
reality was ready to come to me but in fact I was never ready for reality
This morning after the completion of the flag ceremony activities such as Monday usually. The queen said she was not ready to go to her class.
The queen is lazy to meet her classmates who some have scratched her pain in the heart. Like Kayla, Liana and Jeni are all the same only they differ face to face in front of the Queen. If Liana shows her evil side in front of the Queen then different from Kayla and Jeni ya g pretend good in front of the Queen.
Without them realizing the Queen had known their true nature. But the Queen could do nothing but swallow the disappointment she had expected from a friend.
The queen decided to go behind the toilet which was not infrequently bothered by students and teachers. The Queen needs to be alone even though her heart needs the presence of those she cares for. In fact, the people Rau loved were already fighting the Queen, how could the Queen still love them?
"Queen"
The voice shocked the Queen, her heart as if it had stopped beating. The queen seemed to recognize that voice. Does it sound like Gavin or is it Gavin? The queen did not expect. He had promised never to deal with Gavin again. Because of her predator, the Queen began to turn to the source of the voice and it turned out that it was indeed Gavin.
The queen ran hard towards her classroom, forgetting for a moment the plan to go behind the toilet. Gavin's presence made the Queen even more frightened. And the Queen's fear grows when she realizes that Gavin is also running after her.
The queen looked straight ahead and thank God there was a Candra in front of her body. The queen suddenly stopped her steps and instantly hid her body behind Candra's body. After yesterday's incident, somehow the Queen always thought she had to keep her distance from Gavin.
"Please me" asked the Queen with a tone of fear and a hunting breath.
Candra nodded at a glance and turned her gaze forward to see Gavin standing in front of her. Gavin looks exhausted just like the Queen.
"Why did you run away from me? ask Gavin in a high tone.
The queen did not answer.
"The queen is dying now you're going to class"
The queen nodded her head quickly after hearing Candra's words. Then the Queen ran away from the two men.
While Gavin glared at Candra through the eyes given by Gavin trying to say why?
"Gue wants to talk to the Queen, why are you halangin?" Gavin steps closer to Candra. Gavin tried to speak as normal as possible when his heart was eager to curse Candra.
"Free. After yesterday's incident, the Queen was disappointed" said Candra.
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"It seems my life will be calmer after I try not to kepo and not even care about the affairs of others. I can do it." said the Queen's inner voice after she exhaled. This is a break and the Queen will be spending it with the help of a song by Daniel Bedingfiel entitled If you're not the one.
The Queen is sure that this time of rest will not be disturbed. Gavin who had wanted to talk with the Queen had always been thwarted by Kayla. Gavin had to give up on Kayla's pride. And Liana is guaranteed not to bother the Queen because Kayla is happy. Long ago the Queen got used to those who were experts at pretending.
The song began to sound in the Queen's ears. The Queen drowned her face on the table, her eyes were closed so that they could be a little more relaxed and unfortunately not only made the Queen more relaxed but the song was also successful in making the Queen remember the King in each song's lyrics.
It used to be a song that the Queen often listened to when she thought of the King, who in time became everything.
The queen medesah. He hated being burdened with problems in his past. But what power?although the Queen has moved schools and even moved house, the story of her past is not also gone. Even the main character even follows in the footsteps of the Queen, well he is the King.
Uncompleted Queen cursed the past a vibration of her cellphone immediately made the Queen look at the mobile screen that contained a notification of incoming messages.
The queen opened the message and it turned out to be from Candra.
Candraaa
I play music dong!
The Queen's smile is engraved on her lips, listening to Candra sing along with the piano is the Queen's favorite.
Without a second thought, the Queen typed a yes and sent it to Candra. The queen stopped the song she played while removing the earphones.
The queen walked past the rows of tables that her friends occupied. Ah even the Queen hesitated to categorize them as friends. Especially after the Queen took Gavin and Kayla. Never mind that the Queen does not need a pretend friend or a friend who will accept her good nature alone. The Queen only needs sincere people to love her for who she is without falsehoods.
After several classes passed, the Queen was faced with a turn and the Queen immediately turned. The Queen knows where Candra usually practices singing while playing the piano, the music room is the place.
Upon arriving at the door with a caption reading "Music Room" the Queen opened the door.
There was no sign of Candra. The queen decided to walk to the piano.
"Queen"
The queen turned to the origin of the voice and it turned out to be behind her. There was a man walking from behind him. The queen was shocked not to play, The queen was really scared. It would be a normal occurrence if the man was Candra but unfortunately this man was not Candra but Gavin.
"Where's Candra?what are you doing here?look out for me to go" The queen looked panicked, she tried to get close to the exit and unfortunately Gavin had locked her up first.
