
The cold and sad night has now changed with the morning that dawned. The warm sun has also begun to enter the house to warm the body that is still curled on the floor. His face was pale, his hair was randomly random in no direction, his appearance was tangled and seemed messy.
In his hand was still holding a rose that had withered even almost died. A letter just sprawled not far from where he lay.
The coldness of the floor which was only covered in thin carpets no longer made him cold. The pain of his waist wound was also no longer felt, because there was another pain that made his heart get killed again for the second time.
Sick, wounded and helpless. All made him limp as if no longer boned. When the feeling began to bloom at that time he was again blown away.
This time it is no longer a game of fate. Except for his own mistakes. A mistake that made him lose for the second time.
Lord....
The great sin of what he did until he had to always feel the loss that was bound in his life. Not enough once. Why do I have to repeatedly???
He just doesn't know how to heal. He was too late to realize everything. But why is it so quick to lose it comes again.
Really ... could he prefer to die now???
Aryans....
He started to open his eyes. His eyes were blackened, his eyes were barely even faint and dimmed like there was no more light and zest to life. But in fact until now God still gives him the breath to face his cruel world.
Arya frowned, as she looked at where she was now. It was on the floor and still in the rainbow room.
He immediately smiled smirk.
Rainbow Room. Then last night was no longer a dream, but a reality??
Arya got up with a little wail on her face. His eyes immediately looked at the rose he had been holding since last night. The withered rose that was even close to death.
Arya glued the rose in her nose. Although it has withered but the aroma still feels refreshing.
And .... Arya starts to fall.
Unfortunately, this flower has withered and died.
Arya is late to take care of her, Arya is late to water her. And Arya was too late to notice her presence in this house.
Arya bowed with a hand that squeezed the rose tightly.
No. gabe...
Can't be allowed. The rainbow is still there, the rainbow is still alive and Arya can still meet her. While there is still time, Arya will come and pick him back up.
They are still in the same sky. They are still on the same earth. And Arya can still fix everything.
Arya moved and passed out of the rainbow room. He climbed upstairs slowly. This fucking waist is making its stride hampered. But it won't make him stop.
Arya doesn't want to lose anymore. Nah!
Arya quickly cleaned herself, changed clothes and went straight out of the house. He had intended to pick Rainbow back up.
The morning road that was quite jammed did not make Arya step stopped. He even drove his car at high speed splitting the road so that he could arrive at the Rainbow House faster.
Maybe he will get the anger of Rainbow parents, maybe he will be expelled for wasting Rainbow. But it's okay, it's a risk. Arya is evil, Arya is cruel. During these three months he really never saw the presence of the Rainbow in his life. Though Arya only realized if the rainbow had been able to distract her from the wound due to the loss of Zelina.
Ah Ze's....
Be happy there ...
And let me pick up my happiness here. Like you said when we met at the time.
Two hours later, Arya arrived in front of Rainbow's parents' house. Arya quickly got out of the car and walked into the yard of the house.
But....
Why does this house look so deserted????
Arya spread her eyes out in all directions. And indeed the house was very quiet like there were no inhabitants in it.
Arya went inside the terrace. His eyes frowned when he saw the door of the house that was locked from the outside.
Where are Rainbow and his parents???
Arya tried to knock on the door a few times.
Niente..
There is no truth from inside.
Arya knocked back, hoping that the door would open and the face of the rainbow was what she saw. But until his hands feel sore, the door of this house is not also open.
"Who are you looking for?"
Suddenly the sound of greeting someone made Arya gasp. He turned his head, looking at a middle-aged woman who was passing by with a vegetable basket in his hands.
"Where are the people in this house, ma'am?" ask Arya
"Oh no mas. I left last night afternoon. He said he was going home"
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Arya's heart felt like it was beating so painfully.
Village home?
Does that mean they'll be long gone???
"This house is also sold"
Again.Arya's feelings are increasingly uncertain. Why so fast???
"Do you know where their village is???" ask Arya. His voice felt heavy and stuck in his throat.
"I don't know, I'm new here" he replied.
Arya let out a heavy sigh and took a slow look.
