Rainbow For Arya

Hard Enough

Arya sat on the floor and leaned on the edge of her bed. He bowed while hugging Zelina's photo tightly. Clutching the photo as if it was her Zelina.

Tears were unstoppable until it flowed soaked his face that looked tired and so frustrating.

I don't know why he really felt guilty about Zelina. That girl is no longer in the world. But the love that is so deep makes Arya can not be evaded. It felt like he was still unwilling to replace Zelina in her heart, or in her life.

Arya wanted to be angry, she wanted to vent all the true feelings to make her heart so tormented. Why is this sick?

Why does Zelina's shadow still haunt her???

Why can't he heal from that wound?

Now, he already has a rainbow. Rainbow became his wife. But really for whatever sake, his heart was still not willing.

Zelina is still the owner of the highest throne in Aryan heart.

"Ze. I'm tired Ze, I'm tired. You leave behind a great wound, you leave with your love, until now, I really felt guilty for betraying that love"

"I'm sorry..but how can I live a life like this?" lirih Aryans.

She cried sobbing with her shoulders shaking violently.

The love for Zelina is still so great.

He still vividly remembers how their sacrifice and love journey used to be. Finally, they want to unite their love in a marriage.

But the reality is, not the hands of Zelina's father Arya shook, but the hands of Rainbow's father.

It feels heavy.

.....

Next morning...

The rainbow had woken up early in the morning, even now he was in the kitchen of Arya's house. Rainbow wanted to prepare breakfast for her husband.

Although Rainbow was astonished, why Arya did not leave the room as well. Even since last afternoon Arya kept herself locked up in the room.

Actually Rainbow sad, because in fact their marriage is not like marriage in general. Where they will sleep one room. Sharing love with each other through a beautiful first night.

But the fact is Arya instead asked Rainbow to sleep in a different room with her. Even with her tenacity Arya asks her not to expect anything.

It's okay what. There is still time to try to win Arya's heart. Not that rainbows have liked it since.

Yes Arya... A long-haired man with a handsome face that there is sweet sweet. That's how Rainbow often mentions Arya first.

Still vividly remembered in his memories three years ago. When he just finished High School. Rainbows don't go to college, because he doesn't like to learn. He prefers to pursue his hobby in the arts.

Painting, yes Rainbows love painting.

At that time, Rainbow tried to paint in the garden of tulips which were already famous for their beauty and the vastness of hectares.

Especially when dusk, the flower garden looks so beautiful and very stunning. And rainbows often come to him in the afternoon.

And that day, Rainbow saw Arya. The Gondrong-haired man sat alone under a shady tree near the garden.

The rainbow was astonished when it saw its first time. Arya's face looks sad, looking away at the expanse of tulips of various colors.

At first he thought that it was only that day that he saw Arya. But as it turns out, every time he comes, Arya must be there.

Pretty weird actually.

And because of that curiosity, making the rainbow finally often come to that security. The garden produces a beautiful painting, and also fosters his love for a sad-faced man who always spends his twilight in the garden.

Three years...

The rainbow always comes to the flower's safety, just to see Arya. Admiring her figure from afar, looking at the figure of Arya who looks different with strange habits. But that's what makes the Rainbow more and more heartbroken.

Until this past year, Arya has rarely come again. Only every week the man comes.

Madness Rainbow, he even proposed to be an ob in the company Arya. But fateful, just a day of work Rainbow instead has lost its crown. And now, at the age of 21, she is already the wife of Arya. A man she has admired for a long time.

The rainbow smiled thinly and shook its head. It's crazy to think that, three years of admiring from afar, once trying to get close, she has even become a wife.

Well.. despite his reality he should be able to hold his heart with Arya's cold demeanor.

Hopefully he can take Arya's heart in three months' time.

Suddenly footsteps coming down the stairs make Rainbow gasp. He immediately turned his head and it turned out that Arya was coming down.

The rainbow immediately smiled looking at her. Especially since last night he waited for Arya. Want to call Arya in her room, but Rainbow is scared, so she prefers to wait.

"Good morning sir" said Rainbow with a sweet smile.

Arya just nodded and immediately sat down in the dining chair. In front of him was a plate of fried rice that still looks warm and also a glass of green tea.

"Sorry sir, I can only cook this. In the refrigerator there is nothing to do" said Pelangi while pouring water into Arya glass. He occasionally glanced at Arya's pale face and blackened eyes like pandas.

Did Arya not sleep???

Then what was he doing in the room from last night???

"You don't have to bother. I can eat out as usual" Arya said. The rainbow was immediately stunned hearing that.

He smiled bitterly and sat down in front of Arya.

Okay, patience.just the first day.

"I'm your wife, so sa....."

Rainbow speech immediately stopped as Arya looked at her intently.

"I want to eat" Arya said.

The rainbow immediately silenced and nodded slowly.

"Yes sir, sorry" he murmured.

Arya sighed and immediately ate her fried rice, as well as the Rainbow. During the meal there was no more word they spoke. Especially when looking at the flat and cold face of Arya. The rainbow was scared.

Until not long later, Arya had finished eating, even she finished cooking rice made by Rainbow. Of course it makes the rainbow happy.

"This is for you" Arya said, handing over a credit card to Pelangi.

The rainbow looked at the card in confusion.

"To shop for your needs while being my wife" said Arya again.

The rainbow sighed and nodded slowly.

"Am I not working anymore, sir?" ask Rainbow.

"No need. You are quite at home" replied Arya, even she immediately got out of her chair and walked out.

The rainbow quickly followed him.

"Sir Arya" cried Rainbow when Arya was out of the house.

Arya's steps stopped, she turned to look at the Rainbow.

"Heart" said Rainbow with a sweet smile that looks beautiful. But unfortunately, it cannot be seen in the eyes of Arya who is still full of her past.

Even without a word and without a smile, he got straight into the car. Leaving behind a Rainbow that could only look at his departure with a bitter smile.

Looks like it's gonna be hard.