This incident was like a dejavu for her, because the Queen once felt like this. Only different actors if it used to be Tyo and his friends then now is Gavin.
"Liet Queen, you just want to talk to me. I won't say anything" Gavin tried to calm the Queen down by approaching her. Gavin won't do anything.
"Gue please, let me go" the Queen asked in a soft voice.
But somehow for the Queen Gavin's speech was a catastrophe she had to stay away from.
The queen nodded her head slowly, she had no choice because Gavin had indeed given her no choice
"Why are you afraid to see me?" ask Gavin very to the point .
The Queen shook her head quickly, The queen did not let her gaze fall on Gavin so the Queen chose to bow.
"Lo scared of me?am I a ghost?did I bite?" gavin asked and he laughed.
The queen lowered her head. He knew what he had to be now.
"Before you go away me, before you don't want to meet me you should talk to me. What's wrong I until lo se disgusted it squirms my face. You run away when I'm your nigger?" gavin snapped right in front of the Queen. Even the Queen's ears could clearly hear what Gavin was saying.
The queen puffed her head, she looked at Gavin sharply.
"Lo it's the same me what's wrong lo?" The queen laughed after asking that.
"From the beginning you made me a girlfriend too it was your fault. I was shunned by Kayla and the classmate was also your fault. They think I took Kayla when they don't know what the problem is. Even until I disandra kak Tyo is also wrong lo. And yesterday I almost dicelakain Arkan, but luckily it was almost. Do you still want to see what's wrong?" The queen could no longer hold back this thing that stuck in her heart.
"So I have to lure you so I can suffer all this" said Inner Gavin.
"Gue love lo" these four words that came out of Gavin's mouth, crazy indeed but that's the truth and the Queen should know.
The Queen narrowed her eyes, what Gavin said did not match the Queen's question.
"Lo loves me but he's the same Kayla. Crazy ya lo" The queen shook her head, she didn't know what kind of sentence could make Gavin shut up and not do anything weird.
"Gue is the same Kayla but I'm unfortunately the same lo" said Gavin with a little hesitation as his hand pulled the ends of his hair.
"No more than ********. You coward, you jerk and I don't like you" cried the Queen right in front of Gavin's face. The queen cried after saying that.
"Lo just like Jeni, Kayla and Liana you guys want to make me hurt. You were never sincere with me" said the Queen made Gavin feel more guilty.
"Lo knows kay-"
"Gue knows everything. Even Arkan has already told all about you" said the Queen cut Gavin's words.
Yesterday's incident when the Queen was in a car with a stranger whose name was Arkan.
The Queen also knows her brother has snatched Arkan's girlfriend and that makes Raka beaten up Arkan's friends not least Gavin who is Arkan's friend. And that's the reason Arkan wanted to hurt the Queen, because of revenge.
"What's the story about me?" gavin asked with his panicked face mixed in curiosity.
The queen did not answer.
"He said what's the same?" snapped at Gavin once more and this was louder.
The queen did not answer.
"Lo can come out as long as I answer my question. Arkan, what's the same thing?" Gavin thrust the key from the door of the music room.
The queen took it from Gavin's hands. Then the Queen wiped away the trace of her tears and the Queen took a deep breath and opened it violently.
Actually the Queen doesn't want to tell anyone about this. The Queen was never ready for the reality she had just learned yesterday. But the Queen had to say this, so she could get out of this room.
"Arkan said if lo lo it's pacarin I'm just messing around. Lo settinggan dating me, you told Arkan to macarin I keep you sickin me. Arkan lakanin it all because he wants revenge with my brother. All this time you are not sincere with me, you just want me to fall in love with you continue to stay with me. And you managed to do it the same way I did. I hope we won't talk again after this, let me live without you" said the Queen, she said with honesty.
"Gue once said to you that Arkan is a bad guy tap-"
"Lo is also evil. You're the same Arkan"
"Lo believes more in what Arkan says than what I say? I love you just as sincere and I want to date you because I love you equally"
The queen walked towards the door. The queen ignored the word for word that came out of Gavin's mouth. For the Queen it was nothing more than nonsense.
The queen began to insert the key in the keyhole and the door managed to open. After the Queen came out of the music room the Queen saw the black haired girl who was sticking her face on the window of this music room.
"Kaila?"
That girl is Kayla. Not only was the Queen surprised but Kayla too. Kayla did not look well with tears on her face.
Rau was very sure that Kayla had eavesdropped on her dispute with Gavin. The queen would bet that from tomorrow her life would not calm down again. And Liana will be more free to torture the Queen.
While the Queen can only resign, it is her own fault to deal with Gavin. Although the Queen was not prepared for this fact but whatever the Queen was going through she had to accept.