
Again the drizzle was still down that night. It was late enough and so quiet. The cold night that returns accompanies Arya's solitude. For the night that somehow hundreds of times, Arya was still in the company. Throwing away painful time just for a job.
That night was quite quiet, only the sound of typing on his computer keyboard filled every corner of the room. Occasionally if it feels tired, Arya just massage the base of her nose and go back to work. Whatever he can do, he will do.
Nightly...
It was a time that Arya disliked. Especially a night with a drizzle like this. Again an atmosphere like this could always lead him to endless longing. A longing that there can never be a cure.
Sometimes Arya thinks, why would she have to experience something like this?
It feels painful, tight and also painful, but not bleeding.
Losing someone who is their first love.
How long will he be like this?
Five years already, the wound should be healed over time. But the truth is, the pain and the hurt are still the same. Even if the miss came, it all felt so painful.
Tok tok tok tok
Arya sighed softly, as she stretched her head that felt sore. The open door did not make Arya turn, she instead saw the clock on the table. It's 10 p.m. It was still quite late afternoon to start this long night.
"Your coffee sir" said Nina who came with a cup of coffee in her hand.
Arya looked at Nina. This old girl already looks tired with her jacket-clad body.
"Why haven't you come home yet? I told you I don't like company" said Arya
Nina smiled as she placed the coffee on Arya's table. He looked at Arya who was back checking her work.
"So I really want to accompany Mr. Arya. But it's not like it" replied Nina
Arya glanced at him.
"I think I got in the wind sir. So I went home first. Is that okay, sir?" ask Nina.
"Yes" Arya answered so briefly.
Nina immediately pursed her lips in a glance. Are there no sweet words he can hear? At least attention speech like do not forget to take your medicine, or at least just a heart word? Can't you say it like that?
It sucks really.
"Why is it still here?" ask Arya.
Nina gasped, she immediately sighed softly and looked at Arya with her own eyes.
"Mr why the hell, sir?" nina finally said. He looked at Arya with his own eyes.
"Why what?" ask Arya.
"I have been there for a long time beside my father. But why do you still act so cold" replied Nina. He could no longer hold back his feelings. Arya was already like a stone that if she had not started, then this man would definitely not have opened. Just like Nara told him a while ago.
"Why is that?" ask Arya again. He looked so indifferent, as if he did not want to follow Nina's words.
"Sir. Why don't you understand either. It's been years, sir. Why can't you see where I am" Nina said. He was really throwing away his embarrassment now. Very upset he saw this boss gondrong.
"If I hadn't seen you, you wouldn't be here right now Nina" Arya said.
Nina looked stunned.
"What does that mean?" ask Nina
"I believe in you, you are loyal to me. That's why I'm putting you on as my trust assistant. Please, don't talk about feelings. I don't like it" Arya said firmly. She's been complicated by her own feelings all along, and why Nina doesn't understand. Not that Arya doesn't know if this girl likes her. Arya knew, it was just that Arya had never responded to her.
He, can't replace Zelina!
"Sir.." said Nina
"If you're still having issues about this, I can find another assistant Nina" Arya said.
Nina was stunned to hear that. He looked at Arya with sadness.
"I appreciate your feelings. But you also don't expect anything from me. I never thought about a relationship with someone again. Your life is too precious to expect love from me" Arya said. He looked at Nina with a glance. His heart is closed. Her zelina was still the occupant of her heart long ago. Not knowing until when, but really, until now Arya was not able to see any woman who could distract her from Zelina.
Nina nodded slowly. Her face looked sad, but she tried to smile looking at Arya.
"Good sir. Im sorry. I will no longer discuss this. But please, let me remain your assistant" Pinta Nina said.
"Hmm. go home. It's late" Arya said.
"Okay sir, I'm sorry. Good night" said Nina.
Arya massaged her temples that felt heavy. The tiredness came again. Not only tired because of his work, but also tired because his heart is always longing and demanding Zelina to remain.
Ze....
How long will I keep this up???
I'm tired of having to live in longs and shadows.
