Queen Kepo

23. Forgive

The queen opened her eyes slowly. Breathing out carefully. The Queen's eyes did not open completely, the drowsiness still told her to keep her eyes closed. But the Queen realized, she had to wake up. The watch on her wrist shows at 08:01. The queen fell asleep from five in the afternoon. Right after Gavin drove him home.

Before Gavin takes her home, Gavin invites the Queen to Gavin's tantric party. Confidently and confidently, Gavin introduces the Queen to his family as Gavin's girlfriend. Surely the Queen was upset, because Gavin was acting as she pleased. But he did not overflow his defeat, he endured because it was inappropriate to vent at such an event especially at the event owned by the Gavin family.

The queen is being required to pray as she is visited by special guests. So after waking up he immediately tied his hair with a small black hair tie. Then the Queen picked up a book and a pen on the table. The Queen wrote something on the book. When she finished, the Queen closed the book.

The book is like a notebook can be but the book becomes more valuable because it is filled with some writing. The writing is arranged into several sentences that end with question marks. Any question that makes the Queen curious, the Queen must have written in the book. The Queen will find out the answer. Yes, that's how it is if the Queen has been kepo.

And the last question while the Queen wrote was Does Gavin love her sincerely? . Indeed the Queen understood if Gavin acted as if he loved the Queen but the Queen never knew if it was sincere or not. But one day, the Queen will find out, the Queen believes it.

"Oy crazy people"

Before the Queen turned her head she knew whose voice it belonged to. Raka had not known since when she was in her room. Even when Raka opened the door, the Queen did not notice.

"Loe Lo ilang or what? I asked him not to go"

"Gue is not a madman" the Queen asserted as she walked towards her brother.

Her brother did not say anything, he was just chatting ria. I don't know why lately he likes to call his sister 'crazy'

Raka looked at her sister who was still wearing the uniform.certainly Queen sleep wearing her school uniform, seen from a tangled uniform and distinctive face wake up. Raka's view was known to the Queen. It was not usual for her brother to look at her long enough. Especially now that his eyes are soft.

"Gue doesn't want you to have a boyfriend. So there will be a third person after Father and I, who Lo loves" said Raka then brought the Queen to his arms.

The Queen's body stiffened slightly. What's with her brother? Is he not drunk? But as far as the Queen her brother did not dare to touch the illicit goods. So why her brother?

Raka let go of her embrace slowly. The queen still looked at her brother with a questionable look.

"What's all of a sudden saying that?"

"Below there is Deva, want to see Lo he said" replied Raka.

Ohh the Queen understands now. His brother must have been mistaken. He should quickly clarify this.

"Oh so because of this you're romantically possessed huh? I'm not dating her" the Queen said with her chores.

"Based on a madman! There is no courtesy as big brother" hardik Raka.

The queen breathed out a rough breath. Again he had to watch his sister's drama.

"Gue's going to the room first. Samperin's spiffy girlfriend lo! Kasian if asked to wait because it was not good" after saying that Raka stepped out of the Queen's room.

Looky. There is no point in the Queen clarifying, saying a to z. Raka always thought his assumption was the most correct. Bad habits.

And Before actually leaving the Queen's room, Raka was presented with a pillow that the Queen placed right on Raka's back. Raka looked over and then looked at the Queen sharply. Not to lose Ratupun returned Raka's gaze as if saying "what?"

"I'm sorry so wait" the Queen said. Then he sat down on the sofa opposite Deva.

After Raka came out of her room. The queen changed her clothes, washed her face and then approached Deva. The man was wearing a plain black t-shirt and jeans.

"It's okay" Deva replied then she smiled.

"What do you need, brother?"

The Queen thought again of the question that had come out of her mouth. He still lamented whether it was wrong or not he immediately asked like that? The Queen could not talk.

"You need your answer"

The Queen closed her eyes briefly with the aim that she could dampen all the emotions of resentment in her. Yes the Queen did not answer directly when Deva said whether or not the Queen wanted to be Deva's girlfriend. If it could the Queen would eat the Deva alive.

Look, the Queen's only known Deva for a few weeks. Deva immediately said that she had feelings of love for the Queen and she said if the Queen wanted to be her boyfriend. Anyone would do the same thing as the Queen, which takes time.

The Queen does not understand why Deva fell in love with the Queen. Is falling in love that short? The Queen cannot be the girlfriend of someone she does not love. Shouldn't there be the same feeling in a relationship?

Tonight. Will the Queen put this to business. The Queen will tell the truth in a way that is as offensive as possible and acceptable to Deva.

"So gini brother, kit-"

"Sorry non, outside anyone wants to meet non" the voice belonging to the Queen's house assistant managed to cut off the Queen's speech.

"Oh yeah bi, I'm out now" said the Queen then smiling.

And after saying goodbye to finish her work, the aunt went out from the presence of Deva and the Queen.

"I'm out for a minute, brother"

Deva nodded then smiled clumsyly to the Queen who said goodbye to him.