His feet stepped towards the car. But before getting into the car, he again looked at the rainbow house with a painful view.
Rainbows...
Why did you leave before Arya said everything.
Why are you leaving so soon???
Arya sighed and went back into the car. Return to the car to return home. Because they don't know where to look for rainbows.
They've been married for three months. But Arya has absolutely no idea who and how the real Rainbow is. Arya only knows that Rainbow is a foreign girl who enters into her life and grabs all of Aryan's attention from Zelina.
Arya had no idea who the wife she married was.
Oh my...
It feels so tired. Tired of heart and mind. Her body had been limp from not eating and drinking since she came home from the hospital yesterday. It has been two days to this day. It seemed like Arya would rest for a while to recover some energy before she returned to look for the Rainbow.
Yep... Arya must find the Rainbow and bring it back.
The rainbow is still there, and Arya can still look for it.
And finally, Arya returned home. The house feels like there are already two wounds in it. If yesterday he entered with the welcome shadow of Zelina, then now the shadow of the Rainbow made Arya even more helpless.
His smile that always welcomes Arya home is really still ringing in the head. Can't be forgotten, how happy her girl was every time she saw Arya come home.
Arya sighed, she immediately walked into the kitchen to drink some water. His throat had begun to dry, his stomach had also started to get hungry.
Arya took the bread from inside the cupboard and also a glass of warm water. Sitting alone at a table with a lethargic face.
Again the shadow of the Rainbow made Arya's heart restless. Even he chewed on this bread also felt shadowed Rainbow who always expect leftover food from him.
Arya shook her head slowly and put the bread back on the table. He drank the water quickly to the toilet.
Look, just a day Rainbow went Arya already can't eat well. The shadow made his heart uncertain.
Ah Rainbow...what if you don't come back Arya will never be able to eat well? Or maybe Arya will die????
Arya. His head really hurt. He needs a break now. It feels so tired.
But instead of going up to the room, Arya instead went back into the room Rainbow.
Looked at the room with a sad feeling. If time could be repeated Arya wouldn't have wasted the rainbow if she knew it would end up like this.
Arya walked towards the rainbow painting located next to the dresser. Painting tulip flower garden that he had not had time to display in this house.
Rainbow really obeyed the words of Arya who asked not to sell this painting. And now, this painting is here.
A memory of when the rainbow was gone.
And his words are true. Only the Rainbow trail and shadow accompanied Arya now.
How sad.
Arya gently rubbed the painting as she sat on the chair of the Rainbow dressing table. The fragrance of the perfume of the girl was even still emanating in the smell of Arya. The refreshing aroma of vanilla.
Arya smiled faintly, she looked back at the withered rose. Even the water in this flower vase has also yellowed because it has not been replaced.
It's all too late. Wither and eventually die.
Arya's hand involuntarily felt all the Rainbow gear. Make up tools that he does not seem to carry. And lastly Arya pulled that desk drawer.
His eyes frowned when he saw that the credit card he gave the Rainbow was here. Arya took it and looked at the card painfully.
There is never a big amount coming out of this card. Arya knows that Rainbow only uses her to shop for their groceries every week. For others, it seems like never.
And Arya just realized that.
Not yet there his hands explore. Her eyes were covered in a brown envelope under her credit card.
I don't know what envelope. But .... why is there a hospital stamp on this envelope.
Arya who was curious immediately grabbed the envelope. Opening it with a heart that re-roars violently.
Don't tell me if the rainbow hurts. Don't tell me he'll regret it like Reynand wasted his wife while her wife was dying.
No. There's no way that's happening.
Arya pulled the envelope. There are three pieces of paper in there. He frowned puzzledly looking at the first sheet that he had yet to understand its contents. But when reading the second sheet, Arya's heart seemed to be hit by something.
Positively pregnant???
In the name of Rainbow Nur Afsha
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"What the hell is this" muttered Arya with a trembling voice, even her hands also shaking looking at the letter.
Especially when he saw the date and results of the Rainbow fetal ultrasound. Arya's face immediately paled.
"No... impossible" murmured her with a body that instantly drooped limp.