Queen Kepo

18. For Living

...Because life is about welcoming the arrival and letting go...

"Lo know Deva's sister?"

Candra, who was busy playing her online game, decided to temporarily stop the game and began to look at the Queen who had just asked such a question.

"Lo knows Deva?" ask Candra back with both eyes that shine an aura of worry.

"Ish guekan nanya to be answered not asked back" said the Queen in a tone of dislike.

Candra took a deep breath and then exhaled slowly. Candra doesn't like it when she sees the Queen getting mad at her.

"I don't know him anyway, just I know the guy but maybe the guy doesn't know me" Candra hopes the Queen doesn't get mad at him so Candra answers the Queen's question.

"It's my anterin to his class"

Candra rounded her eyes wide. Absolutely everything in the Queen's brain was never Candra's thought.

"What are you doing?you know him?"

"Yesterday I was driven back with him, I think the hell my phone missed in his car" explained the honest Queen. The Queen did lose her phone and as the Queen remembered her phone was left in Deva's car.

"Why did you go home with Deva?didn't you text me to help you?" tanya Candra made the Queen who was by her side rotate both her eyeballs.

"Lo didn't come to the cafe either, did he?"

"Gue didn't come. But Gavin came to the cafe raining it" explained Candra with a tone full of repression that made the Queen feel guilty.

The Queen was surprised to hear the reply from Candra. The Queen doesn't know if Gavin is coming.

"Gue really doesn't know" the Queen said softly. There is regret in his words.

Candra breathed out riled up. It is not the Queen's fault. If only Candra could have prevented Gavin from happening last night or Gavin could have been less stubborn to go to the cafe. Candra doesn't really dulle too much about Gavin being raining but what Candra is afraid of is if Gavin finds out last night the Queen was among Deva.

"Candra Anter to Kak Deva's class" whined the Queen who did not forget at her initial wish.

"Keep you don't want to apologize to Gavin?"

"Gue can apologize later. Gavin is no longer in the classroom. Why is it always against Gavin?" The queen spoke in a slightly high tone. After Candra's question struck her heart, the Queen could not stay silent.

"Gavin aja who always hurt me never apologize to me" Slowly the speech was heard in the ear of Candra and then the speech disappeared along with the Queen who walked left Candra.

Candra knows if the Queen is angry with her. Instead of persuading or pursuing the Queen's departure. Candra instead looked at the Queen's back who was walking away. Then Candra came back to play her phone.

In a different place precisely corridor Queen class found Gavin who was standing looking at the sports field. With one breath the Queen ventured to approach Gavin. The Queen will apologize at all costs.

"Woi" said the Queen, patting Gavin on the shoulder.

Now Gavin looked at the Queen with both eyebrows raised. The Queen clucked when she saw the response of Gavin who was very cold, even though both eyes looked at the Queen but it was useless if her mouth did not issue a word.

"Gue sorry yesterday made you rain my nyamperin to the cafe. Lo also why would I want to be told Candra nyamperin me"

The queen was still confused by the nature of Gavin who became quiet like this. The Queen rambled and only answered a brief nod from Gavin.

"I'm sorry" said the Queen while thrusting a hand of her right.

Gavin's gaze which originally fell on the Queen's face now began to descend on the Queen's hand who wanted to get a reply from Gavin's hand. Unfortunately Gavin only looked at her without replying.

After feeling unresponsive the Queen pulled back next to her hand. The queen was angry at Gavin's treatment.

"Lo that's why I'm sorry didiemin. Still lucky I apologize not like you have been struggling my life, screengin my life, add problems in my life. But you never apologize. Ahh yes I forgot that people like you can only make trouble but can not apologize"

The queen felt her tears fall across her cheeks. The Queen remembers how much her life was trying after getting to know Gavin. With a breath that hunted the Queen managed to finish the speech that she had been keeping in her heart.

Instead of getting angry or saying what the Queen has said. Gavin lowered his head.

"I'm sorry if I've done what you said "Gavin said that with a little regret and deep in his heart he felt the tightness especially when listening to the Queen's words that are so striking.

Gavin stepped on his foot. While the Queen opened her tears with her fingers. The queen would not forbid not to go or to withdraw Gavin's hand to remain beside her. He never forbade anyone from leaving because he knew that the one who came would go and it was time for him to leave.

