Queen Kepo

25. Obsessions

...Maybe God just gave you permission to have love instead of having her...

Gavin wasn't lying. To his heart Gavin blatantly confessed that he thought of the Queen. More precisely the words of the Queen who assumed Gavin was obsessed with her.

Gavin loves the Queen and wants the Queen to be hers, is that wrong?  Is it obsession?. The queen is too hard for Gavin to have. That made Gavin try harder to make his wish come true.

This time Gavin wants to make the Queen his girlfriend without such coercion. Because already Gavin felt it was not good to force one's feelings.

But there is one thing that is a big question mark Gavin.  Does the Queen love him?

Because it is impossible for Gavin to pursue and try hard to get the Queen while the Queen does not have the same feelings. Gavin did not want to be wrong to fight a second time.

Gavin wants to find out about the Queen's feelings towards him and the idea that occurred in Gavin's brain is Distance.

Candra's mobile phone reads to signal a video call for her.  Without Candra's consent, Gavin immediately brought the phone and answered the video call. Gavin positioned the phone near his face so that it could be seen clearly by someone on the other side.

Both of Gavin's eyes clearly see Jeni's face on the phone screen. Jeni's face was happy but changed when she saw Gavin's face.

"Candra's in the bathroom again" Without Jeni asking Candra whereabouts, Gavin already pretentiously said that.

There was no reply from Jeni. After a few seconds the video call connection is disconnected. Jeni ended. Gavin confusion. Why is Jeni like that?

Still in a tangent state, Candra suddenly came before Gavin and asked "What's wrong? "

"So I lifted vc from Jeni eh he was even killed when I again said. Why is he that? " Gavin hands Candra's phone and Candra picks it up.

"He's ashamed of you"

"Why?"

"He was ashamed because his behavior used to be the same lo"

Ohh now Gavin understands. So that's why Jeni wanted to avoid Gavin. Because Jeni is ashamed. Jeni is a girl who has a huge obsession with Gavin. One day Gavin asks Jeni to accompany the Queen. Jeni agrees to Gavin's request on one condition: kiss her lips. It's as wild and cheap as it used to be Jeni on Gavin. Gavin agrees to Jeni's request and the Queen sees what Gavin is doing with Jeni. Gavin doesn't know how broken the Queen's heart is to see her who is his girlfriend like that.

Gavin doesn't know what makes Jeni so good about him. But on the outside, there are obviously more men than him.

But Jeni is not the Jeni she used to be. Jeni is now getting better and not obsessing over Gavin. Gavin was so grateful.

Maybe Jeni has understood that Gavin doesn't love her. Jeni would rather stop loving and obsessing over Gavin. Now Jeni loves Candra the right way.

Then, Gavin wondered if his love story was the same as Jeni's. Is Gavin obsessed with the Queen like Jeni is obsessed with Gavin.

Upon returning from Kossan Candra, Gavin chose to fulfill his invitation to the association held at Rian's house. Gavin walked up to the crowd that formed a circle in the courtyard of Rian's house.

Has the show started?  Thought Gavin. Gavin sped up his pace, as he did not want to miss anything. Gavin broke through the crowd and now he was in the crowd.

Andras. Gavin sees Andra is not doing well. His uniform was a mess and his face was like he had been beaten up by people.

"What's wrong?"

No one answered Gavin's question.

After a few minutes Rian walked over to Gavin with a girl he had embraced. The girl looked scared. His eyes looked at Gavin as if asking for help to be released.

"He dared to date my ex Kayla" replied the man as he looked here Andra who could do nothing but surrender.

"Gue wants them removed" That one sentence succeeded in making everyone laugh mockingly.

Gavin knew he shouldn't be acting like this. It was not supposed to act arbitrarily towards this gathering but Gavin really did not have the heart to see Andra and Kayla treated like that. 

Not because Andra is the Queen's cousin. Although Andra always threatened Gavin to stay away from Gavin, Gavin never held a grudge because Gavin knew Andra did so because of his affection for the Queen as his cousin.

"If you want them removed. You have to get out of this society. How's it?" Rian bargained without needing a few minutes to wait for Gavin's decision.

"Okay. Lo take them off and I'm out"

...***...

Gavin resigned to be willing to wake up in the middle of the night like this to keep his cousin back asleep.  Luna woke up from her sleep because she had a nightmare. Dreams of his father and mother dying in an accident.

Luna cried in fear, afraid that her dream would come true. Luna does not want to be the same fate as Gavin, left forever by his parents. Luna's crying got worse because her parents were out of town, Luna was afraid that her dream would actually come true.

Gavin, the man sitting in Luna's chair, remembered his parents. Gavin misses both. Gavin thinks that his father and mother must be disappointed in Gavin's behavior which is far from good.

Ephrina. Instantly Gavin recalled the figure. The figure that was always there when Gavin needed it. Efrina is the one who was there to strengthen Gavin when Gavin lost his parents.

And after a few months of that Efrina had an affair with Deva who was Gavin's best friend. And from there Gavin removed the names of the two men from what he had remembered.

May Efrina no longer be present in her life. Is Gavin's second wish after May the Queen be his girlfriend.

But God and the Universe have worked together to grant one of the two requests.