Rainbow For Arya

Letter From the Rainbow

The morning wind whizzed through the pale and puffy face of Rainbow. His eyes looked at the grave pane that was neatly arranged as wide as the eye could see. The green grass that was still wet with dew felt so fresh. Rainbow eyes watering, he stepped towards the first tomb located at the far end. The place is quite beautiful because it is maintained all the time.

The rainbow stepped in doubtfully, but somehow she really wanted to meet and greet the girl.

The girl Arya loved.

In her hand the Rainbow carried three red rose stalks, as proof if she came with great reverence.

Stunned rainbow, he looked fixedly at the black tombstone inscribed with the name 'Zelina Adiputra'. The year this girl left. It's been a long time, it's been five years. But until now his figure is still always missed by the people he loves.

Rainbow kneeled before the tomb, she smiled thinly but her eyes were glazed back. His hands trembled putting the rose he brought onto the mound of earth that was already covered by green grass.

"Hai Ze" said Rainbow

"I came with my son to see you" said Rainbow, who began to shed tears. His heart still hurts. Not to complain, it was just that he wanted to share the story with Zelina. The same people love Arya.

"I'm sorry for trying to snatch Mr. Arya's love from you. Despite the fact, I also did not succeed" said Rainbow again. Tears were dripping more and more, making him bow and hold back the sobs that he really wanted to shed now.

"Why can't I be like you Ze? Why can't I be loved by her like she loves you. It hurts so much. Can you feel my pain this is Ze???"

"I can't be like you. I'm not the special you, I'm not the one who has everything to deserve to be loved by Mr. Arya so much"

The rainbow spoke with all her feelings. It felt really tight and sore, until the tears could not stop to flow. A quiet and quiet place made him easily express all his feelings.

"I just wish he could see me a little Ze. I don't expect to snatch all his love from you. I just asked for a little. Am I wrong????" rainbow sobs are getting louder.

"I need him, my son needs his father. But now, I can't be selfish to continue to maintain this relationship. I can't stand Ze. I couldn't bear to see my own husband still remember you so much. Only you are in his eyes, only you are in his heart. Even though my role was never seen"

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"I lost Ze. Really, I don't want to get into his life. But now, it's too late. Because until anytime I will never escape from the shadow of Mr. Arya" said Rainbow. He wiped his tears and looked at Zelina's headstone back.

"My love isn't pushy, I want her to be happy. But I know, when I go, he won't get that happiness either because you're gone. But in order to survive, I can no longer."

"Ze.." lirih Rainbow.

"Please don't make him drown in your shadow for the rest of his life. If not me, let him be happy with someone else. I'm sure, you also want her to be happy???" ask Rainbow. The sobs were still clearly heard.

"I love him Ze. Loved her. But my love is also not able if it has to survive in your shadow. I'm sorry, I gave up. Relax you're there Ze. And if you can please ask God to give someone who can heal the wounds of the heart of Mr. Arya" said Pelangi while rubbing the tombstone of Zelina.

Rainbow cried there for a long time. Expressing all his feelings that are so broken because he had to choose to leave when he was pregnant like this. It's not an easy thing.

He rubbed his face back. Looking at Zelina's headstone with a stern look. His hands were fixed, his eyes closed, while his lips began to recite a prayer for Zelina there.

Pain, pain and injury. But this is not Zelina's fault. This is God's destiny. The rainbow only wanted to reveal everything in its heart to Zelina.

"I went, and I'll see you" said Rainbow, who immediately departed from Zelina's tomb.

He smiled faintly and turned his body to walk away from Zelina's tomb, along with the cold wind that arrived to hit the face and body of the Rainbow to make the Rainbow close his eyes for a moment. Her romantics bristled, she knew it must be Zelina.

...

At the Aryan house....

It was dusk and almost night. Arya was still in her room. Since morning, even since last night he had not come out of the room in the least. He still doesn't know where the rainbow is. Arya was still dissolved in feelings that made her completely helpless.

The feeling of being confused with Zelina's shadow, and the strange feeling with the presence of the Rainbow. Everything really makes Arya helpless and can not think clearly.

