Rainbow For Arya

Seeking Tranquility

The day has begun to twilight. The cold wind had also started greeting the body. Even the drizzle had also licked it since earlier. But Arya, the man was still at home sitting next to Zelina's navel.

His eyes looked at the nano of Zelina's tombstone, his gaze sad and empty. There is a wound and destruction in there. The regret, hurt and loss must return he felt. It felt unable, but God still told him to stand up straight.

The wound from losing Zelina alone still seemed to overshadow his mind. Why now coupled with the departure of Rainbow again?

Why would God send a rainbow if Arya had to feel lost again. Can't he just leave? It feels so tired.

The trauma of losing Zelina cost him half his life. And now with the departure of Rainbow seemed to make Arya want to die. It is true that we have no life anymore. Moreover, coupled with his guilt for having wasted the rainbow that turned out to be pregnant with his child.

"Ze. it's been five years. Since your departure I just realized, I can see the world again when the Rainbow comes. He can drive away my pain when you leave. But now he's gone too Ze. Then how else do I have to be???" arya's mumbling sounded so desperate.

Maybe for some people will assume if this is karma because he who has wasted the rainbow. And Arya admits she's guilty. But don't they think, if the loss of a loved one is so heavy and very difficult to accept. It takes a long time to heal a heart wound that has no cure. Accepting new people is hard. But when you realize the presence of the person, of course the fear of losing is there. And now, Arya felt a sense of loss again.

Can you feel how it hurts?

Arya knew she was wrong, but she also didn't want this to happen.

'Grab your happiness, Aryo, Ze will be happy if you are happy. Rainbows are part of my happiness. Accept his presence. Ze's okay, brother, Ze will be happy to see you guys happy. He was created for Aryo. Ze is only limited to accompany and become a memory for brother Aryo, but who will be with brother, is Rainbow'

Zelina's words when Arya dreamed about the girl back ringing in her head. He immediately looked at Zelina's tombstone with a sad look. His hands stretched out rubbing the tombstone.

"Thank you for being the best memory of Ze's life. Enough I lost you, and I really can't afford to lose again. I left, and I'm sorry" Arya said. It sounded like it was shaking, but it had to be strong.

Arya moved, looking once more at the tomb of Zelina. He smiled thinly but looked bitter. Turning around with a cold wind that again felt hugging his body.

Return to the car to go home. Trying to stay standing. Because there's a tomorrow to find the Rainbow. Maybe Arya will ask Reynand's people for help in finding the girl's whereabouts. The girl who had now been able to make a faint crumble of Arya's heart.

....

Elsewhere a few days later....

The rainbow sat in a small cottage behind the house. His hands rubbed the stomach that looked enlarged. I don't know why his stomach is now visible. Especially since both parents knew. Probably because it is no longer hidden.

Rainbow eyes look away at the area of hills that look green in front of there. The right atmosphere feels calm. But not with his heart.

It's been almost a week since Rainbow left Arya's house. Leaving the man she loved with all her memories. But still, no matter how far the Rainbow goes, he will never be able to escape from the shadow of Arya. Moreover, there was already a child that he was carrying now.

Saddened??

Sure oes.

Injured, don't ask how big. Leaving loved and expected people is not easy. Especially going with this kind of situation. It feels really inexplicable.

Especially when you see the sadness of Rainbow parents when you know Rainbow went from Arya's house with this pregnancy. They really hit. Even the father wanted to come to Arya so that the man could take responsibility for this pregnancy.

But Rainbow forbids, Rainbow says he left without Arya knowing. The rainbow wanted to calm down for a moment and away from Arya.

And luckily both Rainbow parents understand the rainbow's sadness and desire, albeit with the long drama going on in their families.

The rainbow took its breath in deeply, breathing a lot of fresh air yet feeling so stifling.

How is Arya doing now???

Did he lose the rainbow???

Is he looking for a rainbow???

Ah, it's impossible. In Aryan's head there is only Zelina.

"Rainbow"

"Your coconuts" said Rangga who immediately sat beside the rainbow and handed the coconut water to him.

"Thank you brother, wait for daddy to come home, later. I want it now" replied Rainbow who immediately drank the coconut water quickly.

"There's me. Don't take it daddy's. Poor he is tired" said Rangga

"It's not good also ngerepotin brother continues" said Rainbow

"Living today, tomorrow I will return to Jakarta. Can't accompany you anymore. So while I am here, you are free to ask for anything" replied Rangga

The rainbow nodded and smiled looking at Rangga.

A good man who has helped the rainbow a lot. Even Rainbow went from home also because Rangga helped. And Rangga also took care of their move back to Pelangi's hometown.

Rainbow parents do not want the name Rainbow bad in the eyes of people there. Pregnant, but without a husband.

Pathetic right?

"Thank you for everything, brother. Brother has helped me a lot" said Rainbow, his eyes look glassy now.

"Don't do that, you're like anyone. I won't let you be sad alone either. Maybe in Jakarta for a week, I'll bring Mia here. He is very busy to meet you" said Rangga while rubbing the head of the rainbow full of affection.

The rainbow nodded quickly.

"Yes, let us reunion here yes" said Rainbow

Rangga immediately laughed hearing her.

"Yes, it's been a long time. We will go to our old High School. Now you need a body first. I'm not sick anymore, right?" ask Rangga

The rainbow sighed softly and shook weakly.

"The nausea if it's early in the morning, but sometimes if you again smell the smell of mother's cooking, like nausea too" replied Rainbow

"Pillies never go white again. Your child is very spoiled like it" said Rangga

"Yes, I know that again at his grandmother's house" replied Rainbow

"Why tell the story of mother hmm?"

Suddenly the voice of the mother made Rainbow and Rangga gasp. They immediately turned to the mother who came with a plate of pudding in her hand.

Rangga quickly moved and let the mother sit beside the rainbow.

"Ceritai Rangga bun's nephew. Very spoiled, for his mother does not want to go kedapur anymore. Though Rangga wants to be dimasakin again the same Rainbow" to Rangga

Mother and Rainbow immediately let out a small laugh hearing that.

"What's wrong, there are already mothers who are sure you guys. Now my granddaughter let me rest first. Later also if it is big no longer nauseous" replied mother.

"It's not like his spoiled son deh bun, his mother is also. Usually not either. I was the same mother directly males malesan. Yes, intentionally" tease Rangga

"Subjectly, where there is so, it is indeed a baby kok" grunted Rainbow, making Rangga and mother immediately laugh funny.

They were quite sad to see a rainbow like this. But how else. The rainbow went without Arya knowing. And Rangga, will not leave Rainbow alone in this toughest time.

Although his heart aches and breaks, but his love is quite big. Since then until now.