Rainbow For Arya

Critical Aryan

Losing to some is normal. For it is the destiny of the Almighty. But if you have to lose many times, feel the same pain, and get hurt again in the same place, can your heart still survive???

Even if you can choose it feels like life wants to go and disappear. Not because it was weak, but because it was tired of being hit by such a painful destiny.

Losing while still needing life support, losing when wanting to embrace happiness together, and now, having to lose when realizing if there is another happiness after the worst. It felt really helpless and wanted to die.

That is what Arya feels.

He's a man, why is he so weak???

Arya did not know what to answer. Can anyone feel what Arya is feeling right now???

She had loved so deeply, there had never been any pain and sadness when she was in a relationship back then. Even everything seems to be going well, until when he believes he will have that happiness, all is lost and snatched from Arya's grasp.

It hurts, it hurts so much. Even Arya was drowning for years in that pain. He was drowning in endless sadness and cloudiness. Until at one time someone came as a rainbow in his life, someone who made him can forget his sadness a little. And when he realized the rainbow was the source of light for Arya's dark life, but the light chose to leave only because Arya was too long aware.

Can you understand the pain??

Lost for the umpteenth time. He was injured a second time. How could Arya be able to stand up.

The departure of Zelina for a long time made Arya lose half her life. And Rainbow who decided to leave, made Arya lose the other half of her life.

How did Arya stay alive??

No God...

He won't be able to anymore.

The pain is so great, the love is so deep. And the hope that Arya always promised in fact she could never embrace.

Until now Arya has fallen weak and no longer helpless.

He's lost everything. Even just to breathe again Arya was not able to. And without the breathing apparatus, maybe Arya has gone from this cruel world.

Rainbow still sitting in front of the icu room together with his parents and also Rangga. When Arya fainted and her body was already helpless, even very pale and cold, they immediately took Arya to the nearest hospital from the Rainbow house.

The nearest one, however, had to take almost two hours as well. And right now Arya's situation is really precarious. Make Rainbow really worried.

Still she remembered clearly how pale her face was Arya, even the body of the man was so cold. His irregular breath and blood kept coming out of his nose.

Rainbow is really anxious.

"Mother, sir, Arya. Rainbows are afraid" said Rainbow who can no longer hold back his feelings of worry.

"Calm down son, Arya's gonna be fine. Pray yes" said mother.

The rainbow bowed and returned to shed its tears. He really doesn't know why Arya can be like that. The rainbow also regretted that it made Arya sad. Is Arya traumatized by loss???

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The door that opened made father and Rangga immediately move. They get more anxious when they see the face of the doctor who handles Arya look tense and a little panic. Especially when a nurse ran quickly out, really make the rainbow afraid.

"Doctor how?" ask dad quickly.

The rainbow immediately drooped and cried so bitterly in the arms of the mother. Even Rangga and father did not expect that Arya would be like this.

"It seems like he was having a great shock or a stress of mind that made him not think about his own health. This is really a danger sir" said the doctor again.

"Please do the doctor's best" Dad asked

The doctor nodded and went back inside when the sister who ran out earlier had already come with a bag of blood for Arya.

They all fell silent with panicked faces. Even the rainbow could not help its sadness hearing the doctor's expression earlier.

"This is wrong Rainbow mother. This is one rainbow that does not want to give Mr. Arya a chance" said Rainbow, he again cried helplessly.

Especially when remembering the words of Arya who said that she had loved Rainbow earlier. But Rainbow doubted him.

Rainbow should know, even it should know if Arya ever lost that made her destroyed. And now, even Rainbow added with him who asked to separate. And obviously, Arya loves him so Arya can be like this.

Now, Rainbow is really sorry.

"Don't blame yourself, son. Arya was already weak, maybe she was tired. Don't be so, calm down" said the mother who continues to hug the rainbow. Even though he himself was afraid to hear Arya's situation like this.

What if something happens to Arya???

Ah, they can't imagine if that happened..

"The rainbow should know, the rainbow should remember that Mr. Arya did have trauma. But the rainbow added to his burden. Mother,, Rainbow is afraid Mr. Arya why why. The rainbow does not want Mr. Arya to leave" said Rainbow who still could not stop to cry.

"Son. Arya wouldn't why. Relax, we pray yes" said the mother

"Rainbow..Arya sir will not go. He must be healthy again. He's just been hit again. You must be strong if you want him to heal again" said Rangga

The rainbow was silent, he could not answer anything. Want to be strong what if at this time he is really afraid of the state of Arya in there.

The rainbow's disappointment and the pain he had been through were not comparable to the fear he was feeling now.

The rainbow fears Arya is gone, the Rainbow fears Arya is not safe. Rainbows are really afraid if they have to imagine it.

Oh my...

please ... please save Arya.

Not because of the love speech from Arya that Rainbow heard earlier, but this is because of the feeling of love Rainbow himself who does not want to lose Arya.

Maybe he can if he has to part with Arya in the world, but if he sees Arya gone for a long time. The rainbow will not be able to.

"Please save her mother" said Rainbow so softly, even after saying that, Rainbow immediately drooped weakly in the arms of the mother.

"Oh my goodness, rainbow !! dad !!... Father's rainbow" exclaimed the frantic mother looking at the fainting rainbow. And not only mother, but also Rangga and father.

Why is everything so complicated like this????