Gavin stopped his steps and started walking quickly to the Queen. Gavin looked at the Queen and vice versa. Their eyes met for a long time until Gavin said "One more. Yesterday my malem nyamperin you to the cafe not because I told Candra. I want to be alone"

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The Queen believes in Deva because Bang Raka once told her that Deva's older brother was a good person and it was impossible for Deva to tell a lie.

The Queen is now sitting in her seat. The Queen sighed when she did not meet Jeni beside her. Jeni went to the cafeteria but still hasn't returned.

"That please take my eraser down like it's under your desk"

Without turning to the source of the voice, the Queen could confirm if the voice belonged to Liana. Without saying anything the Queen immediately crouched down and started looking for the wiper Liana.

"It was unintentional"

The queen felt her hair being exposed to something cold. Then the Queen stood up and looked at Liana sharply. Liana was standing behind the Queen with her demonic smile and a bottle of cold tea that was now almost half. The queen thought the cold liquid that hit her head came from something Liana was holding.

The queen looked at Liana with an aura of anger. The queen began to digest the intent of Liana's actions to him. It turned out that not only the Queen but the rest of the class were looking at the incident.

"I'm wrong to say not even kayak gini" said the Queen without looking at Liana.

"Guekan has said not intentionally, dear. Do I need to shake your head? Where are you going?"

The question from Liana was ignored by the Queen. The Queen will ask her teacher for permission to go home because there is no way the Queen will learn with this state of Hair. Liana is outrageous but the Queen won't do much. Because Liana will become more and more so if it continues to be served. Luckily Kayla is not in school today, if Kayla goes to school it might get worse. Who would have thought that friends could become enemies? The universe sometimes likes to joke but no one is happy with the jokes.

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"Queen got me" three words that came out of Gavin's mouth suddenly made Deva laugh mockingly.

"Gue won't take it. But if he wants to be the same I yes I can not refuse" after stopping laughing mocking, Deva said it casually.

Gavin's breath is hunting. He was already emotional by this person who was beside him. Deva was indeed the most able to make Gavin ignite his anger faster.

"Gue won't let you take what I have anymore. Enough of her not the Queen" pinta Gavin with all his chest tightness. After Gavin's words were heard by his own ears. Gavin recalled the bitter happenings in his past. No matter how hard he tried to forget, fate would still make him remember.

"If, like the Queen chasing me, what will you do?"

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The queen stood on the side of the road, spreading her eyes to the right and left. Now the Queen needs a public vehicle that she can ride to go home. The queen began to be uncomfortable with this disturbing hair.

The queen bled her lips. Liana successfully makes the Queen even more disliked him.

"You coming?"

The queen turned her eyes to Gavin who was behind her with the motor she was riding.

The queen appears to be fondling Gavin's invitation. The queen was still staring at Gavin with all her guilt. The Queen had just offended Gavin because of his words and then if the Queen accepted Gavin's invitation....

"You or not?" gavin asked once more in a cold tone making the Queen even more uneasy.

"Gu-e has been ngom-ong evil as you so I don't feel good if-" The Queen really can't continue her words.

"Judah I go first"

"Hhh wait, I'm with you" The Queen ran towards Gavin's bike and sat behind Gavin.

Gavin started running the bike. Gavin motorbike down the streets of the capital. The Queen is still plagued by a bad taste in Gavin this makes things awkward.

"Why did Liana spill her drink into your hair?" gavin's question made the Queen a little more relieved as Gavin finally opened this conversation.

"No idea" replied the Queen indifferently heard from her tone The Queen did not want to discuss the incident and luckily Gavin understood with it so Gavin did not ask more about the incident.

"Where were you going? Haven't you returned yet? You want to skip, huh? Don't be that you're grown up in a minute"

"Lo talk again I'm down"

Instantly Gavin's words made the Queen close her lips. The Queen should not ask him anything that threatens his life.

"Gue is deliberately truant for nganterin lo because I do not want to go on public transportation with lo kayak gini" Gavin replied successfully to make the Queen feel bad. Because indirectly the Queen just made someone skip because of it.

"Gue doesn't know what to say"

Gavin smiled at the Queen's words that seemed funny to him.

After the Queen's speech there was no more conversation going on on the bike. It was getting late and without the Queen realizing that Gavin was riding his motorcycle not towards the Queen's house but towards Gavin's house.