. After making Arya breakfast, she can rest.
The rainbow went slowly without looking ahead. But because his head is dizzy, his body so shaken and stagger until it feels like he will fall and hit the table.
Even out of reflex, Rainbow instantly closed his eyes, as it was certain he would.......
grep
Rainbow surprised not to play, when his body arrived not hit the table but fell in the arms of someone who pulled him quickly.
He opened his eyes slowly, and was immediately stunned as it turned out that Arya was catching him.
"Can't you stand up right" said Arya, sounding so cranky. As soon as he releases the body of the rainbow.
"Go to your room. Don't make people difficult" Arya kicked out
"But breakfast sir?" rainbow asked, his voice sounding weak, even he spoke with the pain in his head. Making Arya immediately look at the face of the rainbow that is really pale.
"Do you think I'm a kid who can't do anything. All this time I can also be alone" said Arya while walking towards a storage cabinet that is there.
The rainbow smiled wryly and nodded slowly. Don't grieve Rainbow, just think of this as Aryan's form of concern for you.
"Bring this up, there's medicine you need." Arya threw a small medicine box onto the table. Right next to the rainbow.
The rainbow smiled and nodded. While Arya directly walked towards the stove table to make her own tea.
"Thank you sir. Sorry to bother" said Rainbow.
But Arya just kept quiet and continued to focus on her work. He seemed to have ignored the words Rainbow just now.
Rainbow smiled bitterly, he grabbed the medicine box and directly walked away from the dining room. His steps seemed staggering and weak. He seems to be really not okay.
Actually Arya knew, she heard the sound of rainbow pain when she vomited earlier, so that made her come out of the room and see what happened to the girl. Even Arya also knew that last night Rainbow slept in front of her room. It's just that Arya ignored him and seemed to not know. Arya really does not want to make the girl wish anything to Arya. Because really, his heart was not willing to accept anyone but Zelina.
Brakes
Arya suddenly gasped when she heard the sound of falling objects. He immediately turned his body and looked towards the outside of the dining room, which was only limited by the shelf of goods.
His eyes squinted, when he saw the rainbow that had drooped on the floor with a medicine box that seemed scattered around him.
Arya instantly turned off her stove and quickly walked towards the Rainbow. Don't let the girl why, if not, maybe she can be sued by Rainbow parents.
Arya immediately knelt near the rainbow. Rainbow face was very pale, even his eyes had been tightly closed with sweat that kept coming out.
"Hey.." call Arya while shaking Rainbow's shoulder.
"Rainbow" call Arya again. But nil, Rainbow had fainted and did not remember anything else.
Arya got up and walked towards the Rainbow room, she opened the door of the room and came back again to the Rainbow. Raise the rainbow and bring it into the room.
Arya slid Rainbow's body on the bed. Her body felt warm, and she seemed to have a fever.
What should Arya do? There's no way he'd leave the Rainbow in this state, right? What if he dies? Arya could die later.
Gee whiz...
Why go so far.
Until finally Arya decided to envelop the body of the Rainbow and compress his forehead. Maybe it could slightly reduce his fever. Arya also smears eucalyptus oil in the rainbow nose.
The rainbow was conscious for a long time, but did not open its eyes. He just muttered and coiled in a blanket. Hugged his own body and kept calling his mother.
Arya let out a heavy sigh, she sat beside the Rainbow and looked at the young girl's face with an incomprehensible look. His eyes were also fixed on a few stalks of roses that were in a glass vase on the table.
Arya smiled faintly and shook her head.
Tulips and roses
How can it be combined?
Actually Arya pity seeing this girl. He doesn't want to be rude. Arya just wants Rainbow to give up and get away from her life. Rainbow's life is too precious if it has to live with Arya who will never be able to let go of the shadow of her former lover.
Arya realized that.
Moreover, Rainbows are still so young, very far the difference in their age.
Wouldn't going from her life be better? Rather than being cooped up here and tormented every day? Sometimes Arya doesn't think.
But one thing Arya doesn't know, if Rainbow has loved her in silence since three years ago. Arya never knew that. He only considers the rainbow of foreign girls who arrive into his painful life.