Missing is all the word that the Queen would say to Deva. The queen walked to the exit at once entering her house. Door's closed.

Kayla and Liana.

The two girls smiling kindly looked at the Queen who was staring at him in shock.

The queen looked at Kayla and Liana with a look of disbelief. What's the matter they came to his house? Thought Queen.

Is it true they want to meet the Queen after what they did to the Queen? Are they really the Queen's guests tonight?

"Queen" called Kayla in a soft tone but could still be heard by the Queen.

The queen blinked, waking up from her daydream.

"Oh yes please come in" said the Queen clumsily. The queen let Kayla and Liana into her house.

Lousy. That's one word that describes the situation in the Queen's house. Liana, Kayla, Deva and the Queen sat on the sofa. No one starts the conversation. The three guests exchanged a glance. With the exception of the Queen who is aware of bowing. The Queen knew she should not be like this, but the Queen really did not know what to do.

Was the Queen going to discuss her conversation with Deva at that time? Oh that's very unlikely. And it looks like Kayla and Liana have something important that they will discuss with the Queen only.

"My queen's home"

The queen looked at the owner of the voice. Deva was smiling at him. Before the Queen asks why, Deva first says "i have business"

The queen just nodded. I don't know since Kayla and Liana came, the Queen didn't know what to do.

Deva got up from her seat followed by the Queen.

"I'm intervening" the Queen told Deva. But Deva shook her head small.

"No need. I'm saying yes. Greetings to Raka's brother" said Deva.

"Be careful sister" after saying that the Queen sat back down. And now Deva has walked away.

Something is awkward. No, not because Deva knew her sister Queen. If you know it is not an awkwardness because Deva's brother is his friend Kak Raka. But what is awkward is the attitude of Raka who does not seem to consider the presence of Liana and Kayla. Wh why?

The housekeeper brought a tray of dried cookies and two glasses of syrup. Put the contents of the tray then Liana and Kayla say thank you and the ibi went from before them.

"What's wrong?" Those two words came out of the Queen's mouth. With a cold, trenchant tone, the Queen's voice sounded sharp in Liana and Kayla's ears. Even the Queen did not stare at the two. The queen took her eyes off her two guests.

"Queen, I'm sorry" said Kayla's mouth. While Liana who was beside Kayla just nodded her head as if she agreed with Kayla.

"What's wrong with you?" ask the Queen, cynical.

If you ask if the Queen is still angry? Is the Queen still upset? Then the answer is yes. The Queen remembers exactly what they did to the Queen.

"much. I know I was wrong. I'm the same Liana came here to apologize. I want us to kayak again. I know I've hurt Lo, Liana is also sick to you. Me and Liana want to be a better human. I'm sorry for me. I feel so guilty about Lo" Kayla said that as she shed her tears.

The queen remained silent. What is it Kayla suddenly said like that?

"Gue too. I'm not the same way, Lo. But I'm so mean to you, Lo. Please forgive us" no different from Kayla, Lian cried.

The queen is still petrified. There was not a word that ran out of the Queen's mouth. The Queen knows that anyone who has ever done anything wrong deserves to be apologised.

"Gue sorryin" said the Queen briefly.

Those two words instantly made Liana and Kayla smile happily. Liana and Kayla thought the Queen would be angry or how it turned out not. Both deserve to be grateful.

"So from this moment we will improve. We'll kayak first, yeah? We play together, we play together. We forget what happened" said Kayla, happy.

"wait. Honestly, I need time. For a time I have not been able to accept you guys in my life" said the Queen .

Kayla and Liana tried to digest what the Queen had just said. But both of them understand that's not good news for them.

"But are you sorry?" Kayla asked with a distinctive voice already crying.

The queen looked at the two in turn. The queen took a long breath then she exhaled slowly. He should be able to hold back his emotions.

"Sorry and take it back are two different things. I'm sorry for what you did to me, maybe it has also become part of the plot that God deliberately made for me. Receiving you back into my life is hard. It hurts to be treated the same way you are. I don't know what else to say. I want you guys to apologize to me. But how do I always love what you do to me. I need some time. Not that I hate you, no. I'm disappointed. And I'm not the one who when someone apologizes keep doing it. I can't" it all comes out of his mouth along with the discharge of clear liquid from both eyes. Queen crying.

The queen got up from the couch and ran upstairs to her room. But his steps came to a halt when he knew something was wrong. He shouldn't be like this.

"Now it is malem. You better go home. It is not good for women to go home from the mallem" said the Queen with her voice. The queen said that without looking at the two people. The queen returned her legs.

The Queen does not know if this is right or wrong. He was just telling the truth about what he had been feeling, though not all of it.

It did not feel like the stairs had all been Queen up and now she saw Raka's body in front of her. Both of Raka's hands opened as if giving the code for the Queen to embrace him. And without saying anything the Queen immediately hugged Raka tightly. The queen knew for sure that her brother had witnessed what had happened earlier.

Raka calmed her only sister. Raka rubbed the Queen's head. He told his sister to stop crying and hugged him.