
Arya sat by her bed. Looking at his room which was no longer inhabited. Not someone who inhabited this room, but photos and figures of Zelina who had been the occupant of his room.
But now, why isn't there?
Who would have dared to take and make Arya's room empty like this?
Arya snorted in annoyance. Even his clenched hands tightly grasped his bedding.
This must be Nara and Reynand. Yeah, it must have been them.
Why are they so presumptuous???
Why would they dare to go into Arya's room and take all the things concerning Zelina here??
Even Arya also just realized, if there are no more tulips in this house.
There is nothing else in his memories with Zelina here.
Why are they fighting???
Do they not know if all this time only the figura who became Arya's friend when deserted?
Do they not know if the photo is a cure for Arya's heart when Zelina's shadow comes and dances in her mind??
Why don't they understand?
Why did they take away all those memories???
"Nara Ahhhhh!!!" the sound of Arya's cry made Rainbow who was in the bathroom immediately jumped in shock and immediately ran out.
"What's wrong?" ask Rainbow
Arya looked at Rainbow with an annoyed face. His heart was hot, angry and rumbling. Especially when looking at the face of the rainbow that somehow even makes him more uncertain.
"Get out!" drive Arya
The rainbow took a moment.
"Get out!!!" aryan.
"But sir" Rainbow tried to get closer.
"Get out!!! I don't need you here!!!!" arya shouted so strongly.
Rainbow jumped in shock, he immediately looked at Arya with a heart that was like being hit by a thorny spell. His eyes were glassy, yet he went straight out from inside Arya's room. Closing the door to Arya's room and falling in front of the room.
The rainbow was afraid to see Arya who was so angry. He could even hear Arya screaming in anger inside. So strong, even so echoed in the room. Makes the Rainbow heart really beat so painfully. Especially when he heard his words.
Is that angry when something related to Zelina touched someone? Yes, this is no longer touched, but removed.
There's nothing more about Zelina in this house.
Is that how angry he is?
Is that how she wants Zelina removed?
It is just a photo and a flower. But why was it like someone who was such a stingy???
The rainbow bowed and directly hugged his lutu tightly. His body trembled, not only holding in fear, but also because crying held tightness in his heart.
It had been almost three months, and until now Arya still could not let go of Zelina. Even just his goods alone Arya is not willing.
Oh my...
Why is this sick???
Does this already indicate if the Rainbow struggle all this time only ended in vain?
Does this mean that the rainbow will never be able to get Aryan love and heart???
So, what is the change in Aryan attitude?
For what was the smile that accidentally rose on his face?
And what was the meaning of the kiss Arya gave him yesterday????
Rainbow crying bated. It was painful, painful and so tight. Her own husband was crying over another woman, not his own wife.
The rainbow bit her lip, moving so heavily. Once again he looked at Arya's room sternly. She nodded slowly and preferred to go back to her room.
That's enough, already,
it's useless to give a heart to someone who can't see his presence here.
It's enough of the Rainbow's struggle and sacrifice for Arya.
Rainbow tired. His heart could not hold out much longer.
Tomorrow morning, the rainbow will go. Get out of Aryan's life.
The rainbow came back crying and sobbing in his room.
Wanna go, but why is this sick???
What about this child??
How will his fate be??
Does Rainbow have to live without a husband? Will her child grow up without a father???
The rainbow was crying so hard. He was not just crying over his unfortunate fate. But crying over the fate of his prospective children who are not even innocent but have to bear the burden of his mother like this.
"Sorry son.sorry" said the rainbow so bitterly.
That night, the night really felt heavy for Rainbow and Arya. They are just as not asleep. The same thinking about true feelings is really erratic. Determine what to do for tomorrow. Why is this sick? Why this semiris???
....
Next morning...
In the morning Nara came to Arya's house. The rainbow gives Nara a message if Arya goes berserk because of the missing photo of Zelina.
The rainbow does not want Arya to do as determined as some time ago. The rainbow doesn't want anything to happen to Arya.
Although his heart hurts, but Rainbow still wants Arya to be fine.
He couldn't possibly calm Arya down, so Rainbow could only hope for Nara.
And true, Nara even went straight into the house, because it turns out their door that has not been locked since last night.
Even without any further ado, Nara immediately climbed to the top floor where Arya's room was.
Chequelek
He opened the door of the room, and was immediately stunned when he saw Arya sitting on the floor and leaning on the edge of her bed.
Arya's face was crumpled and pale. Even the pillows and bedding are scattered in no direction.
"Aryo, what's wrong with you?" asked Nara who immediately walked closer to Arya
Arya was silent. Only his eyes looked sharply ahead.
"Aryo!!" nara exclaimed as she shook Arya's shoulder strongly.
"Why did you get rid of all the photos of Zelina here?" ask Arya. His tone sounded so cold.
"Why else would you keep that photo?" ask Nara
Arya immediately looked at Nara with clinging.
"For what you say" muttered Arya
"What did you say Nara??? You know how important he is to me!!!" arya snapped until her voice echoed out. Making Rainbow that has been standing in front of the room Arya immediately pecked with a heart that seemed to stop beating.
"He's no Aryo!! Open your eyes!! Zelina is no more. Zelina is gone. Until when are you going to be like this keep ha!!" Nara's voice was no less loud either, and this was the first time Nara spoke in a strong tone. He was already completely emotional seeing Arya who was blind like this.
"I can't forget Nara. He's been my friend in solitude all along. How could I forget when everything was on her" Arya said, sounding so frustrating.
Tears fell again soaked the pale face of Rainbow.
"Aryo, you've got a rainbow. Just look at him a little bit. She's real Yo. She is your wife now" Nara said deeply
Arya shook her head slowly.
"Why not Zelina???" aryan mutter
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The rainbow is getting sicker hearing this.
"Aryo, don't be stupid. You can't keep this up" Nara said
"Why destiny is so cruel Nara. Why is this fate so cruel. God feels unfair to me" said Arya
plaques
One slap directly landed on his face.
Nara looked at Arya furiously.
Rainbows are no longer able to listen to anything more painful than this. And he chose to leave.
Go far away without waiting for anything else.
Arya never thought of her as a wife. There is no need for talak among them anymore.
The rainbow carries a bag that has been prepared since last night. And this morning, hearing the words of Arya Brusan, had made Rainbow sure, if indeed he had to leave.
Nothing can be maintained here anymore.
Arya will never be able to accept Rainbow as his wife.
The rainbow bit her lips, once again she looked at Arya's house filled with bitter memories where she was always holding her heart to be able to get Arya's attention. But in fact, it all ended in vain.
Rainbow sobbed, he rubbed his stomach with a mind so sore.
"I'm sorry, son. We go. Forgive the mother who couldn't persuade you to accept us. Maafin.... " The rainbow shook its head and wept increasingly bitterly. Her footsteps were heavy, but she had to leave.
Go far away leaving Arya and all her memories.
....
"It's hard to leave you. Because all my love and hope is with you.
But your heart is like a rock so solid, that even though I flush every day, but you can't soften.
I want to be the rainbow in your dark life, but what you expect is even a twilight.
I give up, but my love will always be there.
I went with these wonderful memories with me.
Thank you for the love, thank you for giving me the most beautiful hurt and gift of my life.
I lost to your past,
and now I choose to pass"
~Roves