Arya leaned back in her chair. Looking at the nanar out the glass wall, where the drizzle last night has now turned into rain. It was raining in the city of Jakarta that night.
The rain seems to be pouring in this month. I don't know when the rainbow will appear. Even though it was an instant, it felt like it was enough to make his heart calm.
Again Arya sighed heavily, the fragrant tulip flower that was always in the room was enough to calm her mind, though not with her heart.
Arya grabbed the coffee that Nina brought earlier, it seems like this hot cup of coffee can warm her body a little. But suddenly Arya frowned, when she felt if this coffee was no longer hot.
Did they talk too much until the coffee was cold?
Or because the weather is raining then this coffee becomes cold.
Ah Nina. when she knows that Arya likes hot coffee, but this coffee is warm.
But because the taste is quite delicious, Arya so still enjoy it until the coffee is half gone. Let alone enjoying with a mind that kept imagining her Zelina smile. It felt so good on this cold night.
After being satisfied to enjoy the warm coffee, Arya returned to work, at least his eyes can still survive to resist sleepiness that had attacked.
But not to mention the fifteen minutes he worked, Arya already felt something strange on his body.
"Why so hot?" muttered Arya as her eyes looked out of the building. It was still raining, but why did he feel hot and hot. Not only that, but Arya also felt if something felt up and made her excited.
Arya's breathing began to rumble along with her who felt that her core also began to react.
"Nonsense... who would dare give me this damn medicine!!!" yelled Arya with all her strength while she immediately moved and drank the water in front of her.
Arya's head began to weigh heavily, as well as her breathing. Even his heart had already rumbled violently. It seems like the dose of stimulant drugs in his coffee is strong enough to make Arya really need an impingement now.
"Aaahhhh Nina.." cried Arya who immediately walked out. It can't be allowed, he needs an antidote, playing in the bathroom will only make him go crazy.
"Damn it" Arya muttered so annoyedly. He grabbed his car keys and walked quickly to the door. His breathing grew increasingly claustrophobic, he did not know if he would hold it until he got the medicine. Or will he die of a sudden heart attack???
But when opening the door Arya was surprised by a girl who ran with a cry on her face.
"Sir... please me sir, someone wants to harass me down. huuuu I'm afraid sir" said the girl with a really strong cry, her appearance also looks sad. His face was wet with tears, his clothes had also been torn in the chest.
And really the torn clothes made Arya's eyes cross sharply. Especially when the girl was embracing her hand tightly. Makes Arya's blood really rustle violently.
"Deliver!" arya said with a heavy voice.
"Sir but I was afraid, he wanted to harass me. I'm afraid sir, please, help me sir" asked the girl who even hugged Arya's body tightly. Making Arya close her eyes because really she can no longer hold back her desires any longer. Especially with this girl.
"Go tell me!" aryan.
"No, I'm afraid" exclaimed the girl who further tightened her embrace.
"Aaarggghhh" Arya shouted as she forcefully let go of the girl's embrace. Making the girl slumped back, Arya again walked in, but unfortunately the girl also ran towards her.
"Why did you even enter! Go say!!" arya shouted with a completely flushed face. But the girl no longer looked at it, she was really scared to the point of no longer seeing Arya's strange girly.
"My brother is afraid" she said with a cry that was so trembling.
"I can't resist, I can't" muttered Arya who instantly closed the door of her room quickly. And he quickly pulled the girl onto the couch
"Sir" exclaimed the girl who became afraid to see Arya, the girl who was none other than..... Rainbows.
"I've been holding him back and you've made me even more crazy" muttered Arya who no longer remembered anything. Even he instantly undressed her and pulled the powerful Rainbow who wanted to leave.
"Sir don't...!!!!!!" rainbow shouted as Arya threw her body onto the sofa and began to stout her.
"Sir don't.." - The rainbow shriveled as Arya forcibly undressed the clothes she was wearing.
Arya was no longer conscious, she was already immersed in the influence of the medicine that controlled her body and brain.
But still, there was only one name he could remember.
"Zelina. I love you" Arya said as she began to vent her passion on the poor girl.
A rainbow can only cry bitterly without being able to fight anymore.