
...The code was getting clearer and his heart was still hard...
Realized if it had been a few minutes he daydreamed, daydreaming Gavin more precisely. The queen who was sitting sweetly in her chair alone looked at the watch on her wrist.
In 10 minutes the bell rang. With a quick movement the Queen immediately swept her gaze across the classroom. Nihil, the one he seeks does not exist. Gavin, the Queen is looking for him.
The queen got up from her seat and stepped both feet out of the classroom to look for Gavin. And one more step towards the door. Someone's trying to get in through the door the Queen's going through. That person was none other than Candra-Gavin's friend.
"Candra"
The man called Candra stopped his steps right in front of the Queen. His gaze pointed at the Queen's anxious face, the view seemed to say one question word that was 'What?'
"Lo know where Gavin is?"
The question that came out of the Queen's mouth suddenly made Candra round her eyes perfectly before she answered
"No. Tumben Lo nanyain he" replied Candra then smiling meaningfully.
Yes tumben, tumben Ratu asked Gavin. Tumben the Queen cares about Gavin. Well the Queen cursed herself like she'd made another misstep. What's the matter?
...^,^,^,^...
Today was a very happy day for all the disciples in the Queen's class who earned unexpected sustenance. Yes, the sustenance comes from Candra, thanks to Joni who reveals if Candra has a boyfriend and requires Candra to share some of the money that is available to give to students in class as 'Fade Tax'. It all started when Joni shouted to announce that status in WA Candra had changed. From "SALAM SATU JOMBLO" to "JENINATALIA". Joni has confirmed that Jeni is Candra's boyfriend.
At first the Queen did not believe it. But after he asked Jeni directly and Jeni's answer was yes, the Queen believed. The Queen remembers that Jeni loved Gavin. But now Jeni becomes Candra's boyfriend. Maybe Jeni has finished loving Gavin.
If all his classmates are in the cafeteria to celebrate the anniversary of Jeni and Candra who have been out since when they became lovers, so it is the case with the Queen who busies herself in the library with the latest novel book.
The Queen has read several pages but not yet the Queen has finished her mind to stop thinking about someone who is not in school today. Yeah, Gavin's not in school. The Queen does not know the reason. But yesterday Gavin told the Queen that he would change. Changed like what? If it turns out to be worse? Maybe so. Gavin did not go to school today.
Fail. Free Queen tries to spend her time by not thinking about Gavin if finally Gavin is always there in mind. He decided to keep one novel he had read a little to the bookshelf. Then he stepped out of the library. He will go to a place where there is no Gavin name on his mind.
The sound of a mobile phone signaling a message in made the Queen stop her steps and choose to take the cellphone that she accidentally put in the pocket of her skirt. One incoming message notification is listed on the phone screen. Number he does not know.
Out of curiosity, the Lord opened the message.
^^^We go home together. I'll wait in the parking lot later.^^^
^^^-Gavin^^
The queen reread the short message on Gavin's behalf. How could the message really come from Gavin yet today Gavinkan is not in school so how could he take the Queen home together?
The queen started typing in replies to the unknown number. Rayu is pretty sure it's not Gavin.
^^^LO IS NOT GAVIN!^^^
The queen finished sending a reply on that no. There is a little fear if it turns out that someone has evil intentions for him. Just as the Queen was about to continue her steps, one incoming notification forced the Queen to undo her intention out of curiosity to see the incoming message that turned out to be still from that no.
^^^ Really Gavin.^^^
^^^Yesterday my helmet went home with Lo. So I'm gonna grab the helmet now. I wait in the parking lot after school. ^^^
The Queen is surprised but feels a little relieved if it turns out this is really Gavin. Yesterday the Queen was ushered home by Gavin and without the Queen noticing, the helmet that had been worn on the way was carried to her house. And today the Queen forgot to bring that helmet.
The queen re-typed the letters on her keyboard to reply to a message from Gavin.
^^^Okay.^^^
There was no response from Gavin.
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The queen walked over to the motorbike Gavin was riding on. Gavin looked at the Queen straight. Without smiling. It makes the Queen even more unwell. For some reason it seems like Gavin's aura is different. The queen is afraid to see Gavin like this, Gavin looks like a thug. But the Queen had to be good at hiding her fears with the ugliness of her face.
"Good!" it was the first word that came out of Gavin's mouth after the Queen managed to walk towards Gavin's motor.
The Queen turns both her eyes around and rides the Gavin motor just behind Gavin's body. It should be the Queen who is angry with Gavin. Because Gavin was not in school after yesterday Gavin said that he would change, second because the Queen's last message was not reciprocated Gavin until now and the three Gavin instead acted coldly to him.
The Queen really doesn't understand Gavin. He better shut up. Now the motorbike boarded by Gavin and the Queen is speeding through the streets. There is no conversation. The two are loyal to each other.
"Candra's with Jeni?"
The question suddenly came out of Gavin's mouth. The Queen is just trying to be ordinary. Is Gavin jealous of Jeni being with Candra? Is it because of this that Candra is being cold to the Queen?
There was no response from the Queen. As if the question had been eaten by the wind, gnawed at the missed streets.
"Candra's with Jeni?" Rework Gavin.
"Yes. Why are you jealous?" For some reason but that sentence came out of the Queen's mouth immediately.
"Gue nanya is not jealous" Gavin replied in a soft tone.
"Halah use ngelak all if jealous yes jealous only time" the Queen raised her tone.
"Kalo Lo who became the same Candra I was jealous" the sentence managed to make the Queen silenced.
What the fuck? Inner Queen.
The queen tried to ignore her heartbeat which worked faster. The Queen hoped that Gavin would not hear his detachment.
"When are we?" The ambiguous question belonged to Gavin.
"When what?" The Queen asked curiously.
"When is it?. Candra's Nyulus same Jeni"
"The one you like is Jeni?" The question was strong from the Queen's mouth along with the Queen's efforts to normalize her heart beat.
"No" answered Gavin briefly.
"Lied"
"How can I let Lo understand if I really love Lo how the hell?"
Oh myGod. Both of the Queen's cheeks flushed instantly. His heart was beating so fast. Gavin really could at most make the Queen feel things like this.
"If today I shoot you not accepted? If not accepted today. That means that tomorrow I'm shooting to be accepted"
The queen is completely mute. The queen tried to confirm that her ears were not misheard. Gavin does he have to make the Queen that way?
The queen closed her eyes tightly. Quietly in the Queen's heart, he busied himself praying to God.
"Lord, what do I do with this man?"