'Zelina's gone, she's calm there. There is a rainbow that becomes your wife. There is a rainbow that you must accept its presence. Open your eyes Yo. You've started to like it, you've started to fall for the rainbow. Let him be present in your life. Not as a substitute, but as a part of the owner of your heart'

Nara's words continued to ring in Arya's head. Rainbow face and Zelina's face turned around and came back and forth. Making Arya really dizzy and increasingly erratic.

The rainbow, which had unknowingly indeed already made her attention from Zelina was distracted bit by bit. There is even a different thing in this house Arya is not aware anymore if it is not because she lost a photo of Zelina.

'Don't regret Yo. The rainbow really loved you, long before you were married'

Nara's words this morning came back.

'Nothing is as sincere as the Rainbow. He knows you love Zelina, but he still survives to heal your wounds'

Arya scooped her long hair firmly until her face turned red.

'Open your heart Yo, open your eyes and look at the rainbow. You're not afraid he's gone? You're not afraid he's giving up?'

Arya shook her head strongly. His feelings were completely erratic. The turmoil in the heart that had imagined Zelina was now even the face of the Rainbow that was ringing in her head. Her smile, her cries and her annoying demeanor are able to divert Aryan's world from Zelina.

"No. no. Rainbows don't go" muttered Arya finally. With great difficulty, he moved and walked out of the room.

His legs numb and stiff, his waist back pain, to make steps Arya staggered down the stairs one by one.

Arya grimaced in pain as she felt if the wound on her waist back throbbed and opened again. But he didn't mind. Right now Arya just wants to meet the Rainbow. Arya just wanted to apologize for ignoring him all along. Arya wanted to say that she would forget the three-month agreement. Arya wanted to say if she would already accept Rainbow to be his wife.

Arya just wants a rainbow. Arya doesn't want to lose anymore.

"Roofers!!" arya exclaimed as she opened the door of the Rainbow room quickly.

However he was instantly stunned when he saw the empty Rainbow room.

Where's Rainbow????

"Rainbow" murmured Arya.

His face paled, his heart began to throb in pain.

No way the Rainbow is going, right????

"No. no way" murmured Arya with a voice that felt stuck in the throat.

The rainbow cannot go. There's still time until tomorrow before the deal. No way the Rainbow goes without saying goodbye. No. .. is impossible.

Arya was stunned, when she saw a letter located on the nightstand. Above the letter was a red rose.

Arya grabbed the letter with trembling hands. And his heart was getting more and more resounding as he began to read the contents of the letter.

Mr. Arya..

Is it wrong to expect love from my husband?

Tomorrow is three months together. I really hope that this marriage doesn't stop here.

I really hope if we can be a couple like the others, who love each other until the end of life.

But apparently, my hope is only wishful thinking.

I've already lost. As hard as I struggled, but it turned out that my father could not see me in the slightest.

I'm sorry sir. Sorry if I've been troubling you all this time.

I'm sorry if I just add to my burden of getting heavier.

But believe me, everything I do is sincere because I love Mr. Arya.

I just want my dad to be happy. But in fact, it is not my father's happiness.

My smile cannot make you smile.

My treatment was not able to impress you.

I really lost to my past.

Not to seize, I just want to share the place in the heart of the father with Zelina.

But apparently, I am not capable.

Sorry sir..

I left without saying goodbye.

I really can't stand it if I have to hear the talaq from my own mouth.

Take care of your health, sir.

Thank you for remembering the memories you gave me in my life. I will definitely take good care of him.

May you find happiness, even if not with me, or Zelina.

Greetings dear, dear,

Rainbows.

..

Arya immediately fell on the floor with her hand still holding the letter from the rainbow. His eyes looked at the rainbow closet. His heart is really heavy to beat. His lips even found it hard to open his voice.

Really this?

Did the rainbow really leave her??

Why did he leave??

Why did he leave Arya??

Why not just hold on for a moment???

Whyyy???

"Aaaarrgggghhhh Rainbow!!!!!" arya's cry was so strong it echoed inside the Rainbow room.

"Why can you leave me alone again. Why are you guys!!!" yelled Arya who was back on the rampage and kicked the Rainbow nightstand firmly.

"Roofers!!!! why are you leaving now!! why did you leave" Arya leaned back limp with a paled face.

Arya hates goodbye. Arya hates to lose. Why is he feeling this again. Why when he already knew with his own feelings, if he had started to be able to receive the Rainbow but the Rainbow instead left.

Why should it be now??

Why lose again!!!!